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Sunday. 5.11.08 7:31 pm
My IE just randomly closed. Right in the middle of me writing up an entry. I guess it's a good thing I didn't have a whole lot done yet. That would have sucked and it would have made me pissed.

Anywho, today was quite boring. I didn't really do a whole lot at work; I just wasn't feeling it.

I have to go to UPS tomorrow to get my package. Mom's Mother's Day gift is in it as well. I got her the next book in the series she's been reading {if I've already said that, then oh well. I'm sayin' it again.} I just hope they'll give it to me with just the tracking number because I don't feel like waiting for the notification card thing to come in the mail.

I'm thinking about not starting The Host until Wednesday. I have to work Tuesday and Wednesday, early morning, so I don't want to get involved with the book and end up not sleeping for work. I'm off Thursday - Saturday. That'll give me plenty of time to start and complete the book.

Uhm, I suddenly lost my train of thought. I guess I'll write again whenever.

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*le sigh* {with an emphasis on sigh}
Saturday. 5.10.08 10:33 pm
Jake was able to come home from the hospital today. He's still not completely better, but he can at least swallow without being in immense pain. He has to take antibiotics and pain meds for the next 10 days, though.

With the crazy work week starting up again I don't know when I'll be able to see him since I won't be able to get the car, nor can he drive on his medication. His phone is still not charged and he can't find his charger so I don't know when I'll be talking to him either. You may be saying "but what about the internet?" Yeah, that doesn't work either. Lame.

I still have a headache. I'm pretty tired too since I couldn't seem to stay asleep last night. I was tossing and turning and awake every couple hours. I have no idea why I haven't been able to sleep lately. It's probably stress-related, but whatever it is it's annoying. Whatever.

Maybe tomorrow after I get home from work I can pass out and not have to worry about leaving the house until Monday when I turn into a chauffeur again. Joy.

Meh. I need to go to bed.

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damnit
Friday. 5.9.08 10:00 pm
I forgot to tell someone that I was expecting a package so when they tried to deliver it today, no one was home to accept it. Fuck. Now I have to wait even longer until I can read The Host.

What I don't understand is that the last time I ordered through Barnes & Noble, they didn't require a signature. They just rang the doorbell and by the time I got to the door, they were pulling away; the package was just sitting at the door. This time, it didn't say on the order e-mail that a signature was required, but apparently it did. Otherwise I'd have my book right now.

Instead I have to wait for the slip to come in the mail and then find a UPS store so that I can go pick it up. Fuck.

Anywho, I had every right to be worried about Jacob ... after not hearing from him in two days. Jake's phone has been off the last two days because it had died and he couldn't find his charger. But him being in the hospital was one of the last, yet first, things on my mind. I was actually able to get the car today so I decided to go up to his work and suprise him. Well, when I pulled into the parking lot, his car wasn't there. I had a bad feeling that it wouldn't be there, but I was hoping that's all it was. Unfortunately the bad feeling was correct.

I went in, asked about him and got a very vague answer: "he's still not feeling well so I'm covering for him today." It worried me even more when he said, "have they not told you?" I felt my heart skip a beat. Everything that could possibly go wrong went through my head in about 5 seconds.

I drove over to his house thinking he'd be asleep, but would be okay with me waking him up. When I got there, I saw his car was there, but not his mom's. I figured this would be even better. I could sit and cuddle with him for a while before having to explain to his mom why I was just randomly there.

I knocked. I rang the doorbell. Nothing. That's when I started to freak out. I calmed down a little bit when he called me. But only a little bit.

He was also supposed to get out of the hospital today so he wasn't even going to tell me that he had been in. But the fact that I was up there ... he kind of had no choice. His phone held enough of a charge for him to tell me where he was and how to get there. So I spent a couple hours with him up in his hospital room.

Hopefully he'll be able to go home tomorrow like they're telling him he should be able to. I'll be taking the car again to go see him. Either at home or at the hospital; wherever he's at. I'm hoping for home because I hate hospitals. They make me very uncomfortable.

Now that I know what's going on with him, it's relieved some of the physical stress. Unfortunately my pounding headache is back. I'm not sure if my headache was always this bad and the physical stress overpowered it or if the headache subsided and is now back. Either way, my head hurts.

Now that I've written a long ass entry and my headache is worsening by the minute, I'm going to end it here. I'll write again probably tomorrow.

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coinsidence? I think not {completed}
Friday. 5.9.08 8:42 am
This is the 4th morning in a row that I've woken up sore. Sleeping wrong the first night, even possibly the second night, would have been plausible. But to have it happen two more times? Something isn't right.

My headache seems to have also branched off down to my stomach. Yep, my stomach aches are back. I thought I had taken care of those; apparently not.

Blah! I need to go, but I'm not even close to finished.

To be continued later ...

Alright. I can't exactly remember where I was going with this earlier, but I've got crap to add to it.

It's hot. Plain and simple. I'm not looking foward to when it becomes freakishly hot {meaning up in the 100s during the day.} Hell, I'm not looking forward to when it's really hot {the 90s} and that's just around the corner.

I'm seriously beginning to have doubts about the whole moving thing. If I don't get something figured out, and soon, I'll be stuck moving with my parents regardless if I want to or not. It'll be like I'm a minor again without a say in what's happening. I can't afford to live by myself otherwise I'd already be there. And I don't have anyone who I can stay with out here if I want to stay when my parents are ready to move.

This situation sucks.

I guess I don't really have anything worthwhile to write about. This seems to be just an ongoing rant. I shall save you guys the trouble of having to read more by ending it here.

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*your choice*
Thursday. 5.8.08 6:59 pm
I can't think of a title.

Today was different. I confused a few people because I worked a later shift today. It's rare that I work any time past 1 so being there until 4 caught some people off guard. I don't mind those days every so often because it means I can sleep in and shower before work, rather than waiting until afterwards.

It was fairly slow today. I wasn't in the mood to do any kind of work, yet I managed to get out maybe 3 pallets of stuff. A lot of it was big and bulky, though, so it took up more space on a pallet. Oh well. I got done what they needed me to do.

Tomorrow is payday. I don't have any idea how much will be on my check. I'm hoping for more than $150, but who knows. I forgot how many hours I worked last week so I can't even guestimate.

I need to buy some more water while I'm out tomorrow. I'm already starting to get dehydrated today and I've still got a couple bottles left.

Saturday and Sunday will be a little confusing for people again, because I'll be there until 2 and 3pm, repsectively. I go in at 8am both days so I'll still be able to shower before work. Granted I actually get up in time to shower before work.

Jacob wants to take me out Saturday. I'm going to see if he can pick me up straight from work. This way ma can take the car and no one has to worry about picking her up when she gets off work.

The neighbor's cat had kittens. They're a few weeks old; their eyes are open, but they're just starting to walk around. They're doing that drunken-hobbling type thing. Lori brought one over for a few minutes and now Booffer won't stop meowing. I guess Boof wants to be a big brother. He'll have to wait until Lori moves out though.

Even though I don't have to work tomorrow, I think I might go to bed at a reasonable time. I've been tired the last few days. I just can't seem to catch up on my sleep.

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silly myspace
Wednesday. 5.7.08 12:55 pm
Myspace is trying to be like Facebook now. It's got all the same kinds of applications as Facebook has. It's dumb. And I can almost guarentee that the people who don't have a Facebook, but have a Myspace, will be excited about the new applications available.

It amuses me a little, but only slightly.

Anywho, I spent time with Jake up at his work yesterday. He was supposed to stay over last night and tonight, but he's still sick. I'm a little bothered by it, but I'd rather he stay home and get better than come here and have his illness keep kicking his ass.

I'm pretty sore today. I think it's because I slept wrong last night. If it's not that, then I have no clue what would cause me to be this sore. It's not focused in any specific point on my body; just all over.

My headache has been coming and going today. When I'm sitting still, it doesn't bother me much, but as soon as I stand up or go to move around, my head starts to pound. I'm thinking about taking a short nap. Maybe that'll help my head. But if sleeping wrong was the reason for being sore, I doubt more sleeping will help the soreness.

K, that's all I have for today.

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