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Books I have completed reading since January 2018:

1. No Man's Nightingale - Ruth Rendell
2. One Day - David Nicholls
3. The Door - Margaret Atwood
Stupid guys
Monday, October 22, 2007
I'm not trying to discriminate male but I think some guys out there are really stupid and unreliable. Why??? Yea because one guy made me mad at 12 a.m. I was playing game while watching tv as usual and my ex-schoolmate and ex-admirer of mine greeted me via MSN Messenger. I of course replied him with sarcasm because he told me once before that he only says hi to me when he is bored in his hotel room. Hey .. do you think I'm a fluorescent light that you switch on whenever you like? And then for the second or third time he asked me "So have you got yourself a bf?". As usual I feed him "Of course ... so many .. which one you want to know?" He replied "The one you can kiss and hold hands with." My mind went on a rampage. If he were in front of me...I would run over him like a bull elephant.

Actually what really made me was the incident on last Saturday: my god-damn stalker called me at 9.59 a.m. just to ask me if I have been 'taken' by any guys. I made the same crude joke like I did to my senpai... his replied was the same. You called me so bloody earlier just to check on me whether I have been taken? Who the heck are you? Even my mum never asked me if I'm seeing anyone at the moment. Even if yes, I told her to shut up for good. And then I realised I was being too nice to this stalker and decided to end it once for all by telling him IT'S NONE OF UR BIZNES OF MY PRIVATE LIFE... Why the hell he found back my number in the first place? OMG. And then he keeps on saying I need a guy to take care of me? Oh really??? When I asked you for help with my sales ... you turned back on me. What? Just because I'm not 'yours' yet? Who cares? Who cares to have you as a boyfriend when you can't even help a friend?

This is really killing me. Just because I'm a girl doesn't mean I don't need to work hard to find money because simply I'm indispensable - yea 'cause girls are just an accessory to guys right? What? You mean it's wrong to be rich individually? A girl has to combine her wealth with her husband? Or correctly her husband's wealth is her wealth? Who the hell enacted that thinking as a law? Oh yea ... this reminded me of someone who often reads my blog... who always says "I (renaye) don't need money.. I don't think you need money?" If I don't need money ... who the hell is going to pay my health insurance?

I'm very bad tempered when comes to the topic of "Why renaye got no bf". That's because I don't want to have a boyfriend because many guys I met are dumb and dorks and worse still IDIOTS. Do you want a bf that tells you you cannot mix with other guys because I have strong jealousy to contain?

Damn ... where's my invisible potion??!!

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License to Kill CONFISCATED
Friday, October 19, 2007
Well I got my blood test result and it was a good news: I'm negative for hyperthyroidism despite having all those symptoms. But my thyroid is still swelling which no medication and methods could shrink it. All I have to do now is to monitor the swellness. If it's making me choke very frequently and giving me breathing difficulty I would have to visit the doctor again. Worse scenario would be undergoing a surgery which my bloody health insurance is not covering.

So people like worm worm can look on the brighther side that I don't have the license to kill so you would be safe but that doesn't mean I could be irritated, annoyed and stress. If you hit all three I would still come after you. So it's not advisable.

However, I have athritis. I'm now officially banned from so many things like drinking cold drinks not even water with room temperature, coffee, tea .... etc... so many I can't be bothered to remember. And speaking of that I just ate ice cream and drank Vanilla Coke. Yum.

Oh well ... life is beautiful to me.

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Question and Answer
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Do you guys still remember my entry about the jerk belittling my leadership skills? I got an alternative answer to his question from a book cover. The answer is in a poem form:

Ignite the fire in your heart.
Its flame will naturally spread
to your friends.
The flame of your passion will
chang people's hearts, and
create a new history.

Simple and direct.

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Scholarship entry
Monday, October 15, 2007
Haha. Did the title misinterpret something of me? Yes it is.

It is not me who's trying to obtain a scholarship this year, it's my sister who is cracking her head what to write for her scholarship entry. The question is pretty simple. If I'm not mistaken, the question simply ask what is the subject you wanted to study ... why do you want... how relevant and write records of your leadership skills. That is the question printed the Chevening Scholarship entry form. And my sister is now trying to write in a few hours and submit it within tonight ... Oopps.. I don't think she did.

She has drafted her answer and I checked it. But to be frank I don't have the confidence that hers will attract the judges attention. It just lacks passion and determination of getting the scholarship. The judges never met its candidates before and the only way to pass on their message is through the scholarship entry. Imagine there would be thousands of entries ... and tonnes of answers swimming in the pool of selection. I told my sis directly why hers won't be selected and she is of course upset but it's better to hear the truth now then rejected isn't it?

She could try her luck but what's the point if your entry doesn't even have an everlasting impression on the judges. Ok .. we have all seen realities shows like Runway Project. How did the finalists get through? Same thing. The judges look at your design and pieces.

I'm not sure what did my other collegmates wrote for their scholarship entries but mine gave such an impact to one of the judges that she commented that she has never read an entry like mine before. I don't remember what she said because that was like 5 years ago... I only remembered my mum and sis looking at me with a small O when the female prof/judge commented that. Haha... I need to ask my friends what they wrote in their scholarship entry too...

I don't think it's hard to get a scholarship not because I got one before but because I'm a damn optimistic person. For me, if I want to get a scholarship, I need to be true to myself of why I want to get this scholarship and how can I contribute what I studied to my daily life. Answering those questions would also be my pledge of why I want to study the following course. And I still remember mine before I take my degree.

I just gave some of my ideas to my sister on rewriting the entry. And she was surprised that my head worked fast to link up the connections of why she should get the scholarship and her contributions should she get it.

Oh well I will salute her if she got shortlisted by writing her entry in 30 minutes while mine took one month to draft.

Nothing is impossible!

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Missy Adventure
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Hang out with jolenesiah, nuttz and xboyz in Sunway Pyramid today. First time sitting down to meet the siblings hailed from Taiping. Had so much fun. Would hang out with them again in the future. We even volunteered to close one eye if nuttz wants to kill xboyz... would be happy if she bribed us ... Haha.

After they left for dinner with their parent. Jolenesiah and I went had dinner and went back to the new wing to see if we could grab something at this store called Lenges because everything there is 40% off the original price. Worth a try but I could not get anything. But jolenesiah got something and almost paid the wrong price!

While dinner we discussed something silly about a new storyline regarding some idiot person discovering the art of vampirism and then spreading this stupid act of vampirism to everyone on this earth until the only one human being is alive. So there goes our story.

So ... tiger .. when do we want to start writing for that?

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Manga Marathon
Friday, October 12, 2007
Wow. Today is such a relaxing day for me.

Because I have been facilitating a manga guessing game, I have been doing research on manga. So it means I need to download and read a lot of manga. The manga pictures I posted were unknown to my players. That was because I have been taking from very unheard manga but with storylines that I like. Haha. And some of them are just happened to be in my hard drive. Haha.

I posted 2 more pictures today and they were easily guessed. So today I have been downloading a few manga to read and see what pictures can be used for the game. And also been rereading old manga that I have read many years ago.

It's also a good thing as I could update the manga database in myanimelist.net.

And unbelievable that I napped for 3 hours in the afternoon. And wormx2 called me to torture with his ice cream buffet trip.

I now have lots of manga to read in my laptop. Won't feel bored during the weekends.

Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir Batin.

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