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Books
Books I have completed reading since January 2017:

1. Angelopolis - Danielle Trussoni
2. The Magicians - Lev Grossman
3. The Magic Circle - Jenny Davidson
4. Memories - Lang Leav
5. Nightbird - Alice Hoffman
6. To The Devil - A Diva - Paul Magrs
Naruto fanart
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
I started up drawing again after this 10 year interval. I initially stopped drawing because mum said it was a waste of time. Thinking back, why am I such an idiot. I bet I could be good in drawing now.

Oh well another reason of drawing again because I sometimes got nothing to do during working hours and just doodle with my pencil to release stress. It's healthier than biting the pencil. And I seriously don't know why I have dreamt of eating pencils. *Blek. Disgusting.

Last reason is I'm working on something related to drawing with a friend. So I thought if my friend doesn't get what I want, I could always just sketch them and she finishes the rest. Haha.

As for the picture below, I was just doodling with the pencil. It started out as some punk kid and then I added the Konoha headband .. and tada I bring you Naruto. I wanted to name it Rabbit-teeth Ninja but I got fed up in fixing the name with Paint program 3 times. Screw it.

Laugh all you want people. Oh, Naruto character doesn't belong to me, he belongs to Kishimoto. And no I'm not going to get a copyright for it ... bwhahahaha.

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Significanto July
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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Naruto Spoiler Ch. 362 & 363: DIE! SASUKE!!! DIE DIE DIE!!! Part 2
Sunday, July 29, 2007
It's strange that Japflap was able to release 2 chapters on the same day. They usually take quite a long time to fix one chapter but I'm just happy to be able to read 2 chapters in a day.

As the title says, I know it's very horrifying and offensive to Sasuke die-hard fans out there, but too bad I seriously want Sasuke to DIE FOR GOOD for some reasons.

1. Farewell Deidara-chan for eternity ...
Seriously unbelievable that Deidara is so hot headed that he actually used himself
as an explosive tool just to terminate Sasuke. I mean ... man you should just keep your live to continue improve on your artful explosives. Why kill yourself when you know you are just not good enough to beat Sharingan idiots?

And poor Tobi... for he received collateral damage from Deidara. Yea stupid Deidara for exploding Tobi as well. I DIDN'T GET TO SEE TOBI'S FIGHTING SKILLS!! I want to continue seeing Tobi irritating and annoying his Akatsuki senpai.

2. SASUKE SHOULD HAVE JUST DIE, DIE DIE [infinity]
The best reason I could give to support my title is I'm damn bored to see SASUKE, THE INVISIBLE escaping and winning every fight he encounters. For Deidara case, he should have DIE DIE in the explosion along with Deidara and Tobi. I'm sick and tired to see Sasuke being such a good and unbeatable fighter. And I'm not slightly amazed with his damn fighting skills. What's the point of being stronger when you rely on external factors not your own brain? But I can't blame him because if he were to stay in Konoha, I'm sure he won't be able to attain the power like he has now.

And then I could predict damn Sakura and Rin fighting over Sasuke. "He's Mine .. bla bla" and there goes the two of them fighting with bull strength, and then we might see craters all over the place just because of two buttheads. And then we might see Naruto saying "I will squeeze the sh*t out of you, Sasuke" and there goes the two gay-gay rolling on the floor as they show each other unbrotherly love like a fox trying to tango with a snake.

Hmm... what else? Sasuke and Naruto cooperate with each other to locate the Akatsuki members ...? Haha .. we will see ...

And I think I know how Sasuke is going to die in the coming chapters. I saw it already BUT don't know it's true or not. Oh well, trust my unreliable psychic skills at your own risk.

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It's not our Fault. Yay!
Thursday, July 26, 2007
As a follow up of the previous post, I now can conclude that woman, A, is having personal problems and she's now venting her whatever emotions on people in her environment. This is a statement I made from my observation of today's event.

The jerk in my office, L, has been laughing at her conversation between the smart ass girl I mentioned in the last post. He was laughing at the way the smart ass delegating the research work between her and A. Imagine, smart ass has been "purposely" choosing countries that virtually have no certain information that we are hunting. And so kind L telling A to not be bluffed by her. Hoho .. ended up kind L been shot by angry riposte by A.

I caught the word "Hey u know what? I'm stress here ...". So what if you are stress? I joined in the laughter after hearing that sentence. Because whatever she's stressing about seemed to be so unimportant. That's because she's stressing about her wedding!!! How can you compare that problem with people in countries that have no food and water? Not to look too far, I too am stress about medical bills and financial problems. Do I vent my frustration on people? No I don't.

I always have to remember that once spoken, those words can never be taken back. And I have no right to inflict sufferings on other people just because I'm suffering.

Does that make sense to you?

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You hate me?
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Today's event is something new for me that's because an observer in the office told me some girls dislike me. Dislike me or got irritated by me whatever I seriously don't know the reason. There were only 4 of us in the department. What is there to quarrel and dislike to begin with? Each of us has our own responsibility. So what's the problem?

As far I remembered my boss wanted the 4 of our projects to be handed in yesterday. But it cannot be done because my project was 98% completed and the observer's 80%. Despite of that, I decided to hand in the 4 projects first thing on Tuesday morning because mine would be 100% completed by today.

And we got the dumbest problem to handle in the morning: each project "should" be burned in a cd-rw. I was taken aback. Why do you need to burn 4 projects onto 4 cd-rw? I once suggested to burn all 4 onto one cd and have another back up cd for our publisher. And this girl was so smart ass to reply me "No it SHOULD be burned onto individual CD." I only went gag silently because I'm going to burn all projects onto one cd without her knowledge.

Even my senior in the HQ was advising me to burn all projects onto 1 cd because it doesn't make sense to have 4 CDs. I remembered telling that girl off that the CD-RW have plenty of space for the 4 projects ... and I seriously don't know what's her problem. I even helped her to burn her project onto MY CD and she called me STUPID. I told her straight in the face in a joking manner that Virgo is very revengeful ... whatever sentences that hurt them would be nailed in their hearts until the day they die. But unfortunately I wasn't joking when I said that. Virgo is really very revengeful. I read that in a horoscope page and it's true applying to me.

So back to the problem. The observer and I thought the CD-RW is too low quality that's why the CD can't be read and writtened by our computer. To solve this problem, I suggested we erase the CD and re-write. Aiyo... here comes ... the flaring by this A.

I was telling her to make a folder for her project and she was not happy. And the observer was telling her to rewrite her project onto the CD because of some complexity... and she really went all out:

"WHO SAID MUST BURN THE PROJECTS ONTO ONE CD-RW??!!"

I was shocked and I said our senior said before ... but I have forgotten that senior has only told me...

And her reply was :

"WHY WASN'T I INFORMED? WHEN DID SHE SAY? AND THEN???!!"

I just thought she got some personal problems. But observer said the problem was most likely evoked by me!!! He said I have been picking fights with the girls in the office. And I must have done it nonchalantly but hey I don't remember picking fights on them.

And I really tried to recall back. I only talked to them about common sense, if you consider saving the environment is not included la. But I only tease one of them. Definitely not A. And I have not been talking much in the office. I asked the observer again but he refused to tell me which issue.

Later during lunch, I was told off by the receptionist to turn on the air conditioner because my food is 'polluting' the office air and hopefully the air con would absorb my food pollution. Err... Am I the only one that doesn't have common sense in the office??

Oh well, I really just pity A for suffering because of me. I mean you can be angry with me until the day you rot 6 feet underground while me smiling happily everyday without knowing why. I just could not care less about this petty stuff. In fact, it is too childish to even care. But I seriously pity her from the bottom of my heart for putting her frowning face everyday when she sees me starting from tomorrow.

But what have I really said?

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Renaye, you look so OLD!!!!
Monday, July 23, 2007
I had an unbelievable weekend by having no internet acces. Banzai, Streamnyx!

Another spice to add to my weekend was receiving a comment or would rather refer it as compliment that I looked OLD for a 21 year old. For a girl, generally, receiving that kind of outrageous statement might just simply put that guy's life in danger. But don't worry, that guy would not get death sentence from that girl, unless she is his wife or girlfriend.

So here, I'm going to add another golden, which is Never Judge a Girl Her Age. Just because she looks "like that", doesn't mean she's old or young. Because it simply doesn't matter. And who are you to judge her by the way? Even God says "Everyone is Beautiful". God didn't say that? Never mind, I'm sure God would be happy to have me as the spokeperson.

It got me thinking when I got that "compliment". It's never the first time or the last to get that and it really amuses me everytime I get that from the complimenter. But this time it really got me thinking. I was just thinking which one is important in life. Life itself or beauty itself, or as a human being, we want both?

Life itself as in being alive and able to experience things to discover the reason of your existence. Or people really just think life itself is very troublesome because his or her life is never on a smooth sail? Or you would rather look on the optimistic side and say "Bring it On" to all your obstacles that will just enrich life and build up your reservoir of knowledge, which in turn mix into wisdom? All of the more important do we as human being think life itself is precious?

Beauty itself as in getting "younger" physically as we are getting older. In other words, being young literally when you know you are getting older but living in a denial illusion that you can retain your youth by seeking treatments. I know, of course, beauty in this context can be more than pumping botox but I seriously ponder whether which one would people really choose especially in this materialistic world. If you are given an opportunity cost, would you choose beauty or wisdom? Would you trade in wisdom for beauty or the other way round? Or would you rather just stay in your room to fix an eyebrow for an hour without even wondering what is Life?

So do I ever get mad when people commented me "I looked so OLD"? Of course not. That's because I take action rather than sulking. I would just swift my priceless plastic knife over the commentator. And then I would preserve the head as a prize in my hallway. No, I was just joking.

I won't be mad because I'm grateful that I'm simply alive.

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