Thursday. 10.14.04 6:30 pm time passes too fast until i cant grab hold of de special, happie moments god has planned for me. i wld sae there r (-) memories, but i wanna treasure de (+) and cheerful conversation 'we' had. very chim huh? lol, i dun wan to put down names here.
Wednesday
life's kinda shitty sometimes wen u gotta rush all de proj, n de only thg u hope u hav is co-operation from ur team mambers. hmm. stayed for awhile to settle my BD ppt, which is super last minute. but well, i always believe tt in de end, sth will work out somehow. was feelin so f up cos no 1 was willing to cum bk to sch to rehearse. omg. i noe they got no lesson, but they r involve in de presentation. shouldnt some sacrifices b made? sigh. but nvm, i cant force dem.
wen for my driving lesson after tt. cool. everythg was so purrfect. but was kinda malu cos i got into de wrong car. haha. J ot, so de car number was different n i wasnt aware of it. hee, my face throw one side liao. de whole100 mins was great. heh. but as i said, gd things only last a short time. tts one thg i'm sighin bout. im super duper blur, i cant multi task man, we were chatting, den i so blur, i hit de pole! omg, it has been long since i committed tt crime! yes, its a crime! so paiseh, n de worse thg is it was raining! so poor him had to get out n pick up. gee. *hide my face*
darling viv was feelin down so i agreed to mit her after my driving. but tt heavy rain made me damn late! hah, sori ger! make u wait so long. damn sway, i jus decided to not bring umbrella today den it rain! *faint* so i waited for ssdc's shuttle bus..den took train down to bugis. had dinner at simply thai. tried their thai iced coffee, cos they dun hav tea liao. not tt bad, but a lil too sweet. like got add brown sugar one..
ger ar, cheer up kae? i'll buy ya de garfield slippers. heh. so dun tink of him. tink of me. lolz. anythg jus call me k? sori cant reali acc u for long, we'll work togeda after my xams yea? meantime, enjoy de love of home!
got home bout 9+..felt kinda shag tho i was supposed to do my revision liao. cant study wen u feel tired rite? ( haha, sounds like excuse hor?) gee, so i decided to tk a short nap n told my mum to wake me up at 11pm. as usual, leading a pig lifestyle, obviously i din wake up on time. was like half-awake at 1130, den i wen bk to slp. i only woke up at 3am!! n i din slp back! so now, my eyes r open for like 15 hours straight ! but din made much progress. very hard to get de stuff into my head. i dunno how to survive man. exams in like a wk's time..
Thursday
had driving lessons early in de morn. damn tired. he was also tired. so not much 'fun'. i book 2 slots today to prepare for my test. sian. de tout of it makes me damn sian. if i fail again, means wan dan liao. i got a bad feelin tt i wun b able to make it lor. can some1 prepare 2b my chauffeur? argh. 'May' din make it for her tp. sigh. de feelin after u fail reali super shitty. like dunno whr to go lidat. to book a retest or not to book? cos de retest date they giv always must wait damn long one. stupid rite? (they giv priority to first timer ma..)
dunno is it cos of my tiredness den make me no mood to drive or other stufff.. cos today wasnt tt gd as yest. hai. wad to do? its life. im tryin to be hapi-go-lucky, but i realise its not easy man.
saw Jo at de counter den tok to her. ask her help lihe to book her theory test too. heng ar, cos another staff wasnt willing to help me. sae must hav de IC..den tk dunno wad eyesight test. heng heng. hai, she told me some stuff which i dunno to b hapi or sad again. so vexing.
wen down to sch after tt. had to print all de research stuff for BD, make sure everythg is intact. was kinda scared for de Q & A phase, cos heard some rumours. my grp wen de first again! shit rite? lolz. draw lots also can b first! alamak.
phew. lucky it din turn out as bad as i predicted! yw n i tried to answer to de best we can. teacher told us "fairly good" but we'll only de marks tml. lalala...im tinkin of nt goin tml. ahha. bad me. but stil undecided. so many things to revise on. plus my laziness. gosh. n im in no mood to study. shit.
everything's so screwed! doubt i'll study tonite again. freakin irritating wen i dun do stuff according to my plan. wads de use of my timetable huh? for show yea? buahahah...
hai..many touts on my mind now.. go watch tv liao..
tink bout this..:
No Man is worth a woman's tears. The only one who's worth her tears is the one who knows he could but would never, ever make her cry."
Do you love me because im beautiful or am i beautiful because you love me?
-jus pondering- Comment! (2) | Recommend! Wednesday. 10.13.04 13:34 pm took tis from qiwen's blog..
my sounds damn true..march baby..heh
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and
productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
and loyal... Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but
those not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely
shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize.
Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves
home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving
Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in
a way that only their lover can see.
MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home.
Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind.. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when
hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional
temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions
carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not
aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks
quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented
in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and
knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing.
Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very
choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often... Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think... Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily
jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn
and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up.
Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions... Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical
Comment! (3) | Recommend! Tuesday. 10.12.04 9:27 pm u hav been crowned 'the bastard'. at least, by my family. not only a bastard, but a coward. a real life one.
its been 4 months. u nv changed. im so disappointed in ur attitude n character. u even forgo ur close frenz. tho we arent togeda anymore, they stil contacted me n we met up. ever since dunno wen, they stop treatin u as one of de brothers. n they told me they r so hapi without u. i dunno to b hapi for dem or sad.
u can go ahead n enjoy urself wif ur new gf. but i feel so sad for her, cos u r such a coward. father saw u today, u ignored n pretended tt u nv c him. haha. wad a joke. u must b blind i guess. or u hav attitude problem. i wish i was there to c de look on ur face. de guilty face. i wonder how u gonna 'look up' next time. since ur gf is so gr8, den b proud of her! she wun wan a bf hu is such a coward. like u.
n ask ur gf to stop staring at my father. wads her problem man? continue staring, n i'll jus dig out her eyes. i mean it. she aint tt gr8 for goodness sake. somewhat similar to a bitch.
somehow i feel glad bout de break up now. at least, i noe u arent worth it. cos i wun wan to live wif a guy hu has such a superficial character. n im hapi for ur 'once-close-frenz' too. they made de right decision in not contacting u anymore. i guess wad they told me bout u was right after all. i gave u de benefit of de doubt, but u runied it. u gave urself away. n i finally c de true colours of u.
haha. i wish u de best man. - n i mean it in a sarcastic manner.
i wil hav a better life wifout u. i feel so ashamed to hav a bf hu is a coward! a guilty one some more! wahaha.
(to those hu feel im prejudiced against him or wadsoever, i dun c de nid to apologise cos wad i sae is based on facts. up to u all to believe. i dun care.) Comment! (7) | Recommend! Monday. 10.11.04 7:59 pm sth catch my attention today..de headline of today's new paper .."singapore poly student collapses when hit by ball". wen i saw tt, i tout tis sg poly student was jus admitted to de hospital..but i was wrong. it was more to it. i read de article n realise tt de guy died. a marine engineering student, in de first yr. its shocking he died while hit by de ball wen playin soccer. how de hell did tt happen?? jus a ball? n de guy died?
even shockin news states tt, his grandpa died after hearing of his grandson's death! they assume it was linked cos it reported tt de guy was kinda close to de grandpa. sigh. i m totally unrelated to dem. but its reali sad. to tink, 2 lives r jus gone lidat. there was a foto shown, de mum was devastated. who wouldnt?
while i was rushing proj all these while..tinkin tt my life already so jialat..there's pple out there hu r worse off than me. cryin their hearts out. tis jus made me tink of de dae my maternal grandma died.. soon to b 3 yrs liao. jus wen i finished my 'O's. she was de one hu took care of me. everytime my family visits her at my uncle's hse, she'll smile so sweetly. n she likes to pat on our shoulders. gee. n wen she laughs, she look so cute! its like being a baby at an age of 80? i miss her.
i love her. i hope she noes i thank her for bringing me up. my sis n bro were taken care by my paternal grandma instead. funny yea? i tink i was too notorious, so nid full attention! parents told me b4 i was de one hu cries de most. de 'cry baby'. wahahah. now also i guess. lolz. buahaha... gee. tinkin of de 'baby time', pple always sae i look like a boy. prolly cos my parents were actually hopin tt it wld b a boy! wahahah. so dun blame me for being chor lor (rough)!
hai, life's scary sometimes. u dunno wad wil happen to urself or ur luv ones in jus a second. mummy jus cut fruits for me! hee, i shall b appreciative. :) wad if i dun wake up tml n i dun get to eat any of my mum's delicious cooking? i stil wanna learn cookin from her de! :P
today's kinda shitty.. wen to sch at 830 to rush for my CM proj. yes, im always rushing. cos im disorganised. buahahah. hu cares? lolz. jokes. de irritating part is de unproductiveness. not all my members came punctually. they were like 2 hrs late? end up yw compile report, den i compile de ppt slides. i wanted to go for lecture, but cos of de late-comers (they din even apologise!) we had to giv it a miss! otherwise, there's no time to rehearse. sigh. so i skip lec. tis is prolly de worst presentation i prepared. haha in terms of contents n preparation. oh did i mention, my grp was de first to go again? lolz. seems fated sia. but got pros n cons lor.
de teacher kinda nice. he kept tellin us not to b nervous cos he wun b too strict. gee. it made me calmed down a little. ooh, n my voice was loud enuf to be heard! heh its an improvement man. buahaha. its so sickening to hear from yr 1 onwards, tt teachers cant hear me n stuff lidat. if de teacher dun like me, she wil make me repeat wad i sae again, until she can hear!
anyway, things turn out not too bad. i tout ours was de worst liao, but i c de other grp, hmm, den i tout otherwise. i tink everyone's been busying wif other proj ba. but i was rather impress wif one grp. they had interesting ideas. jus tt their plain slide bored me a little.
well, its over! left my BD now. de worse of de worse. goin to kena Q & A. im panicking. its a shitty project. can i hav lesser proj next sem? pls? *sigh*
crap..my MSN not workin.. a signal to sutdy instead? bleah.
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optimistic is de wrong word to describe me leh.. -.-" Comment! (0) | Recommend! Sunday. 10.10.04 9:22 pm stayed at home in de morn to catch up wif my studies awhile. settled all my fm tutorial. sian. den left home to mit babe in town. ger ar, u always late one! make me run for de train for nth! zzz. we wen to de M1 shop since she wanted to sign a new line. haha, ur hp bill damn power, 160+!! at least i feel relief tt my is not lidat, if nt my mum gonna kill me! wahaha. ur number quite easy to rem la..
taka's foodcourt damn packed again..so we walked to de ya kun at far east.. my teh-ping! buahaha, in luv wif it! sat there n tok..haha babe, u r so lucky to haf him! i wish u luck! must update me after my exams kae! hope things go well for u all, n not jus de 'honeymoon' period. :) he beta treat u well! anyway, ur new hairstyle is nice! so dun do anythg to it liao. u look seductive. oops. haha.
hang ard in town to shop..left at bout 3 plus cos babe wen to mit bf for a swim, den i wen to mit my parents at bugis. they were at deli so i join dem there. heh i bought 2 tops from mphosis n a skirt from esprit! gee. half price, so quite a deal ba. i love de clothes at mphosis n gg5. hee. mum had dinner and dance in de evening, so they wen bk to rest after tt, while i met viv. hah kinda last min plan, so i waited for her for an hour. buahah. shoppin alone for one hr..i spotted many stuff i wanna buy. shit.
i got tis top from the clothes publisher, havin 20% sale. den a bag which had 30% off. *retail therapy* had quite an early dinner at one of de restaurant near edge..dunno called wad..opposite billy bombers. their salad's not bad. not very ex too. viv ate chicken baked rice. its a set somemore. quite worth it. sat there tok, haha tts wad we always do.
after tt, wen to buy her bf's bdae gift. super ex sia. those toys figurine. but quite nice la. he beta like. hmph. hey ger, if he nv ask u out on fri, den i acc u lor. but i tink he nv msg u, u also wil auto msg him one lor. rite? haha.
chilled at starbucks after tt. ooh, they hav a new drink-- ice blended chocolate cream frappachino! its pure chocolate one! haha. cos viv dun tk coffee at all. so chocolate is her ideal drink. heh. stayed for an hour or so nia..den left liao, cos i got stuff to do! if i gonna rot there, i dun hav time to finish my CM ppt liao.
grrr...de worse thg is, not everyone send me their part for tml's CM! crap! how m i suppose to compile lidat? *faint* after tis wk, its exams! gosh.
some pics to end off..
de entrance of secret garden..not very clear tho.
oops, im not de bdae ger. heh.
candid..
i like tis pic..
de crayfish pasta..
ro n lihe..
joyce n me.. :)
smile!!
ro n joyce!
after our dinner outside de cafe..
errr...
was tryin to act old..hehe
walkin n takin pics..gee
heh ro, posing outside hotel 81! buahaha...
de cakes at baker's inn..
heavenly?
hee, heart-shaped cappacuino..
their promotion..not bad!
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