Sunday. 6.19.11 1:03 am
AI - Story
I'm trying not to get my hopes up so that I don't come crashing down when things don't happen and yet I am trying to not get so mellow and depressed because I don't think things will happen. All I'm wishing for this weekend is that for some more awesomely good surprises to come my way. Please, please, please, please. I don't want to have to think of something else.
So, this weekend is like a relaxing weekend where I reduce academic related stuff to the bare minimum. Although I know that I have to start studying soon because it's mid-June and finals is in 3 weeks and I may not have any ideas on what is going on in one of my classes, I think a break will help me. I'm quite sure that there is one subject that I can start studying on and that it won't be a waste of time but the problem is that I've been focused on this subject for the past two weeks and it is getting a little suffocating.
I don't know how to insert youtube videos onto the blog posts so... I'm just going to say that this song I'm listening to right now, I love it so, so, so much. It makes you not want to give up hope. It is one of her slower more sentimental songs but she does have nice pop-rock/R&B songs too. She's like the Japanese Mary J. Blige... or some other people say Missy Elliot... Anyway, I found her from a collaboration with Fukuhara Miho and I kinda fell in love with her voice then too. Anyway, AI from some angles looks like my CIMP friend Kaede.. but I'm sure it's not her coz Kaede doesn't sound like AI when she sings...
What else.... It is a relatively quite weekend for me and I spent one of the rare Saturday night out with Mr & Mrs Furious and Halfie. I think I am going to paint my toenails black and my fingernails a shimmery blue. And I can't wait for Sucker Punch to finish downloading because I do want to watch something that doesn't make sense but has awesome fighting sequence and Paranormal Activity 2 is not scary at all.
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Saturday. 6.4.11 2:05 am
My mum, grandmother and youngest brother is in town this weekend... and I kept on thinking that today is Sunday. Why? Because they are leaving on Monday... so yea... Not that I don't like them being around, it's just that there are too many questions for me to answer and too many un-constructive criticism and well, my house is significantly noisier with them around because the TV will always be on, my grandma will always be doing some housework if she isn't watching TV and my mum.. well, is being my mum.
Anyway, I have my last assignment to complete and then I'm officially done with assignments for my Degree, then it's going to be study, study, study and hopefully another surprise at the end of the month.. =3 Honestly, things are such a roller coaster this year that I don't know whether or not I'm lucky this year...
Let's see... what else to say.....? Mmmm.... I cannot wait to move into a new room but at the same time I don't want my uncle to move out, I kind of want this last semester to last forever because my classmates are just so awesome and yet I want to go out and start working as fast as possible, and.... er... I've pretty much made up my mind on what I wanted to do for the next 40 years of my life (if I do live for another 40 years)... Which I hope is the right decision. I'm also a quarter way through my 13th book this year... I don't know if I should speed up reading it or ignore it for a couple of weeks cause I don't know when I'm going to see him again or whether to let him know before or after finishing the book that I want a fresh batch.. =/
I guess that is all cause I am kind of having a good week.....
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Monday. 5.30.11 11:03 am
Sunday. 5.22.11 6:14 am
So, it's the 3rd month in a row where I am pleasantly surprised!!! Not the surprise that I was leaning towards but still, it is an awesome surprise!!! My uncle came home today from I don't know where and asked me if I want his BlackBerry!!!!!! HELL YEA, I WANT IT!!!!! I've been wanting to get one for AGES but of course there is the case of lack of funds and service providers here are cutthroats with the data services. So yes, surprise, surprise!! It is a hand-me-down but hey, I don't care..!!! I'm still waiting for the new BlackBerry 9900/9930 which is going to be my present to myself.
Other than that, erm.. I got called back for an assessment for a job -- which I am not going to take but I'm going for the assessment anyway because my lovely uncle told me to and because it wasn't exactly the job I had in mind.
Erm... Well, I guess that is all for me to update.... for now.. This is as big a surprise as the one I got last month and I don't know which is better. How can I choose between the two awesome men in my life? I don't know. Now, I wonder... if there is a surprise in store for me next month too =3
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Thursday. 5.12.11 6:16 am
I just watched this movie and I like it a lot. It could be because that I do see part of myself in the leader character and this movie, it actually lifted me up from this emotional downward spiral that has been going on for a while which got worse this week because firstly I had to talk about this persisting issue that has been bothering me for a long while and confusion just got to me. As much as I like keeping things vague, I really, really have to talk about it and make a decision because personally, I know I should to get this done and over with but I never seem to have the courage to really put an end to it. This movie did it for me and I do hope that I get that opportunity that I've been wishing for. I really do think that this should end before I graduate. Graduation would be a new chapter and I should not let past indecisions haunt me any longer. A line in the movie goes "We are going to hell anyway so why don't we just do what we want" and I will do that. Actually, you know what? I am going to create that opportunity myself. Since I have my midterm break now and everything, if things don't go well, I will be able to get away for a while. Okay, it's all set and now I'm nervous. I wish this can be spontaneous!
Er.. I had something more to say but right now I'm totally spazzed out so yea.. maybe I'll update again this weekend
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Friday. 5.6.11 11:31 am
Lately when I watch Glee, I don't find it quite as enjoyable as before. I think it's because of the ever more complicating relationships and the same old drama and the-bloody-world-revolves-around-me Rachel. Ever since the start of Season 2, I find that I'm loathing her more and more each day and I find the level of relationship drama in Glee is very much higher than even the one in Gossip Girl where the whole thing is just drama in a drama in an even bigger drama. I think maybe it is time for the writers to focus on things other than relationship drama. Well, one thing that I always make me go back to watching Glee is that despite how much drama is going on between each one of them, they are there for each other and I like that.
I'm a little down this week, nothing external, purely internal confusion that happens quite often yet I don't have the guts to clear it and opt to ride it out and that quite often put me in a confused state. Well, I love my girls for their continuous support and their ability to lift my spirits. They are so freaking awesome!!! Although I cannot tell a lot of them a great many things because I don't want to put them in a position and I know I cannot depend on them to make decisions that I should make on my own. Still, I will tell them in due course and I do wish that I can have them around me for a long, long time. I am sure that I'll miss them a lot once I graduate. Though they are not the ones who can put a stupid smile on my face but they are still the ones who are able to put a smile on my face.
I'm going to get a lot of hugs on Monday and I am so looking forward to them!!! I may not be as lucky as some of my friends but I think that I am lucky enough to have them in my life. At the moment, it just struck me that I might be punished for not reacting in a particular expected way... I'm not sure... It was just a thought =/ but it can be a possibility......? Maybe there is always surprises when it comes to that *shrugs* I'll give you the benefit of the doubt and probably maybe surprise you if there is a next time. Maybe I'll take a knife and and stab you and maybe you'll feel the pain you're causing me *evil laugh*
Okay, enough of being vague.. well not really being vague I'm sure I am not good at being vague for long. Haha! Have a nice weekend everyone!
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