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Monday. 2.2.09 4:29 pm
His mom found out that he's going back to Michigan, but she doesn't know that I'm going with him. {that's the other part of the big news: I'm not just moving out of this apartment ... I'm moving to Michigan}

I don't want to deal with a confrontation until he's here ... but how do I avoid her without it looking like I'm avoiding her?

Fuck.

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here's the big news ...
Sunday. 2.1.09 3:15 pm
... at least part of it. Last Monday Jacob asked me to move out with him. It's something that I've been wanting to do for a while and it finally came true. It came as a big shock to me because of how adamant he had been about not doing it when the topic had come up in prior conversations.

But he told me that he's been thinking about it for the last couple months. The thing stopping him was fear. He was afraid to ask me, afraid of what the future would bring, etc. Then he finally decided that it didn't matter. He needed to ask me.

I was sooooo happy. I actually cried I was so happy.

It'll still be a little bit. We want to wait until we at least get our tax returns.

Anywho, this weekend was really good. It ended way too soon though. And I realize that I've still got the rest of today, but all that consists of is laundry, the Super Bowl commercials and sleeping. Nothing terribly special.

Unfortunately it's going to be a while before a weekend like this happens again. Oh well. Only a few more months to wait.

I'm excited and scared/nervous all at the same time.

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in shock
Monday. 1.26.09 2:43 pm
Something happened today. Not bad. Au contraire ... it was rather good. But due to past conversations and recent happenings, I'm not sure how exactly to react.

At this point in time, I'm in absolute shock. It's a lot to take in all at once, but I have time to think about it and consider the pros and cons of a very big decision I need to make.

I'm going to talk to my sister about it hopefully on Friday if not sooner.

I know none of you have any clue what I'm talking about, but trust me ... in a week or so I'll definitely fill you in. Be patient though. It might be a little longer.

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in the last few days
Saturday. 1.24.09 11:21 pm
Wednesday I worked an unexpected double. 3am-6pm. And then had to be back at work at 3am the next morning. It was not fun. But the pay will look nice on my next paycheck.

Slept half of Thursday trying to catch up on the lack of sleep between Wendnesday and Thursday early morning.

Went to the gym yesterday. The spinning class was not as hard on my legs this time, but working out on the machines afterwards with Jake did a number on my upper body. Still pretty sore.

Jacob is in a mood today. I'm not sure why and he's not telling me. So instead of going out after he got off work, he's spending the time at the gym. Who knows how long he'll be there. And even though he said he'd be awake to watch a movie afterwards, I know that as soon as he lays down, he'll fall asleep. {granted I didn't exactly know where I wanted to go or what I wanted to do ... still. I'm not the only one who can plan for things.}

I can only hope tomorrow is better.

Also, went to my first passion party tonight. It was a lot of fun. So much so that I'm going to be hosting my own in a few weeks. I told Jake he was going, but because of his mood he did not seem thrilled. Not even pretending to be happy about it or for my decision in doing it.

I hate when he's like this. It makes being happy hard for me. My good, happy mood that carried over from the party dropped almost immediately when he walked in and I saw nothing had changed from before.

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I present to you ...
Tuesday. 1.20.09 6:26 pm
The Man Song:


and

The Toast Song:


This is all randomjunk's fault. She mentioned toast in her entry and I thought of the toast song.

Anywho, my leg doesn't hurt much anymore. It's still sore when I flex it a certain way or put too much strain on it, but otherwise it's fine. Ha, just to kill it again tomorrow in the same class.

Talked to Jacob. I knew I hadn't noticed anything upsetting him. His mom just happened to catch him when he was more tired than usual. Everyone is cranky when they're tired and all they want to do is sleep.

I don't know if I'm back yet or not. . . I won't make promises just in case I disappear again for a while.

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still sore, but ready for more
Monday. 1.19.09 4:54 pm
My thigh is still in a bit of pain. Moreso my right thigh than my left one. Squatting down hurts pretty bad and stairs aren't fun. Luckily we live on the bottom floor.

I know the pain won't be entirely gone by Wednesday; it's not going to stop me from going to the gym and doing that class all over again.

I'm a little concerned right now. Either I haven't been paying attention or he's hiding it from me, or there really is nothing there, but his mom asked me today if I've noticed anything wrong with Jacob. She told me that he's not been in a good mood lately and that something is upsetting him. I'm really hoping that it's because it's not there or that he's hiding it from me. I'll feel pretty bad if it's because I haven't noticed.

I'm debating whether to say something to him later or not. I probably will. Make it sound as casual as I can.

I am aware that my cursor-following eyes don't work anymore. I'll eventually get around to deleting the code.

I've added a few new pictures to my gallery. You should check them out.

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