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"When we describe the Moon as dead, we are describing the deadness in ourselves. When we find space so hideously void, we are describing our own unbearable emptiness."
~ D.H. Lawrence

"Is the meaning of life defined by its duration? Or does life have a purpose so large that it doesn't have to be prolonged at any cost to preserve its meaning?"

"Living is not good, but living well. The wise man, therefore, lives as well as he should, not as long as he can... He will always think of life in terms of quality not quantity... Dying early or late is of no relevance, dying well or ill is... even if it is true that while there is life there is hope, life is not to be bought at any cost."
~ Seneca

"People will tell you nothing matters, the whole world's about to end soon anyway. Those people are looking at life the wrong way. I mean, things don't need to last forever to be perfect."
~ Daydream Nation

"All Bette's stories have happy endings. That's because she knows where to stop. She's realized the real problem with stories-- if you keep them going long enough, they always end in death."
~ The Sandman: Preludes & Nocturnes

"The road now stretched across open country, and it occurred to me - not by way of protest, not as a symbol, or anything like that, but merely as a novel experience - that since I had disregarded all laws of humanity, I might as well disregard the rules of traffic. So I crossed to the left side of the highway and checked the feeling, and the feeling was good. It was a pleasant diaphragmal melting, with elements of diffused tactility, all this enhanced by the thought that nothing could be nearer to the elimination of basic physical laws than deliberately driving on the wrong site of the road."
~ Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita

"It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend."
~ William Blake
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Monday, September 20, 2010
Since this entry is in the morning it won't detail any of the happenings of the day except for the dreamlets of last night.


My boyfriend told me his ex tricked him into kissing her, so I texted him and said "We're over."



I was in a hotel room with Casey and we were in the same bed... and I wanted to put some music on and she didn't mind as long as it was quiet so nobody else would hear it. So I did, and she said it was pretty decent quiet music. Then we said something about how we wished we had this book called "Lesbian Sex: How to Have It". And I asked her if she thought this meant I was cheating on my boyfriend... Don't remember how she replied but I think she said no. After that I was looking through a picture book that had a bunch of different types of platypuses in it, and there was one with a tiny body and long legs and giant feet, but I guess it was real because Casey caught it in her hands and freaked out. I told her to put it in a box, which she did, then released it outside.

We weren't in a hotel room anymore. We were in some storage room where the door had a hole in it where a little window would've been. She wanted to leave the door slightly ajar so it wouldn't look like we were in there but I wanted to lock it so nobody could come in and disturb us.... Even though all we were doing was flipping through channels. I guess we were trespassing.


Being nineteen has somehow flipped my sexual orientation. :0


Okay, well I'm back from my first two classes. Pretty sure I'm going to drop Journalism, but I might talk to my parents about that.

Anyway, some pictures for your viewing enjoyment...

This was in a cookbook that my mom picked up.


My mom set up some balloons. She did this for one of my other birthdays too, if you guys remember. That was the year I got the sandwich press/waffle maker.

I honestly don't understand why she got this for me.

Never at any time did I say I liked the movie, and I also already have bags (or "purses" if you must call them that).

My Aunt Cindy sent me a package with... a Blu-ray disc (we don't have a Blu-ray player) and scarf in it. More confusion on my part. I mean, it's the thought that counts, but I don't wear scarves... and I never saw Get Smart because it didn't look interesting...

In contrast to my other... not exactly exciting gifts, I got...


Yayyyyyy best boyfriend ever. :D

This beats last year by like, infinity times one hundred and YES I KNOW THAT'S NOT A REAL NUMBER STFU.

In case you're wondering why I'm so excited over this relatively outdated toy, it's because I've wanted one for years and yet nobody has ever thought to get it for me, and then I figured I'd just buy one for myself and it turns out they don't make them anymore. ): BUT, he acquired one for me somehow, and now I finally have one!

If it was possible, you can bet I'd be giving him a hug right now. That hundreds-of-miles-apart thing makes it kind of inconvenient though. :/

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Maybe if I'm lucky...
Sunday, September 19, 2010
...The world will end today and tomorrow won't ever come.

Not betting on it, though.


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Pictures of eatables
Friday, September 17, 2010
Salmon I made for dinner awhile ago.

The remains of Varsha's nasty crepe.

Blueberry Boy Bait. (My family really likes this one)

Potato pizza.

Toasting with Jones soda.

A piece of the pizza.

The Blueberry Boy Bait came out pretty good. The potato pizza.... ah... not so much. I messed up the dough by adding the olive oil too late, so it was pretty much like a giant cracker. It's too bad. :/

Yesterday I went to San Francisco to see the grand opening of the Chinatown YMCA. My grandpa donated money, so we were invited... I wish I hadn't gone, though. There was nothing for me to do there except listen to my iPod, which thankfully I had brought.

I only have a couple of pictures to show because I kept trying to upload them, but my computer crashed twice during it, so I gave up.

A jewelry store.

Somehow I missed the sparks and only got the smoke.

I guess it might've been because it was new, but the YMCA didn't look like what I thought YMCAs would usually look like. (I've never been to another one so I don't actually know) Alice says she's never seen a classy YMCA, though. This one looked more like... a gym... than anything else. Maybe I'll upload the rest of the pictures later, who knows.

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Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Five long days.

Or are they short?

Everything is short against eternity.

But I don't have eternity.

I have five days.

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Time passes
Monday, September 13, 2010
You never feel it passing...

In another week I'll be a year older. The chance of the world ending before then is pretty slim I guess.

I saw a bottle of wine with this on it today:

It's a bear breathing fire. There is really no commentary I can give that will make that more epic.

Also saw this thug lookin' dude at the library. It's not really odd until you think about the fact that the area where I live is filled with nerdy asian people.

Anyway he was just checking out the DVDs, nothing really unusual. He looked more like he should be participating in a gang war than browsing through a library, though.

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Were I a Cat... TAKE TWO
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Were I a cat, living outdoors
I'd break into your house
And scratch up your floors

And at night I would howl
Outside your door
Just to keep you from sleep
Nothing more


Were I a cat, of the indoor kind
I would escape
And run you out of your mind

As you were worried sick
Over my safe return,
I would be quick

And run in the direction
Of that Chinese restaurant
That failed the health inspection

And you would get a new kitten,
But it would be me!
(I'd be reincarnated, you see)

And then
Just as you were getting settled in
I'd do it all over again

(This entry is dedicated to those who were disappointed by my last entry, which was lacking in feline content.)

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Were I a cat
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Here I am, sitting and listening to the soothing strains of... Korn... on iTunes, wondering what's in the box my favorite mister gave me.

Scratch that, the song ended. Hello, Tears For Fears.

(He didn't wrap it, so he just stuck it in this box he had lying around)

What material mystery does this cardboard cage hold? I can open it in less than two weeks... I think I have the patience for that.

But, were I a cat, I would be dead right now.


The wind fills my blinds
Heaving them with a deep breath
As it chills my room

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The semblance of words spoken
Monday, September 6, 2010
This time I'll do the important stuff first and leave the fluff for later.

It's like jumping off a twenty story building and landing in marshmallows! Except not really at all.

Okay, you ready? Got your helmets and kneepads on? Set to go?

He said "I love you". :0

I felt kind of bad because I couldn't say it back with sincerity. I replied with a semi-smile and silence. I think it just takes me longer to fall than him.

Now, a review of the last few days:

Friday: Drove down south. Forgot to bring scones. Ate at Taco Bell. :( Wandered around a playground in the dark with my boyfriend. Slept at Lucy's apartment.

Saturday: Hung out with him all day. Visited the Santa Ana Zoo. Saw Going the Distance (terrible beyond belief; do NOT watch!). Went to a nickel arcade and played Para Para Paradise as well as Bust a Move (which is starting to become a tradition?). Visited the Top of the World and looked up at the stars and down at the city lights with him. Were interrupted by noisy people and so drove back to Lucy's place.

Sunday: Saw Knight & Day at a $2 theatre (not as terrible as Going the Distance, but not good either because of a tendency to get painfully cheesy). Ate movie nachos and popcorn, which might have caused me to feel sick. Went to a Tapioca Express and got a water bottle that said Cooljivin' on it. Walked around a man-made lake that was very shallow and had ducks and fish in it. Went to Alice's place, got some food from Whole Foods, and said goodbye to him around 1:30 AM.

Today: Woke up and ate a Clif bar. Drove back to San Jose. Felt uncomfortable because I had the middle backseat the entire time. Got home and ate soup.

I don't have a whole lot of pictures to share, unfortunately. I'm overdue for a new camera...

Interesting, but not overly exciting, if you know what I mean.

Hangin' out with a peanut.

Some interesting popsicles at the Santa Ana Zoo...

My boyfriend didn't think these were weird, but I can't be the only one who's confused by the existence of granola popsicles, right?

My birthday is coming up in a couple weeks. He gave me a present, but I'm not allowed to open it until then, of course. I'm still not that enthusiastic about losing another year of my youth, but I can't wait to open that box... :3

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