I'm extremely broke. I thought I'm good in clearing my credit card debts and damn that bloody bank. I usually don't put the blame on other parties for a trouble happened in my life but seriously this is not inevitable. My credit card debt at the moment amounted RM610.15. Can you imagine that? That's 32% of my salary. I have been observing the stupid bank's nature of charging the bill after 7th of every month. And I ALWAYS make sure the amount I swipe is below a limit I set for myself. So as usual I set aside the amount I knew I have used on the credit card when I got my salary today. Never expected it would cost a bomb. And why? The stupid bank combined my April and May bill together making me flat broke this month. I really need to thank the stupid bank for giving me headache in redoing my accounts.

And I'm going to execute my extreme plan which is to leave all credit cards in my jewelry box. I'm going to use cash this month onwards.

I learned my lesson.

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Have you ever thought you are stick with toxic everyday 24 hours? I never thought of that until I thought of selling t-shirts. I was thinking why not have environmentally friendly tees with cool designs... and then I realised organic tees would be better off without patterns.

I started to dig for information about the benefits of organic tees. They are not only environmentally friendly in terms of biodegradable and chemical free but also providing more job opportunities to people because organic cottons are hand picked. Oh not mentioning that organic cottons are rotated crop compared to the conventional's which means they used less water and the soil is much more loosen for future crop plants.

For health benefits, they are good for insomniac people and help us to release toxin from our bodies. The organic shop owner was telling me that organic tees are also good for people who have sensitive skin.

bamboo, hemp & organic clothing

There's much more to the benefits. Why not check out yourself at this site? And you might want to get youself some of these tees too.

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Mum shared a true story with me today while we were on the way home. It was told by one of her colleagues from India. A foreigner in India used the word 'shit' while talking to a policeman when he broke the traffic law. And you know what happened next? He was landed in jail for a year just for his curse word.

So beware and be sensitive to other people's culture.

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Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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I decided to dig up my old unfinished poem. And I have thought of the ending for it.

Saw you once
I fell in love with you

Saw you twice
My heart is yours forever

Saw you thrice
I will make your heart mine too

End.

Previous is as below:

Saw you once
I fell in love with you

Saw you twice
My heart is yours forever

Saw you thrice
I wanted to ask if you like me too

When I look into your eye
I don't even have to ask ...
for I recognize you as
my Soulmate

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Does anyone have the right to choose who deserve to live? Myanmar or China citizens? I was asking around my office people if they want to donate since I'm going to meet an officer in a reputable NGO that uses the money to buy medicines. Some colleagues of mine demanded the money to channel to China instead of Myanmar relief fund. Does it matter where the money goes knowing your money could save even a life? The same thing happened in a conversation between me and my friend online. I asked why not to Myanmar? Because Myanmar junta is refusing all assistance. Fair enough. But do you also know China government told international assistance to hold their horses in assisting the earthquake victims? My friend ended up saying not donating at all.

But do you get my point? I was so embarassed when I was talking to the fundraising officer on the phone about "Can I channel all my donations to China instead of Myanmar?" Trust me. She sighed on the phone and told me the same thing I told to my friends. And trust me. I don't mind where my money goes as long I know my money is well spent and could save a life.

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