Here's the short story as to what's been going on.

Jacob and I are taking a break. We don't have the titles "boyfriend and girlfriend" anymore, but we still see each other, hang out, talk, etc. He left the house a week from yesterday and the same day I was given 30 days to evict the house.

His mom seems to think that with us not dating anymore, he won't come back to even visit while I'm still here. So she's making me leave. Even though in the last week, he's been here to see her twice or three times, but whatever. It's long past due time for me to leave anyway.

I've found an apartment. I'll be moving in on Friday. It's not very big ... I'm sure in two or three pictures I'll be able to get the whole apartment, but it's cheap and it's what I need for just me.

I'm still hurting; it has only been just a week since all this happened. But with time, things will get better.

Either part of the reason or the whole reason we're seperated is so that we can find out who we are. We both need to get our lives in order on our own time before we can have a life together. I still want the relationship to work and he's told me the same thing, but I need to find out who I am and what I want to do with myself before it can work. He's doing the same thing.

Only time will tell where this is all going to end up.

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It appears my hiatus will last longer than expected.

Some things have come up, rather suddenly, and I need to figure them out before I can come back here.

Let's just say it's not looking good right now.

I don't want to talk about it either.

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I'm going on hiatus again.

I'll still be lurking and commenting around, but I won't be updating unless I really feel like something needs to be updated.

I'll be back. Sooner or later. Just like last time.

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There's quite a few things going on right now. I'm not sure yet if it's all for the better or worse.

I supposed it'd be, in general, for the better, but being the pessimist that I am, I can't help but think of the bad coming out of it also.

All I know is that it's going to take time.

We were supposed to go on a vacation to Michigan next month. That's not happening now. I don't really feel like explaining why. I don't know when we'll be taking a vacation together.

I don't enjoy going to work anymore. I suppose that's when it's time to start looking for something else. Even before, when I'd complain about going to work, once I was there, it {usually} went by just fine. Now with the new supervisor, I don't look forward to work at all. Ever.

I've made a mental list of things to do within the next two weeks. I need to write them down and make something of a check-list. This way I'll have the reminder right in front of me. And I'll be able to see what I've taken care of and what I still need to take care of.

Ugh. I just don't feel like writing anymore. At least not for today.

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After the freaking-out-over-the-time incident, I was able to get back to sleep okay.

Anywho, here's the details of my trip, from start to finish.

I left my house around 10:30pm Friday night, drove through to Tucson only stopping twice; once to fill up my tank and a second to use the restroom and get some snacks.

I arrived in Tucson aroun 7am and was able to check into a hotel room for that night {check-in wasn't until 3pm, so I lucked out getting the room that early and only being charged for the one night.}

I went upstairs to my room, texted people to let them know I had arrived and took a shower. By the time I got out it was around 8am; people were all still asleep. So I layed down and took a few hour nap.

When I woke up, I went over to my friend, Katie's, work and chilled out there for a while. When I got hungry, I went to where I used to work out there and ordered a couple slices and some appetizers. I wasn't even able to finish half of my food.

When Katie got off work, Tiffany still had an hour before she got off, so Katie and me went back to our own places to rest for a bit before meeting up at the mall.

Tiffany, Katie and I met up at the mall around 5:15pm and my friend, Scott and his girlfriend met up with us an hour later. Since there really wasn't much to do, we all went to see a movie: Monsters Vs Aliens. I'd already seen it, but I was the only one. I didn't mind seeing it again.

The movie got out around 9pm ... just about when everything in Tucson closes. Even on a Saturday. We agreed to just head back to our own places and call it a night.

That's when the events of my last entry take place.

This morning, Katie and I met up at IHOP for breakfast/lunch. Tiff couldn't make it because she woke up late.

And afterwards, around 2pm-ish, I was back on the road to Vegas. It's a long drive. Especially when you're by yourself and have no one to talk to.

I have to work at 6:30am tomorrow, so I'm gonna end this entry here.

It doesn't sound like much, but I had fun on my miniature trip. We'll try and plan better for next time.

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So I left my house last night at around 10:30pm and arrived at the hotel right around 7am this morning. It was a long drive and I have a feeling it'll be even longer going home. Simply because I'll have traffic to deal with this time.

After we all hung out, around 9pm, we decided to go our seperate ways because in this town, things close. Unlike in Vegas where there are some things that happen to be open 24 hours {other than casinos and bars.}

I get back to the hotel, lay down around 10ish-pm and wake up at 11:30.

Well, I don't actually look at the clock so I think it's 11:30am. Check out time is at noon. So I get up, get dressed, text my friend to see if she still wants to go out for breakfast before I leave since I still have a little bit of time. And she gets really confused. Especially when I told her I had slept for 12 hours.

After a few more exchanges, she tells me that it's quarter till midnight. Not quarter till noon, as I had thought.

So now here I sit, trying to calm myself down enough to go back to sleep. At least the disorientation is starting to wear off.

I honestly thought the clock said 11:30am not pm. The only thing that would have made this worse is if I had actually started to go outside. Maybe I should have done that though. Then I would have immediately realized it was still night time.

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