Thinking deeply all day, I really realised I really really WANT to go MISSING for some time. Isn't it great just to go missing for a day or two since no one in my family cares about me. I'm going missing not because I want to attract their attention whatsoever ... it's just I have ENOUGH of family. I need to get away and get back the control in my life. I'm sick and tired of telling my family where I go and what I do when they don't even treat me as family. I thought of executing this plan on my birthday but can't because it's on Thursday not Friday. If it's Friday, it's easy to execute, maybe just buy a ticket to some highland for a day. This sounds really great. Free from family. And yea ... I should do it since I have always wanted to do it since back in kindergarten.

Hmm.. that sounds like an escapade plan. Would be the best birthday gift for myself!

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Dear loyal readers,

Today is my second day of singing lesson. I'm having great fun in the class. Today is also as usual - fun - and the teacher commented on my singing and such and I don't expect great comments because I know where's my level but today was hilarious... I'm a quite a self-conscious person so I asked the teacher if I have controlled my tone and such by concentrating on the nose bridge and she said the sound was alright... I think she might be surprised to heard me asking that so she asked me back to ask myself how I did control the tone for the first time... And somehow my brain registered this: "Stop Breathing." HAHA. She said I have to breathe if not I will be blue. I added "Oh yea, I'm a living zombie by now." She made me sing Thank You for the Music by Abba ... and she pointed out that I pronounced 'joy' in the song very weirdly and so is 'special'... and when she imitated my pronounciation... I could not contain my laughter because it was damn funny and it's so MALAYSIAN way of speaking! Another song I chose to sing was My Immortal by Evanescence. I thought I could sing it but when I hear the karaoke version I rooted and it became a disaster. So the teacher sang with me but then when we are entering the second line of the beginning ... she imitated me when I was trying to fill my lungs with air and I realised I was sucking the air like a gold fish!!! Oh dear, oh dear. And then at the end of the session, the teacher was asking me how do I think I should sing this song... Without thinking twice .. I replied "Sing like it was her last breath."

Surely, next practise would still be full of surprises so stay tune.

Yours Sincerely,

Renaye ~ Meow

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I just have this feeling of lying down in a coffin and just be forgotten.

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Today is a pleasant day. Is it? Yes, it is for a headstart. I was having breakfast this morning and there was this handsome looking expatriate sitting in front of me. I thought of going over and ask him for contact. Not because I want to ask him out but I want to date him for my investment appointment. I'm so smart - killing 2 birds with one stone. Eh.

I reached to the office and got told off by a colleague to not switch off the water dispenser because he doesn't want to wait for the hot water to be heated. And I really wanted to shout back "YOU BASTARD." No idea why but that will make me feel so much better after thinking each day how can I save the earth doing my part, doing individually. And yes, I'm going to switch it off again this Friday. I don't see the point of letting current runs when there's only cockroaches and lizards roaming in the office on weekends.

And it's so nice for the bank staff to recognize me today because I was the only client who walked out from their bank when I waited for more than 30 minutes.

Later in the afternoon... something unexpected happened. I got a call from a magazine, informing me that I won a contest. Being a blur nut, I don't remember what contests I have entered because I think I have entered like 5 contests in June alone... Worse still I don't remember my slogans for each contests. And I need to collect my Heineken prize from the company soon. But... I want to win Kungfu Panda merchandise!! I think I want shifu soft toy.

And ... and ... the best thing I did this afternoon that is so me is sending a complain feedback about Campbell soup latest product. It was sucky and yucky. And I came back home with a sick condition - overwhelmed with the feeling of wanting to vomit. The soup sample packet ... contained oats and instant oats. I thought it would be ok... but I totally forgotten that I cannot eat any kind of oats because I would feel like vomitting if I eat them even just a teaspoon. Anyways, I drank two packets because I was hungry. And that was why I really feel like vomitting. But the thing is ... why the heck did Campbell include oats and instant oats together?? The taste was a disaster. And I wrote 'I almost puke' to Campbell. I really did in their feedback.

Speaking of that ... TGIF has not reply my feedback. I'm going to call them tomorrow.

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My family went to TGIF restaurant today even though we thought we wanted to be vegetarian because we have - somehow a week free food supply - eaten rich food for the past week. And then I was telling my mum ... we should tell the staff that we are here for my mother's birthday celebration so we could get a free dessert and then somehow I was thinking should not I be setting up my birthday wishlist for this year??? Oh wait. Not wishlist it is restaurant list. This time I want to celebrate my birthday by eating!!! Especially places that give free desserts to birthday guest.

Hmm... Yum. I have already thought 2 places. I need more places. I'm going to do research.

P.S. - I changed the songs on the left. Have fun listening.

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