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You move forward, I move backward
and together we make nothing at all
A few words
"When we describe the Moon as dead, we are describing the deadness in ourselves. When we find space so hideously void, we are describing our own unbearable emptiness."
~ D.H. Lawrence

"Is the meaning of life defined by its duration? Or does life have a purpose so large that it doesn't have to be prolonged at any cost to preserve its meaning?"

"Living is not good, but living well. The wise man, therefore, lives as well as he should, not as long as he can... He will always think of life in terms of quality not quantity... Dying early or late is of no relevance, dying well or ill is... even if it is true that while there is life there is hope, life is not to be bought at any cost."
~ Seneca

"People will tell you nothing matters, the whole world's about to end soon anyway. Those people are looking at life the wrong way. I mean, things don't need to last forever to be perfect."
~ Daydream Nation

"All Bette's stories have happy endings. That's because she knows where to stop. She's realized the real problem with stories-- if you keep them going long enough, they always end in death."
~ The Sandman: Preludes & Nocturnes

"The road now stretched across open country, and it occurred to me - not by way of protest, not as a symbol, or anything like that, but merely as a novel experience - that since I had disregarded all laws of humanity, I might as well disregard the rules of traffic. So I crossed to the left side of the highway and checked the feeling, and the feeling was good. It was a pleasant diaphragmal melting, with elements of diffused tactility, all this enhanced by the thought that nothing could be nearer to the elimination of basic physical laws than deliberately driving on the wrong site of the road."
~ Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita

“It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.”
~ William Blake
TICoSME
Musicalities!
Online Radio
Soma.fm

More Fun Shtuff
Newgrounds Audio Portal
Pandora
SoundClick
Kill that boredom!
Binder Paper Comics

Web Comics and Such
A Distant Soil (Some nudity)
The Adventures of Gyno-Star (Some explicit stuff)
Aquapunk
Axe Cop
Basic Instructions
Bear Nuts
Beeserker

Blue Milk Special
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Broodhollow
Bug
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Camp Weedonwantcha
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ChannelATE
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Conspiracy Friends!
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Curia Regis
Cyanide and Happiness
dead winter (has some explicit stuff)
Devilbear: The Grimoires of Bearalzebub (PG-13?)
Diesel Sweeties
Distillum
DUBBLEBABY
Dumm Comics
Eat That Toast!
Ectopiary (Some nudity)
E-merl.com
The End
Evil Diva
Evil Inc.
Existential Comics
The Fancy Adventures of Jack Cannon
For Lack of a Better Comic
Forming (Explicit)

Girls with Slingshots (some explicit stuff...?)
Mirror
Hark! A Vagrant
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Hollow Mountain
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Inscribing Ardi
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Last Train to Old Town
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The League of Evil Genius

Legend of Bill
Living With Insanity (some nudity)
Love Me Nice
Married to the Sea
Meaty Yogurt
Medium Large
The Meek
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Monsterhood
Monsterkind
The Moon Prince
Moon Town
Moth (Some nudity)
Mr. Lovenstein
Muddlers Beat

Natalie Dee
Nedroid
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Out There
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Rosscott, Inc.
Safely Endangered
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Serenity Rose
Stand Still. Stay Silent
Stinking Hellebore
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Three Word Phrase (some nudity)
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Toothpaste for Dinner
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Two Guys and Guy
Mirror

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xkcd
Yellow Peril (PG-13)

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Brightest
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Chain Bear (Some explicit stuff)
Daisy is Dead
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Edemia
Edmund Finney's Quest to Find the Meaning of Life
A Fine Example
Finn and Charlie are HITCHED
Floodmud
Freaks!

Green Wake
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Minimalism Sucks
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Moe
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A Redtail's Dream

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Shortpacked!
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Thermohalia
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Ugly Girl
YU + ME
2815 Monument

Pure Flash Awesomeness
Aardvardkbutter.com
Angry Alien
Die Anstalt : Toy Psychiatry
The Frown
Hoogerbrugge

Other
Bogleech
Clients from Hell
Brian Despain
Creatures in My Head
Damn You Auto Correct!
Jhonen Vasquez's site
Overheard in New York
Passive Aggressive Notes
Submarinechannel.com
Superdickery
UHpinions
Whirled
Looky here
free counters
Applicable wonder
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Stars

by Sara Teasdale

Alone in the night
On a dark hill
With pines around me
Spicy and still,

And a heaven full of stars
Over my head,
White and topaz
And misty red;

Myriads with beating
Hearts of fire
That aeons
Cannot vex or tire;

Up the dome of heaven
Like a great hill,
I watch them marching
Stately and still,
And I know that I
Am honored to be
Witness
Of so much majesty.

---

She's wondering why I care more about her than she does.

Well...

Why wouldn't I?

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Personality types...
Friday, July 9, 2010
I was looking through a forum for INFPs yesterday night. Apparently all the girls pretty much idealize the type as like... woodland elves/fairies.

Oh man, reading that was just... weird. I mean, I completely understand (being an INFP and all that...), but it was just embarrassing to see it laid out like that.

Well um, moving on...

My mom got me a new journal! It's black and white on the outside and green on the inside cover... I'd take a picture to show you but I can't transfer files to this computer.

It would be really nice if I had my current journal with me though, since I haven't filled it up yet. I hate having forgotten it at home. :/

Too tired to think about much except for events and such and whatever automatically goes through my head. (Death and all that) Bleh. Well, boring entry, sorry.

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Disconnected sleep dreams
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Sometimes I get woken up by something, or just wake up on my own, and don't want to be up yet, so I go back to sleep. Often during that shorter sleep period I have fairly vivid dreams.

I dreamt I was in New York, except it really wasn't New York at all but for the name. I was with a friend, and we went to Spencer's to look for something, and I realized that I was eighteen and was excitedly telling her that even though I didn't want to, I could totally go into the adult section now. The store itself kinda looked like they replaced most of it with a Victoria's Secret. The walls were pink and somewhat bare, with a few mannequins sporting lingerie lined up against them.

We left Spencer's and walked to some building, where a man gave me a bunch of envelopes to hold. Just then my ex texted me and sent me a weird video about some asian guy who couldn't get laid because he forgot to touch this girl's boobs. X| Apparently the video went viral... offline? I sort of heard what I was supposed to do with the envelopes but after I started walking I completely forgot.

People kept running up to me asking if I had straw wrappers, since that was how you could get the video... They tried to take my envelopes because they thought I had them. I don't actually know what was in the envelopes, but I don't think that's what it was.

I walked several blocks and realized I was supposed to be looking for the Government Mortgage Bureau (which I'm pretty sure doesn't exist in real life). I kept walking and couldn't find it, although I did find the government's Alternative Spending Habits Bureau and another one that had signs stuck into the lawn that said "DETEST NOT". People were protesting outside, but I got the impression that the employees from the bureau had put that one up.

There was a giant slingshot set up that was supposed to be set on fire a little ways down on the grass. I walked past, glanced at it, then kept going. There was a bunch of girls in bikinis a bit of a ways down who could have been strippers, because they were just finishing putting their bikinis on when I passed them.

I had to find the Mortgage Bureau, so I couldn't really stop to look at anything I passed. My brother caught up with me though when I was going by some shops, so I thought I would ask him if he knew where it was. He was wearing a bright red shirt and told me there were mortgage places all over, and that he'd gladly pay for me. I got the impression that he desperately wanted me to go away.

Just then, I heard a guy say "who cares if a pelican burns? I'm just gonna miss the naked girls!" I figured he was talking about what I'd walked past not long ago. His comment really upset me though, so I went over to him, said "excuse me?" and then grabbed the front of his shirt collar and started lecturing him. I told him I couldn't believe he would not mind an animal DYING because of NAKED girls. Jabbed my finger into his neck and pushed so the nail would leave an indent, and then called him an asshole.

I went back to my brother, who was crouched down with his hands over his head. I guess he thought the guy would get his friends and come after us to hurt us or something. I told him to stop being stupid though and pulled him onward. We passed part of my elementary school, which was empty, and I kept thinking about the Mortgage Bureau, but then I woke up.

...That turned out to be longer than I thought...

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She says
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
That it helps. I guess that's all I can hope for.

I try to suggest the things that have helped me, but this is a process she mostly has to go through herself. Only so much can be taught. The rest needs to be discovered.

Just relax. Breathe deeply. Close your eyes and empty your mind.

We can get through this as long as you don't give up.

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In which being hardcore is discussed [DP]
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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At these times
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Desperately wanting to help--

--and not having the power to--

--is a painful thing indeed.

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Breathing
Thursday, July 1, 2010
I haven't slept in a while. More than twenty four hours I think. I mean, I fell asleep for brief periods of time on the plane, and I sort of dozed off when I was waiting for AIM to install on this computer (I'm in Hawaii by the way), but I didn't really have any solid sleep.

So uh, I was in the bathroom washing my hands, and I look over at the door, and I swear, it was moving. Like, breathing moving. I paused to make sure I wasn't imagining it, and it kept going.

Also if I look at any one thing too long it starts sinking and getting distorted, but if I look away and back it's normal again.

Trippy, man. And it looks like my monitor is slipping backwards, even though I'm pretty sure it's not. This lampshade I think is moving in reality but it's kind of hard to tell because right now I'm seriously starting to doubt... oh, every inanimate object in my sight.

I gotta sleep. X|

---Edit---

Maybe four hour long phone conversation with someone. Huh.

Scratch that, it was five and a half.

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Movie watching
Monday, June 28, 2010
Once upon a time, a woman was picking up firewood. She came upon a poisonous snake frozen in the snow. She took the snake home and nursed it back to health. One day the snake bit her on the cheek. As she lay dying, she asked the snake, "Why have you done this to me?" And the snake answered, "Look, bitch, you knew I was a snake."

If you've seen Natural Born Killers, you'll recognize that quote. If not... well, it's kind of amusing anyway.

Yeah, so I watched that last night. It was very interesting, I must say. Not in a bad way at all.

Also met somebody interesting... It's very confusing for me to know someone thinks the way I do. I mean, I'm sure there are disparities I've yet to uncover, but as of yet... there's not much. :S More on this later?

Oh, also, I bought the first dress I've ever gotten that isn't for an event of any sort. It's pretty simple; just a t-shirt dress from American Apparel, but I like it.

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