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It does what it wants
Wednesday. 1.27.16 8:01 pm
My hair ... I mean, I kind of let it do what it wanted when it was long, but I just kind of go with it now that it's short. I try to make it look nice, by making it look messy. Does that make sense? Take this morning, for example. I ran a brush through it, then took part of the left side and flipped it over my part to the right side and just left it that way. To me, it looks a mess. To everyone else who saw me today, and actually said something, felt it looked cute. Who the hell knows. If it's dirty, I pull it back and contain it. When it's clean, I just let it do what it wants.

I also wore my glasses today. After having worn contacts for the last three days, my eyes were feeling it last night. I kind of wanted to wear contacts again today, but after the left one almost got stuck in my eye last night when I was trying to take it out, I figured it would probably be smart to let my eyes rest for a day. I like going back and forth between wearing them each for a few days and then switching. It kind of still allows me to look like a different person that people can't recognize right away.

My coworker who'd been out sick the last two days {is it really only Wednesday?} was back today. She still wasn't feeling it, but I'm glad she was back. My body still woke me up several times this morning, afraid I'd missed a text asking me to go in early, but it was nice being able to stay in bed until my normal time. Hopefully tomorrow I'll be able to sleep until my alarm goes off.

No set plans yet for this weekend. I have Friday plans, but that's about it. Depending on how much I drink Friday night will determine whether I go to the gym Saturday or Sunday morning. It's a payday weekend, but it's the rent check so I'm limited on what I can do. I also need to make sure that I start to save money for my mini trip in May. Perhaps, if the weather allows, I'll go out picture taking. Rain and cell phones don't mix well.

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Interesting ...
Monday. 1.25.16 8:08 pm
When I was talking to a friend yesterday about how I felt like today would be interesting, I had no idea it would start at 5:30am.

For whatever reason, I was awake at that hour, which ended up being lucky. My coworker text me saying that she had been sick all weekend and wouldn't be able to make it in today, so it would probably be best that I go in to open. Since none of the managers come in until 7, and the first set of patients starts to check in at quarter after, that's not nearly enough time to find coverage. When I took the position, I told her that I'd be fine with it, since I live so close, but this is the first time I've had to go in at 7. It's only 45 minutes earlier than I normally get there, but I felt like I'd lost so much sleep. I even just reset my alarm to 6 instead of 6:15 and dozed for another 30 minutes before I had to get up, but that didn't seem to make a difference.

We did end up getting coverage about an hour in to what would be my normal shift, so around 8:30, 8:45, but still. It was kind of a weird day. We had several people show up thinking their appointment was that day, but it wasn't. One person was off by 3 months. And then they get pissed at us... like, dude. I just check you in. I had nothing to do with you setting up this appointment. Then the program that we use to check people in crashed a few times, which messed up two patients being checked in. Luckily the docs understood and were still able to see them, but still. One person got so pissed off, I thought he was just going to leave. Like, yes dude. I came in to work today just to make your life a living hell. Fuck off.

Today was the first day since I've gotten my hair chopped that I wore contacts to work; I wore them yesterday and after a couple days of wearing them, I kind of forget that I have them in. Until my left eye starts giving me issues ... I'll probably wear them again tomorrow. It throws people off because I usually don't wear contacts to work. Staring at the computer makes my eyes super tired quite easily so I usually just wear my glasses, but with this new position, there's a lot more looking away from the screen so I'm testing out wearing them more often. It's kind of funny that I can still confuse people despite the fact that it's been over a year since I quit the security job. I'd think that people wouldn't have trouble realizing it's me anymore. It was fun when I'd be my own disguise so it's nice to know that I still kind of have that.

My coworker told me she should be well enough to go in tomorrow, but I told her to text me again if she needed me to open. As much as I like the little bit of OT, I also very much like to sleep in. I'll probably take my contacts out here within the hour and call it a fairly early night. Fingers crossed tomorrow goes more smoothly than today.

I gotta admit, though, the end of the day was better than I expected. Being forward and open about things does pay off sometimes.

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All the bacon!
Saturday. 1.23.16 2:09 pm
So my friend/coworker made homemade bacon a couple weeks ago and I'd been keeping it in my freezer to save for a weekend when I didn't have to go anywhere. Well, that weekend has arrived. I took it out of the freezer last night and put in the fridge to thaw. This morning, when I finally dragged my ass out of bed, I fixed half the bacon {so 5 pieces} and I ate all of them. My stomach hates me now, but I have no regrets. Bacon is delicious. Especially the homemade kind. I'll fix the other 4 probably tomorrow... after I get back from the gym.

Today is definitely one of those days where you just want to curl up with a good book and sip on hot cocoa. However, since I don't have the hot cocoa or a new book that I haven't read yet, I'm opting for catching up on Hulu shows and taking a nap. The nap will happen once I'm done typing this up.

The only plan for tomorrow that involves leaving the house is to go to the gym. Otherwise, I'll be hanging out inside again. I have laundry to do as well, but you guys probably know that by now. I'm definitely thankful for the lazy weekend. Something tells me next weekend will be busy so I'm taking full advantage of not having to get dressed. Pajamas the whole time {except to the gym.}

Anywho, I keep getting distracted so it's time to shut the brain off for a little bit.

Until next time. . .

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Mercury is in retrograde
Thursday. 1.21.16 7:57 pm
Every time something has been out of place, for the last week or so, our RN keeps saying that Mercury is in retrograde. I know that it has to do with astrology, but I have no idea what that means. Considering she only says it when shit hits the fan, I'm gonna make the assumption that that's what that means.

Today, today was one of those days. Shit hit the fan before it was even 9. It's not fun when we have to make schedule changes. It's even less so when we have to make same day changes and then have to call the patients and tell them that they can't come in today, despite the fact that they'd been waiting for two months, and because of the way the schedules work, they now have to wait another two months. I mean, there's some finagling that we can do, but when you're looking at the volume of people that we've had to reschedule just this week, there's only so much we can do before it just isn't possible to work around restrictions anymore.

My brain hurt by lunch and I was just done by the end of the day. I fully plan on crashing for the night when I'm done typing this up, even though it's barely 8.

No plans for this weekend and I'm happy about it. Depending on the weather, I may go exploring and take some pictures. Or I might just stay in the whole weekend and not change out of pajamas. We'll see what the weather does and how I feel. I'm just glad that tomorrow is Friday. Hopefully it ends better than the entire rest of this week went.

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Unacceptable
Tuesday. 1.19.16 5:34 pm
I've tried a few times to come up with a better title and it just isn't happening. The way that I'm being treated by a person I thought was a friend is unacceptable, but that's how he feels so I just have to move on. I suppose this is one of those situations where the person silently slips in to the shadows and pretends that nothing ever happened, so as to avoid confrontation. It's not like we've been friends for 2 years or anything. Let's just say it's going to take me a while to not be bitter about how it was handled.

The Lord of the Rings marathon day yesterday turned in to a semi-marathon. We ended up meeting later than we originally planned so we were only able to get through two of the movies. I borrowed the 3rd one so as soon as I'm done typing this out, I'll be putting it on. And then as soon as it's over, I'll likely be crashing.

Because the stuff that went down with the aforementioned individual happened only last night, I was pretty hurt by it and thus didn't sleep well. I kept waking up and having trouble falling back asleep. I know that I've been saved by this, but it still hurts. As long as some shit doesn't go down tonight as well, I'll sleep much better.

I should probably get the movie in now, however, so that I can still get to bed at a somewhat reasonable hour.

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Effortless
Sunday. 1.17.16 10:02 am
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