I dreamt that I was riding in a car through the desert with my parents, my brother, my grandma, and DC.

On the side of the road were three clowns. The first was Ronald McDonald, in his typical yellow, red, and white attire. The second was similar, but his hair was shorter, he had a slight grimace on his face, and he was wearing black leather suspenders and crotchless chaps on top of yellow underwear.

The third was completely bald and a pasty white. He looked mean. his clothes, though yellow and red, were dingy and old looking. He was fat with a big red clown nose, and he held a black whip.

As we passed them I tried to take a picture with my camera, but it didn't work.

We stopped at a massive rock, which we were going to hike on. The path was nearly vertical, and I didn't want to go up. Slightly ahead of us, the three clowns began to ascend. The middle one had acquired a walking stick somehow, and none of them had to struggle to climb. They just walked right up. I took a few steps and slid back down.

My dad said something about being careful with my grandma, and then we were at a dark, museum like place. It was like the Smithsonian equivalent of a funeral home. The walls were a dark indigo-black, and there was a small black table with a grey marble surface on which a black vase of yellow flowers rested.

The rest of my family was waiting in a room for church to start, but I didn't want to attend so I wandered the empty building. I saw DC standing by himself in the middle of a room, untouched by the shadows. He was wearing a blue shirt and no hat, and just looked at me in silence.

Then I woke up.

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My cartooning prof asked me if I'd considered publishing any of my comics in the school paper. I said no. He suggested I try.

This is like when people tell me I really ought to think about pursuing writing as a career. I never want to do any of the things I'm supposedly good at.

Or maybe I just want to preserve these things as something I enjoy. As soon as I am obligated to do something I start to lose interest in it.

My School Days strips went on for a while, but eventually it began to feel like homework. And since I've had depression I just can't imagine picking something like that up again.

I've been told constantly that I'm bright and I have potential (which honestly seems like a very generic thing to be told), but I think that I am probably doomed to be a failure.

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HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

Everyday is a happy day. So happy. So very happy. You must not deny this. You cannot deny this. You will not deny this. If you do there will be consequences.

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Casey's ceiling is no longer blank and unhappy. I happified it.

Also I bought some more applesauce and diced pears at Target yesterday.

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This is typically what I eat when I go to Montgoris.


These were taken several days ago, actually.

Casey's pizza was not good.

The school that looks very.... A Series of Unfortunate Events-ish.


So delicious aghhhhhhh.


I got this salad from the C-store. This is actually the part I didn't eat. You can't really tell from the picture, but most of that lettuce was not in good shape.


The next few pictures are ones I took when I was observing how disgusting this room/bathroom is.

My roommate left a bracelet from like, a bar or something, on the ground. Way to stay classy, man...


The trash that Charmaine did not take out, even though it was her turn on Friday. She waited until Wednesday so that I would take it out. Ugh.


Also, when I went to take a shower, she had left all her shit in there.



This is still in the shower. It looks gross.


I had to smush up my eraser walrus because it was not erasing well enough.


Pretzel bikini.

I do not advise wearing this in the water.

This is my final... draft? of my four panel strip for ItC. I think it came out alright, considering I really have no experience with inking. And also considering he doesn't teach us anything in that class.

(Click the thumbnail to see the whole thing)


What did I do yesterday...? Oh yeah, I went to counseling. He thinks that my depression is caused by social issues.

I wouldn't be surprised at all if that was a factor, but I don't think that's entirely it.

Although, last night when talking to the Dude, I did realize that I've never had the same set of friends for more than one year of my life. I mean, individually I still have some of the same friends, but the groups and arrangements and such change.

Boyfriend Dearest called me "honey bunny". XP

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It was probably a waste of money.

Oh well.

More on this when it arrives.

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I said I had decided to give up meat for Lent.

Then we proceeded to laugh hysterically.

After that we had a conversation about walking like penguins together outside because it was cold, and who would carry the egg.

It would be me.

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You don't have to hate everything that isn't it.

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I've never really been able to collect anything.

When I was younger I thought it would be fun to have a rock collection. This basically meant I picked up random rocks and put them in my pockets for later rediscovery.

That lasted all of... three days? Probably less.

I think the problem is that I just can't get into anything. Nothing interests me enough for me to bother with collecting it.

Maybe that's good, maybe that's bad.

Anyway, I just realized that in a way, I collect webcomics now. If you have no idea what I'm talking about, chances are that you have somehow never seen the long list of them in my KtB module.

And... more recently I have started to collect hard copies of the webcomics I read, sorta. I've got a copy of Two Rooks, I'm Crazy, Rho, and soon
It's a pretty small collection thus far, but I'm thinking about adding the Finn and Charlie are HITCHED book to it.

Maybe when I'm older I'll have a special shelf for them. :P

Others I would like to add:

Dr. McNinja
Gunnerkrigg Court (I don't know where to get this)

I haven't bought any of the Girly books because the only ones available are the first and second ones, in which the style is extremely manga-ish.

If there were a Patches book I would probably get that too. Unfortunately there is not. ):

This was kind of a boring post. Sorry guys.

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