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Books I have completed reading since January 2018:

1. No Man's Nightingale - Ruth Rendell
2. One Day - David Nicholls
3. The Door - Margaret Atwood
Obsession with Voice
Sunday, July 27, 2008
I just came back from volunteering as an emcee for a public lecture entitled "Leadership Lessons from Gandhi, KIng and Ikeda" organized by Soka Gakkai Malaysia. And what Professor Radhakrisnan quote from Mahatma Gandhi is right: Fear is the ultimate number one enemy. Anyway... I was not afraid to emcee but I don't know why my hands are shaken and I have to hold the mike to avoid the floor looking at me how shaky I was. And deep inside of me... I told myself to bring it on. The speed and intonation was good but it's just I could not get the words fluidly. Damn it. I told the PR person that I would like to emcee again in near future because I want to improve on my skills. I may not like to emcee but then ... didn't I say I wanted to improve on myself? And didn't I pledge that I will give back to my community? So emcee is my way to give back.

So I had better do better in the next event.

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Feverish berries
Friday, July 25, 2008
I discovered why I'm having fever and sore throat these few days. That's because my wisdom tooth is wiggling its way out and I'm in pain. My gums are in pain. I think I'm going to see the dentist soon. Damn. I should have seen the dentist last month when Colgate is giving free check ups in all participating outlet.

Just hopefully no dental surgery this time because I don't want history to repeat again. But good on the other hand since I would have extra sick leaves.

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I'm Single and Very Available
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
I'm very single and available. Yea right, doctor. I'm so not. I'm here to see you for my fever and gastric pain, not to hear "I have asked my pianist friend to teach me 5 songs so I could impress girls." Oi oi doctor... back to my fever!

So there goes my conversation with the doctor in the morning. I was wondering if that was what he said to every patient he met today because we patients have waited one hour and forty five minutes just to see him!!!!

And again for the second time, doctor has told me to NOT TALK SO MUCH in order not to strain my jaw ligament.

And doctor... stop telling me to destress myself when I'm not stressing myself out!!! And oh yea ... doctor ... don't tell me to find a rich boyfriend t settle money problem. It doesn't work.

Anyway... doctor ... I will try finding a singing coach for you to impress girls. Stay tune to my text messages. Hehe. Yea I got his contact number. Yea... I could date him. :D

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The Missing
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Thinking deeply all day, I really realised I really really WANT to go MISSING for some time. Isn't it great just to go missing for a day or two since no one in my family cares about me. I'm going missing not because I want to attract their attention whatsoever ... it's just I have ENOUGH of family. I need to get away and get back the control in my life. I'm sick and tired of telling my family where I go and what I do when they don't even treat me as family. I thought of executing this plan on my birthday but can't because it's on Thursday not Friday. If it's Friday, it's easy to execute, maybe just buy a ticket to some highland for a day. This sounds really great. Free from family. And yea ... I should do it since I have always wanted to do it since back in kindergarten.

Hmm.. that sounds like an escapade plan. Would be the best birthday gift for myself!

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Ah Ee Oo Ah Ii
Friday, July 18, 2008
Dear loyal readers,

Today is my second day of singing lesson. I'm having great fun in the class. Today is also as usual - fun - and the teacher commented on my singing and such and I don't expect great comments because I know where's my level but today was hilarious... I'm a quite a self-conscious person so I asked the teacher if I have controlled my tone and such by concentrating on the nose bridge and she said the sound was alright... I think she might be surprised to heard me asking that so she asked me back to ask myself how I did control the tone for the first time... And somehow my brain registered this: "Stop Breathing." HAHA. She said I have to breathe if not I will be blue. I added "Oh yea, I'm a living zombie by now." She made me sing Thank You for the Music by Abba ... and she pointed out that I pronounced 'joy' in the song very weirdly and so is 'special'... and when she imitated my pronounciation... I could not contain my laughter because it was damn funny and it's so MALAYSIAN way of speaking! Another song I chose to sing was My Immortal by Evanescence. I thought I could sing it but when I hear the karaoke version I rooted and it became a disaster. So the teacher sang with me but then when we are entering the second line of the beginning ... she imitated me when I was trying to fill my lungs with air and I realised I was sucking the air like a gold fish!!! Oh dear, oh dear. And then at the end of the session, the teacher was asking me how do I think I should sing this song... Without thinking twice .. I replied "Sing like it was her last breath."

Surely, next practise would still be full of surprises so stay tune.

Yours Sincerely,

Renaye ~ Meow

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Have a Break. Have a Meow
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
I just have this feeling of lying down in a coffin and just be forgotten.

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