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I'm a little aggitated
Wednesday. 12.9.09 5:38 pm
I don't actually have a specific reason to be pissed; I just am.

People are pissing me off. I hate how no one seems to have any kind of confidence in me. I say I'm moving and I'm immediately told that "no, there's no way you're leaving. it just won't happen."

Thanks people. Thanks for your support and confidence in my decision. I really fucking appreciate your feedback that I never asked for in the first goddamn place.

As I sit here eating my ramen noodles, I'm thinking about how much I rely on technology. I stopped the habit of watching TV on a constant basis. I hardly even watch shows online anymore. But I can't go anywhere without my phone nor can I even simply turn it off for an hour or more. I could probably go longer without my computer than my phone, but even that would bug me.

I just want to get away from this place. The people here {and when I say that, I mean the people I work with} just get under my skin. They're either lazy, incompetent or just plain, flat out bothersome. Some of them don't know when to shut up. It's a warehouse full of controlling drama.

I'm sick of being tired all the time. It seems no matter how much sleep I get I can never seem to get away from this tiredness.

Fuck. I'm just pissed off. This half-assed rant is pissing me off. I'm just going to finish my noodles and probably head to bed. See if I can sleep. Part of me wishes I hadn't brought and left my Jager at Jacob's.

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I'm not one for cuteness, but this I had to share
Monday. 12.7.09 5:43 pm

btw, if anyone still has ideas on a good horror movie, I'm still open for suggestions. see entry below for more details.

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suggestions please! {EDIT}
Sunday. 12.6.09 2:11 pm
I just watched 1408 for the first time {I know, I'm really behind} a couple days ago and that has put me in the mood for Horror films. Here's the problem. I don't get these moods very often so I haven't a clue as to what's good.

So if you could help me out that'd be great. If you know of any good Horror films, recent or not, doesn't matter to me, I'd greatly appreciate suggestions.


{EDIT} I have committed the ultimate blasphemy ... I joined Twitter. if you feel up to it, you can follow me @saboof. Ugh, what have I done?

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back to normal, unfortunately
Saturday. 12.5.09 7:29 pm
Here I am, sitting at home, doing nothing productive. At least not right at the moment. I was working on my Japanese some more; something that I haven't done in about two weeks.

For the most part I'm working on it because I truly want to learn the language. But there is a slight ulterior motive behind it though. And it's probably not a very good one. Oh well.

This morning I spent a few hours walking around with at least a thousand other people dressed up as Santa. It's this thing called the Santa Run where people gather in one area dressed up as Santa and either run or walk a certain, specified distance. There are vendors and sponsors there selling and giving away stuff. It wasn't exactly fun, but it wasn't boring. It basically wasn't a big deal. Registration involves the Guinness Book of World Records. If enough people registered and it beats the record from the last time, then my name, amongst many others, will go in the book for the world record: the most Santa's in one area. Or something of the sort. I highly doubt there was enough people to beat the record, but I guess we'll see. They should have something in the paper tomorrow.

Ugh, I guess I'll go back to working on my foreign language. Or maybe I'll sleep. Something to pass the time.

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I had a good title idea for this yesterday, but I forgot
Thursday. 12.3.09 4:42 pm
I recently downloaded Google Chrome. I'm really liking this browser. It hardly ever craps out on me and it's actually much faster than IE and Firefox. One cool thing is the way your bookmarks are lined up at the top for easy clicking. Right now I only have three: NuTang {of course,} YouTube and my Japanese translation site. I haven't found anything else yet that I want to bookmark.

Here's a small, sad reality. I go to Facebook so often that I don't even have to type it in the URL space. I just type "www" and the first option is Facebook. I guess it's convenient in the lazy person's way; I don't have to type out the whole address. You could also that I might bookmark it so its only just a click away also, but if all I have to do is type "www" then what's the point in bookmarking it?

I'm not looking forward to this weekend. I'm sure it'll be stunningly boring. Just as my weekends used to be, a few months ago. Oh well. That's why I have a computer. But even that doesn't do it for me all the time.

I'll have money tomorrow, but only for a brief moment. Once I pay the bills for my car and my car insurance, poof! there goes the money. Word of advice: Don't buy a brand new car if you know you can't afford it!

Wait, I could afford it ... back when I was living with Jacob and only having to pay his mom $250 each month in rent. Everything changed for the worse, in my financial situation anyway.

Ugh. I need to call the people in charge of our benefits to see if they'll cover a therapist. I need to start talking to a professional about this shit. I want a neutral party. I suppose that you could call this site neutral, considering no one I know actually reads my stuff, but I sort of am wanting professional feedback. These people have degrees in psychology and whatnot. I like getting the comments on here, but you all understand where I'm coming from right?

Anywho, I guess that's it for now. Who knows when I'll write again. Oh and I've decided to stay away from Twitter for a while longer.

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*yawn* ... ow =/
Tuesday. 12.1.09 5:05 pm
So after spending most of last night overheated and unable to sleep, I finally was able to cool off enough to get about an hour and a half of sleep before going in to work. When I woke up, I had a sore throat. And when I got to work, I realized that I was bloated. Needless to say, I felt absolutely miserable this morning. The bloating finally went away after a few hours, but those first few hours sucked.

The sore throat never went away, though. It hurts to swallow and to yawn. I'm still okay talking without being in pain, but I'm trying to cut back on my talking so as not to run the risk. I'm really, really hoping it just stays with the sore throat and doesn't worsen. That's the last thing I need right now. I can't afford to take any time off from work so I'd have to either take the cut in pay or go to work feeling miserable and risking getting others sick.

If my soreness worsens I'll have to see a doctor. I'm getting some vitamin C tomorrow and I've got a few Tylenol PM to help me sleep over the next few nights, so hopefully with rest and whatnot, I'll get better in a few days.

Anywho, there's this specific website that I said I would never sign up on because the concept is absolutely ridiculous. And no, I haven't signed up ... yet. Over the last few days I've been contemplating whether to join Twitter. I think that a website dedicated to constantly updating statuses is absurd. I never do it on Myspace and I hardly ever do it on Facebook. So why would I want to sign up for a website that's dedicated to only that? Idk, maybe I've just been bored and have felt like trying it out. I'm seeing if I can go a couple more days without signing up because I know it'll be out of my system by the weekend. Or at least one can hope.

How many of you guys use Twitter and what do you think of the concept of the site?

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