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Sunday. 12.6.09 2:11 pm
I just watched 1408 for the first time {I know, I'm really behind} a couple days ago and that has put me in the mood for Horror films. Here's the problem. I don't get these moods very often so I haven't a clue as to what's good.

So if you could help me out that'd be great. If you know of any good Horror films, recent or not, doesn't matter to me, I'd greatly appreciate suggestions.


{EDIT} I have committed the ultimate blasphemy ... I joined Twitter. if you feel up to it, you can follow me @saboof. Ugh, what have I done?

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back to normal, unfortunately
Saturday. 12.5.09 7:29 pm
Here I am, sitting at home, doing nothing productive. At least not right at the moment. I was working on my Japanese some more; something that I haven't done in about two weeks.

For the most part I'm working on it because I truly want to learn the language. But there is a slight ulterior motive behind it though. And it's probably not a very good one. Oh well.

This morning I spent a few hours walking around with at least a thousand other people dressed up as Santa. It's this thing called the Santa Run where people gather in one area dressed up as Santa and either run or walk a certain, specified distance. There are vendors and sponsors there selling and giving away stuff. It wasn't exactly fun, but it wasn't boring. It basically wasn't a big deal. Registration involves the Guinness Book of World Records. If enough people registered and it beats the record from the last time, then my name, amongst many others, will go in the book for the world record: the most Santa's in one area. Or something of the sort. I highly doubt there was enough people to beat the record, but I guess we'll see. They should have something in the paper tomorrow.

Ugh, I guess I'll go back to working on my foreign language. Or maybe I'll sleep. Something to pass the time.

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I had a good title idea for this yesterday, but I forgot
Thursday. 12.3.09 4:42 pm
I recently downloaded Google Chrome. I'm really liking this browser. It hardly ever craps out on me and it's actually much faster than IE and Firefox. One cool thing is the way your bookmarks are lined up at the top for easy clicking. Right now I only have three: NuTang {of course,} YouTube and my Japanese translation site. I haven't found anything else yet that I want to bookmark.

Here's a small, sad reality. I go to Facebook so often that I don't even have to type it in the URL space. I just type "www" and the first option is Facebook. I guess it's convenient in the lazy person's way; I don't have to type out the whole address. You could also that I might bookmark it so its only just a click away also, but if all I have to do is type "www" then what's the point in bookmarking it?

I'm not looking forward to this weekend. I'm sure it'll be stunningly boring. Just as my weekends used to be, a few months ago. Oh well. That's why I have a computer. But even that doesn't do it for me all the time.

I'll have money tomorrow, but only for a brief moment. Once I pay the bills for my car and my car insurance, poof! there goes the money. Word of advice: Don't buy a brand new car if you know you can't afford it!

Wait, I could afford it ... back when I was living with Jacob and only having to pay his mom $250 each month in rent. Everything changed for the worse, in my financial situation anyway.

Ugh. I need to call the people in charge of our benefits to see if they'll cover a therapist. I need to start talking to a professional about this shit. I want a neutral party. I suppose that you could call this site neutral, considering no one I know actually reads my stuff, but I sort of am wanting professional feedback. These people have degrees in psychology and whatnot. I like getting the comments on here, but you all understand where I'm coming from right?

Anywho, I guess that's it for now. Who knows when I'll write again. Oh and I've decided to stay away from Twitter for a while longer.

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*yawn* ... ow =/
Tuesday. 12.1.09 5:05 pm
So after spending most of last night overheated and unable to sleep, I finally was able to cool off enough to get about an hour and a half of sleep before going in to work. When I woke up, I had a sore throat. And when I got to work, I realized that I was bloated. Needless to say, I felt absolutely miserable this morning. The bloating finally went away after a few hours, but those first few hours sucked.

The sore throat never went away, though. It hurts to swallow and to yawn. I'm still okay talking without being in pain, but I'm trying to cut back on my talking so as not to run the risk. I'm really, really hoping it just stays with the sore throat and doesn't worsen. That's the last thing I need right now. I can't afford to take any time off from work so I'd have to either take the cut in pay or go to work feeling miserable and risking getting others sick.

If my soreness worsens I'll have to see a doctor. I'm getting some vitamin C tomorrow and I've got a few Tylenol PM to help me sleep over the next few nights, so hopefully with rest and whatnot, I'll get better in a few days.

Anywho, there's this specific website that I said I would never sign up on because the concept is absolutely ridiculous. And no, I haven't signed up ... yet. Over the last few days I've been contemplating whether to join Twitter. I think that a website dedicated to constantly updating statuses is absurd. I never do it on Myspace and I hardly ever do it on Facebook. So why would I want to sign up for a website that's dedicated to only that? Idk, maybe I've just been bored and have felt like trying it out. I'm seeing if I can go a couple more days without signing up because I know it'll be out of my system by the weekend. Or at least one can hope.

How many of you guys use Twitter and what do you think of the concept of the site?

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torn with indecision
Sunday. 11.29.09 3:56 pm
Reality has come back. My weekend is over and everything returns to normal. Everything, this time. Jacob is back to work today. A normality that he's been looking forward to; a normality that needs to happen. The reality that I need to separate myself from him again. With him back at work I will be restricted to seeing him only on weekends. And not even my weekend.

And it bothers me. I've taken far too much advantage of the last two months. And I will be paying for it now. It shouldn't bother me, but it does. Something that'll I'll eventually talk to him about. It will only take one weekend for it to fully set in. This reality that I've not had to live with for the last two months.

We're both going to Seattle. We're not going together. I asked him about it this weekend and he gave me a straight up, honest answer. I will be going to Seattle alone or not at all. Either way, I won't be going with him. If I stay in Vegas, he'll figure out that I'm waiting for him and he'll leave abruptly. I'm torn between how much longer I should stay in Las Vegas. He's talking about staying here for at least another year. I want to spend as much time with him in that year as possible.

I don't know what to do.

I had a very good weekend, but the alternate reality has come to an end. After spending the time over there, I've realized just how much more I hate coming back to this home. The new apartment will be so much better. It won't be with him, but it's the closest I can get.

I need to just take things one day at a time. One day at a time.

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moving ... again
Sunday. 11.22.09 10:26 am
Wow, I didn't realize how long it had been since I had written anything on here.

As you're probably smart enough to understand my title, I'm moving again. My sister and I are getting an apartment together. I'm so glad to be getting out of this hell hole. I hate living on this side of town. It's really not a good part of town. As you might have realized when I blogged about getting my license plates stolen off my car some odd months ago. This new place is run by the same company, but it's in a much nicer area. I'll be moving back into the same zip code as I had when I was living with Jacob. It's farther from my work, but I'm perfectly happy with that. My sister needed something close to her work since she doesn't have a car and I honestly would rather drive on the highway. This gives me the perfect opportunity to do so.

We sign the lease and get our keys on the 19th of December. I don't care that it's the week before Christmas; I didn't plan on getting anyone anything anyway. I'm probably going to start packing next week just to get my stuff prepared for easy moving when the day comes. It'll be so nice being back on that side of town. I'm very happy with this.

Other than that not much has happened in the last week. Thanksgiving is on Thursday. The only day of the year where everyone can stuff their faces with food and not be considered a pig. I'll be spending it with Jacob and his mom again. My sister might be joining us this year, depending on what she wants to do. I'm looking forward to it ... and not just because the mooch loves food, though that's a big chunk of the reason I like that holiday. It's because I'll get a day off work and I'll be spending it with people I love. People I consider family. It's something to look forward to. Besides, for some reason she got a 20lb turkey. . . for three people. There's going to be a lot of left-overs.

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