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NuTangmember since July 15, 2003

Mercedes Lim
09/25/17 - 11/28/08
I love you grandma.
Anberlin - Dismantle.Repair.
"Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more."

"Forgive and forget. That's what they say. It's good advice, but it's not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled, old wombs never heal, and the most we can hope for is that one day we'll be lucky enough to forget."
Something new..
Monday. 6.26.06 11:18 pm
So it rained today! It rained for a couple of minutes along with some strong winds. It was weird, yet all I did was hear it from my window.

I spent most of the day in my room as usual. Both my parents didn't go to work, so there was no need to take my brother to the babysitter. I finally got out of my room to get ready for class. Eh, class was aright. I have a quiz tomorrow and yet I don't know what it's on. We have a take home quiz thing too? So I don't know. Whatever. Agh, I hate how I'm not caring about it. I'm trying?? I don't know. HA, I say I don't know a lot. Yeah...

So yeah after class I went to Target and Ulta with Steph. I bought hair dye, so I'm dying my hair? Haha. Yeah, I'm in the process. It's totally random, but whatever. I don't even know how to dye my hair. It's hard! /= Anywho, I have a whole shit load of school work to get done. Wow, I haven't said that in a long time.. /=

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Lazy Sundays!
Sunday. 6.25.06 10:56 pm
I was expecting to go to church this morning, but my parents never woke up. So it ended up being a stay at home day. I had to help out with laundry.. or more like I was left with the laundry. I spent most of my time in my room. I've been feeling way lazy the whole entire day.

This was the first time my entire family had dinner together at home in a long time. I would always be at work on the weekends and weekdays it's just whatever. I'm in my room a lot.

I think I'm getting a headache by staying in my room. Oh well, NO ONE calls me! Ha, well except for Angela. (= I don't miss having a job at all, but it bites that I have to control my spending habits. It's a bitch having to pay for all my expenses, but I absolutely HATE asking my parents for money. Everytime they want to give me money, I feel guilty for accepting it.. so I don't take it from them. So that just flat out leaves me broke. I think I'm gonna chill a while before I look for a new job. I want to get sick of staying home first. Ha.

So Monday-Wednesdays it's back to class for me. Speaking of class, I have a test on Tuesday. Lame, I think I'm not going to do all that well.. so I should do the extra credit. Ha. The last time I had some type of science class was my junior year in high school and I didn't learn anything in that class because Mr. Fritz was so easily taken advantage of by people in the class. He would try to teach, but get sidetracked and we wouldn't learn anything at all. I spent most of my time sleeping in that class, and when I mean most of the time.. I mean like every single day. No lie.. Anyways, yeah.. I've been having a hard time refreshing my memory with the periodic table and cells or whatever.. I do find it interesting though.

I've come to the conclusion that the reason why I don't put in as much effort in class as I should is because if I do put in all my effort and still fail, I'll feel like a dumbass. Then there would be no way to build my self-esteem back up. And if I do okay with minimal effort, I won't feel so bad? I don't know. Does that even make sense? I used to be the smart kid in elementary and junior high, since high school I feel like I'm in the bottom percentile. I don't know what's wrong with me anymore. I can't be that smart kid that I was once a long time ago. /=

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