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procrastinating!
Thursday. 12.17.09 4:23 pm
I still have a bit of packing left to do; filling up that one empty tote, taking my suitcase and other stuff out of the closet, taking the posters off my wall, etc. I've been planning on doing that all day ... have I even started? Nope. I will once I'm done with this. I think this is the last thing I can do before I've pretty much run out of things to help me procrastinate even longer.

I'll be needing to get plenty of sleep tomorrow night so I'll be awake and energized on Saturday. I plan on going to bed fairly early, probably around the same time I go to bed during the work week, so that I can get up early and still be rested. I should probably go to bed a little early tonight too because I have a bit of running around errands to take care of tomorrow.

I didn't realize that I wasn't very active on here over the last week. Did I even leave any comments? I honestly don't remember. I know I've read a few of the normal blogs that I keep up with, I just don't remember if I left any comments.

I had an embarrassing and slightly traumatizing experience yesterday ... I was at Wendy's and I had to use the bathroom so of course, I go in to use it. Like most fast food joints, it's just the one room. Only one person at a time can use it. I lock the door and sit down to do my business. All of a sudden this lady bursts in. Now, the normal human reaction when you accidentally walk in on someone like that is "oh my god, I'm so sorry!!" and quickly shut the door. Not this lady. No, she just stood there and stared at me for a minute, then got pissed at me and bitched me out for not locking the door. Then she shut the door and walked away. It turns out the lock was broken. I thought it was locked; the deadbolt looked like it had gone into the hole, but obviously not.

I was so bothered by it, I lost my appetite and wanted to just crawl into a corner and cry. You know, it's one thing when someone accidentally walks in on you using the bathroom, but it's a completely other thing when that person stares at you and bitches you out for some shit that wasn't even your fault. She didn't even apologize.

I really hate people sometimes.

Ugh, I already hated using public rest rooms. Now it's even more. I hate it. With a deep passion. Maybe I should start bringing a sign with me. "Occupied. Don't fucking open the door!"

Anywho I don't want to end the entry that way so I'll say one more time how happy I am to be moving into this new place. Only one more day!

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tired and bored
Sunday. 12.13.09 7:33 pm
I don't actually have anything specific I want to write about; I just felt like blogging.

I got some of my stuff packed up. There's not really a whole lot more I can do right at the moment since I only have one more tote and it's being used to support the TV. I'm probably going to finish up everything on Thursday or Friday after work. I'm going to try to get a few boxes from work tomorrow. I don't think I'll need more than one, but having a few extras won't hurt anything.

The only issue that I'm having is that I'll have to get up really early Saturday morning to take apart my bed. Putting it back together really doesn't bother me because then I can just lay down when I'm finished. This isn't as much of an issue as it normally would be because it's for a good reason, but I still don't like waking up to an alarm on my day off.

I'll most likely be finished moving everything before the sun goes down, which is around 4:30pm. I'm not sure how my sister is going to get everything over, especially since she works 12 hours that day, but I'm sure it'll get figured out.

I'm tired, but not. I probably won't have too many issues falling asleep once I lay down, but I'm not tired enough to want to lay down. Oh well. I'm probably going to go to bed after I finish this.

Which I guess is now ... since I'm not coming up with anything else to write about.

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ha, yep, I was expecting this
Saturday. 12.12.09 10:28 am
It's Saturday ... I planned on packing today. Do I want to? Not at all. Maybe I'll get up the motivation to do so later.

I'm a little upset with Wendy's right now. I ordered their $4 Bold Buffalo Wings and didn't get them. I got, instead, their Honey BBQ Wings. The problem? I don't eat BBQ. The sauce messes with my stomach and I feel sick for a day or so. I was pretty disappointed. If that had been the only thing I ordered, I would have gone back and gotten different ones. But I had ordered a sandwich too, so I just ate that and gave the wings to Jacob.

I went to Opportunity Village's Magical Forest last night and I actually had a pretty good time. I didn't ride any of the rides, but being the broke person that I am, I couldn't have even if I wanted to. It was pretty cold out there, but we warmed up a little once we were out in it for a while. Either that or we just became too numb to feel that we were cold. I got some pictures; I'll put them on my computer in a day or so. I probably wouldn't have gone if I hadn't gotten free tickets for participating in the Santa Run.

That, btw, updated their site with the tallied total of people dressed up like Santa ... there was a lot! But not enough to break the world record {12,965} which is held by some town in Ireland.

The issue that I'm having with not getting the wings from Wendy's is that I'm still wanting them. The problem now? I spent all my money on the food last night. I don't have the money for it now. It's lame. Oh well. That's the sacrifice I make in order to pay for all my other bills. I just don't eat.

Okay, I think I'm gonna take a nap before I work up the motivation to start packing.

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waiting it out
Thursday. 12.10.09 5:31 pm
I have one week and one day until I move in to the new apartment. I plan on packing this weekend; I'm going to spread it out between both days. I have so little with me, it could actually all be done in one day. I could always just procrastinate, like I'm known to do, but I know I'm not going to be wanting to pack during the work week and I don't want to be rushed on the 19th.

Right now I'm just waiting it out.

I'm still pissed. I was easily agitated at work today; stupid little things pissed me off. Like the off-loaders getting jackets ... really? I got pissed at that? The trailers are freezing. They're like going into refrigerators so of course it makes sense for the off-loaders to receive jackets. It's probably got to do with the fact that we're getting ours taken away from us. We got jackets because standing by the open docks for hours at a time tends to get cold. Then supposedly people {the coworkers} started bitching that we had jackets and technically jackets aren't allowed in the warehouse {cuz we could steal something by hiding it in the pockets ... even thought the metal detectors we have are as sensitive as the ones at the airports} We're getting fleece jackets instead and, although I'd much rather have one of those, it's the reason behind why we're getting them that pisses me off. That just tells you how inferior contract security is compared to the actual warehouse coworkers {in-house security included.}

Anywho, it's supposed to be colder tonight than it has been all this month. Joy. Don't get me wrong, I do prefer the cold, but its usually helpful when I can stay warm in the cold. I can only layer on so many clothes before it starts to get uncomfortable. I really should go to Wal-Mart and buy some thermals. Maybe with this next paycheck. Right now, however, I have on either one or two shirts {one short sleeve, one long sleeve} a company provided sweatshirt and the company provided jacket. I also just bought gloves to wear. Even with all that on, it still cold. I would love to have a thermometer in the warehouse one day just to see exactly how cold it actually is.

I'm tired. I took a nap earlier, but I'm still tired. Maybe I'll go to bed early again tonight. It seems I've been doing that all week. I usually am laying down around 8pm. This week the latest I've gone to bed was just after 7pm. I don't like going to bed early because I feel like I'm wasting the time. Even though I have nothing to do during that time, I still feel like it's being wasted on sleep. Oh well. I'm just weird like that.

Okay, I think I've ranted enough for the day. Until next time. . .

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I'm a little aggitated
Wednesday. 12.9.09 5:38 pm
I don't actually have a specific reason to be pissed; I just am.

People are pissing me off. I hate how no one seems to have any kind of confidence in me. I say I'm moving and I'm immediately told that "no, there's no way you're leaving. it just won't happen."

Thanks people. Thanks for your support and confidence in my decision. I really fucking appreciate your feedback that I never asked for in the first goddamn place.

As I sit here eating my ramen noodles, I'm thinking about how much I rely on technology. I stopped the habit of watching TV on a constant basis. I hardly even watch shows online anymore. But I can't go anywhere without my phone nor can I even simply turn it off for an hour or more. I could probably go longer without my computer than my phone, but even that would bug me.

I just want to get away from this place. The people here {and when I say that, I mean the people I work with} just get under my skin. They're either lazy, incompetent or just plain, flat out bothersome. Some of them don't know when to shut up. It's a warehouse full of controlling drama.

I'm sick of being tired all the time. It seems no matter how much sleep I get I can never seem to get away from this tiredness.

Fuck. I'm just pissed off. This half-assed rant is pissing me off. I'm just going to finish my noodles and probably head to bed. See if I can sleep. Part of me wishes I hadn't brought and left my Jager at Jacob's.

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I'm not one for cuteness, but this I had to share
Monday. 12.7.09 5:43 pm



btw, if anyone still has ideas on a good horror movie, I'm still open for suggestions. see entry below for more details.

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