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You're unsure if I am a loose end or a strand
that waits for you to mend or understand
A few words
"When we describe the Moon as dead, we are describing the deadness in ourselves. When we find space so hideously void, we are describing our own unbearable emptiness."
~ D.H. Lawrence

"Is the meaning of life defined by its duration? Or does life have a purpose so large that it doesn't have to be prolonged at any cost to preserve its meaning?"

"Living is not good, but living well. The wise man, therefore, lives as well as he should, not as long as he can... He will always think of life in terms of quality not quantity... Dying early or late is of no relevance, dying well or ill is... even if it is true that while there is life there is hope, life is not to be bought at any cost."
~ Seneca

"People will tell you nothing matters, the whole world's about to end soon anyway. Those people are looking at life the wrong way. I mean, things don't need to last forever to be perfect."
~ Daydream Nation

"All Bette's stories have happy endings. That's because she knows where to stop. She's realized the real problem with stories-- if you keep them going long enough, they always end in death."
~ The Sandman: Preludes & Nocturnes

"The road now stretched across open country, and it occurred to me - not by way of protest, not as a symbol, or anything like that, but merely as a novel experience - that since I had disregarded all laws of humanity, I might as well disregard the rules of traffic. So I crossed to the left side of the highway and checked the feeling, and the feeling was good. It was a pleasant diaphragmal melting, with elements of diffused tactility, all this enhanced by the thought that nothing could be nearer to the elimination of basic physical laws than deliberately driving on the wrong site of the road."
~ Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita

"It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend."
~ William Blake
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Saturday, October 29, 2011
"I feel like a galloping cow around you."
-- My boyfriend

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Some sorta mood...
Thursday, October 27, 2011
I got... probably three hours of sleep last night. That's a generous estimate.

Had to down an energy shot so I wouldn't pass out at school today. I couldn't drink the whole thing at once, so I had to take two gulps, and good lord, it was awful. I walked into my class unable to stop grimacing and had to chug some water to wash the taste away.

I'm in kind of a weird mood now. The shot I took was supposedly going to last for eight hours, but I took it about twelve hours ago and I don't feel sleepy yet. -Shrug-

New boyfriend wasn't at school today (or yesterday for that matter), so I was a bit productive and did the homework I've been putting off. I thought it was going to be super fast, but I actually only got two days' worth of notes down before I had to go to class. X| (I have two or three more days of notes to go) -Sigh-

Oh, I'm getting distracted. Back to the weird mood.

I'm in a creepily-hit-on-girls mood. I don't know why. I just want to go up to some attractive female and drag out a few cheesy pickup lines and sleazy winks/nods. Give her a "how YOU doin'? look. I honestly don't know why. It just seems like the right thing to do right now.

In any case, I'd rather feel like hitting on girls in a creepy fashion than be wincing at memories. It's at least amusing instead of painful.

...I wish I had Halloween plans.

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Number withheld
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Apparently I accidentally dialed 911. I don't even know how that happened, but I hung up, and they called back and left a voicemail, saying that I had called them and to call back if it was an emergency, but not bother if it was an accident.

No idea how all that happened...

I went to bed sometime after 10 PM last night, so kind of late considering I get up at 5:30 AM, but still not that bad. Alice texted me around midnight though, and kept texting for half an hour, maybe an hour, so I didn't get much sleep. Consequently, I was falling asleep in my classes today.

Now that I'm home, I still want to sleep. Gotta write a four page piece for Fiction, though. X| -Sigh- I guess I could take a nap, but I wonder if it would mess up my sleep schedule...

I'm having doubts about a lot of things, but I guess I'm always having doubts about everything, so maybe it doesn't matter.

...Y'know what, screw it. I'm going to go take a nap so I don't just pass out from exhaustion at my desk.


I think the tiredness was making me feel awful. Things are better now that I've slept.

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Secrets... [DP]
Monday, October 24, 2011
Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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My relationship, in a nutshell
Saturday, October 22, 2011

Obviously we are not the couple pictured, though.

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Goodness me
Friday, October 21, 2011
Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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Not that I had a bad day today
Thursday, October 20, 2011
But it has become 100000000x better with the discovery of this Tumblr:


A few favorites:


Holding hands

I love...


Oh damn, I almost typed "I THINK THE NEIGHBOR'S KID REALLY DOES HAVE CEREBRAL PALSY!" into an OKC reply instead of my Nutang entry box. Close call!

But yeah I just saw a wheelchair go by through the cracks in the fence.

I seriously thought my parents were just speculating in a weird gossipy way when they said the kid had cerebral palsy. :|


I just wandered into the living room and gave my reflection a thumbs up.


Oh my god, yes, yes times a hundred.

Killer: turn down that dark road.
Rapist: I was planning on it.

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No name, just a number
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
I typed out a whole long entry, then reread bits of it and scrapped it. It came out all wrong.

I feel..... kind of awful right now. Like "I just want to sleep for the rest of my life" awful. I'm so tired.

Spent a long time with Monsieur at school today. And I'm just calling him that because I figure I might as well keep up my silly habit of nicknaming them.

He ditched his class because he wanted to hang out with me instead. X| I feel like my presence is going to wreck his grades or something...

Anyway, the title.

My whole life, as long as I can remember, I've never felt anything could be infinite, limitless. When I was younger I used to think you were born with a set number of laughs, and every time you laughed, it depleted your store.

I still feel that way, maybe not about laughter, but about... other things. It's a little different now, though. Now I just feel like doing something over and over again renders it meaningless. An infinite supply of anything would instantly make it worthless to me.

I feel like I'm just an interchangeable peg that can easily fit into someone's life, but also easily be replaced if needed. Nothing memorable, nothing unique. Nothing special.

Variations on a theme. Remember that?

Break anything down enough, and nothing is special anymore.

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