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Sunday. 4.4.10 4:20 pm
The wind is back. It stopped for a day. And now it's back. Dammit.

Anywho, my weekend was a nice one. I spent all of Friday doing exactly the nothing that I wanted to do. I had a friend over and he surprised me with an Easter basket filled with a bunch of candy that I like. So that was nice.

Jacob came over to hang out Friday night. Technically, since it was after midnight, it was Saturday when I left the apartment so my nothing Friday was still untouched. We went for a drive up the 95 North to just inside Indian Springs and then turned back around. He needed to get out for a little bit and since I like driving, I had no qualms. When we came back to my apartment, we settled in and watched the first few episodes of Castle, Season 1. I'm in love with that show. Seriously, it's amazing.

Saturday morning we slept in {well, he slept in; I was awake at 7:30} then got up around noon and went out to Subway. Came back, watched one more show on the DVD, then he had to leave for work. I hug out for about an hour, playing games on the computer and then decided to nap around 3. I only took an hour nap because I needed to shower before my sister and I went out. Got up, showered then called ma to see if she was home. She'd been bugging me about not seeing my sister and we needed to run the game plan as to what we're going to do when she goes into labor by her anyway.

Once we left ma's, we went back over to Wal-Mart and got some shopping done. We needed the ingredients for pretzel burgers. Very easy to make, cheap and tasty. After that, we had to stop at Albertson's for a few more things and then finally came back home. It was after 9 at this point. I didn't realize we had been out that late, but it wasn't a big deal. It's not like I had to work. My sister cooked dinner, we ate and then I waited patiently for 11 to come.

Jacob came back over after work, hung out for a while. I was so tired, though. I was acting all goofy. He hung out till maybe 3am, then went home. Just after I layed back down, I was pretty much out.

Today has consisted of exactly what I planned for it to consist of: clean out the back seat of my car, shower and do laundry. I never did find my memory card adapter. Oh well. I'd much rather spend time with Jacob and just borrow my sister's.

Overall, it was a good weekend. Simple, but nice. Now to just get the work week out of the way so that I can {hopefully} enjoy next weekend as well.

Happy Easter everyone. Or to quote the-muffin-man "happy zombie jesus day!"

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this is actually kinda nice
Friday. 4.2.10 12:35 pm
What is today going to consist of? Absolutely nothing. And for some reason, that feels kinda nice. Knowing that I have nothing going on and the possibilities are endless. ... Aside from that fact that I'm beyond broke, but still.

This is the first Friday in quite a while where I have absolutely nothing going on. No prior plans, no tentative plans, no possibilities that could happen. No ideas as to anything that could come about. If anything does happen today, it will be entirely and one hundred percent spur of the moment. I can't even think of what might possibly happen today. That's how much nothingness is involved... {does that even make sense? it does to me}

Tomorrow, however, I need to straighten up my room. I don't actually have to clean it; it's fairly clean, but I need to find my memory card adapter so that I can put pictures from my phone to my comp and vice versa. I know it's here somewhere, I just have no idea where. But that is the plan for tomorrow.

Sunday I just have laundry, but otherwise that will be a day of nothingness as well.

Alrighty, I am going to finish up my Steamers meal and the nothingness will begin! Hope everyone enjoys their weekend.

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will it ever end?
Wednesday. 3.31.10 7:09 pm
I hate the wind.

That is all.

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so yesterday
Sunday. 3.28.10 5:11 pm
Yesterday was a good day. It was fairly eventful. I did purchase a new bathing suit; the first one that I've bought since 2004. I didn't even have one last year because the old one had been so worn in that washing it didn't even shrink it back up anymore, so it was disposed of.

I like my new swimsuit. It's much more revealing than anything I would have even ever looked at back six years ago. Hell, even just two years ago, it's not something I would have considered even trying on. But now that I've grown to accept my body and I like the way I look, I look damn sexy in this new swimsuit lol.

I showed it off for Jacob last night and he likes the way it looks. He's probably more happy about the fact that I'm happy with how I look in it. Comfort is the biggest thing.

I kind of got ahead of myself. That was the biggest achievement of the day, though and I'm proud of myself.

Yesterday started early in the morning with me going over to Jacob's around 8am. I hung around his place until 2:30 when he had to go to work. I came home, picked up my sister and we headed over to Target so that I could at least try and find something that I was interested in buying. I wasn't planning on buying a bathing suit yesterday. But when I found the one that I did buy, they only had just the one top in the size that I needed so I bought it; just in case it wasn't there anymore once I did have the money. I suppose it's not that big of a deal. $32 including tax for both pieces. But it's new and it's something I'll be happy wearing for the next few years.

After that we went a few doors down to the Radio Shack that's over in Boca Park to visit with Chris for a little bit. It was at this point I became very thirsty out of nowhere so I reluctantly ended up drinking half of his soda. It tasted horrible, but it was moisture to hold me over until I could get back home.

Once we returned home, I decided to lay down for a nap. I took a longer nap than I had planned, but that's alright. Sleep is necessary.

Jacob came over after work and we went out to see a late movie. I wanted to see How to Train Your Dragon again and since he hadn't seen it yet, that's what movie we ended up seeing. It was just as good the second time and he enjoyed it so that was a plus.

After that we came back to my place and hung out for a bit. He downloaded Zombieland to my computer and we both dozed off while watching it. He didn't leave until after 4:30am.

Overall yesterday was a good day. Something tells me this coming weekend won't be quite the same. But then again, no weekend is ever the same as the last one. It's either better or worse.

Uhm, I don't know when I'll blog again. I suppose it all depends on what happens and what all I have to say.

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ha, yes!
Saturday. 3.27.10 7:34 am
How to Train Your Dragon was a funny movie. I enjoyed it and I'd definitely go see it again. Some people might not like it that much, but I'd still recommend seeing it at least once. It was probably funnier to me because the Night Fury reminds my sister and me soooo much of her cat. The actions and stuff the dragon does are very similar to what her cat likes to do. Including the weird sideways walk when it's about to sneak up on something.

Anywho, last night didn't go as planned, but because we went to the movies I enjoyed myself. If I had stayed home, I would have gotten more pissed with each boring hour that passed and I probably would have ended up going for a drive. So I'm glad I got out.

Today ... who knows what today is going to bring. Hopefully something tasty and enjoyable. Wish me luck. If all goes well, there will be a blog later in the day. If not, the blog will be significantly shorter than if I have a good day.

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plans change. shit happens. life goes on
Saturday. 3.20.10 3:57 pm
I don't know about any of you, but I don't like those three particular phrases. Especially if they all happen to fall in the same sentence.

However, I find myself using them quite a bit lately. It's the quickest way to blow off whatever event just happened to make people leave you alone about the details of why you're no longer doing what you had originally planned.

I've gotten used to one of those particular phrases. Only because I know someone who uses it more often than I do. And because of that, I've sort of accepted it or gotten used to it or something, to the point where I've realized it's the truth and there's nothing I can do about it. Life goes on. It's true. Life stops for no one. Even if you die, everyone else's life that you ever associated with will continue without even so much as a pause. If someone you know dies, your life continues. Your mindset and personal world change, but your life itself moves on.

My plans seem to be more and more tentative lately. Or incredibly spur of the moment. About the only "plan" that stays constant is showing up to work at the same time every day. I'm not saying spur of the moment plans are bad, but I want to be able to make plans in advance and actually look forward to them. Rather than just hope they actually go through. Or having to keep my expectations lowered so that when the plans get canceled or postponed, it's to the point where I don't get too upset by it anymore. I just kind of expect my stuff to get canceled so when it does happen, I'm not disappointed. There was a time when I could make plans with people and it would run smoothly. Only once in a while would my plans get canceled, but they were always made up shortly afterwards. Not anymore. I've lowered my expectations and have started feeling indifferent towards the changes. Sometimes I get really affected by it, but for the most part I just say whatever.

Anywho, sorry. This is kind of a depressing post. But it's how I'm feeling at the moment. And it's been a while since my last post.

Quick side note, though. Last night wasn't too bad. My sister and I went out to the Fashion Show Mall. It's pretty confusing since there's like 4 different places under the mall to park and the levels of the mall aren't all even with each other. But it was alright. Since it's on the Strip, though, I don't plan on going there very often.

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