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.*. Me and Erika .*.
- A.D.I.A.S. -
Only see, somehow it always seems that I'm learnin' or
something I can never be
It dosen't matter to me, 'cause I will always be that pimp I see
in all my fantasies

I don't know your fucking name.
So what? Let's fuck...

Screaming to be the only way that I can truly be free
from my fucked up real life
so I dream and stroke it harder, 'cause its so fun to see my
face staring back at me
.*. Marcy and Me .*.
.*. Me and Tara .*.
Now you pissed me off...
Thursday. 2.10.05 1:40 pm
NO ONE is gonna tell me what to do or how to live my life. No one is gonna tell me what is good for me and whats not. Espically when its something that deals with my decision and no one elses. You've been a bitch since ive talked to you this year... and i finally got fed up with it today. To a point when you bring up his name.. and make me cry over it.. you dont understand the way i feel and you never will. Im not the kind of person to just hurt somebodys feelings. Look at the way you yelled at zack today in the hallway for touching martys watch. Marcy was gonna let him touch it and you butted in into something that was totally none of your business.. and you bitched about it. You yelled at him... no wonder why he called you a bitch. Then cheryl was trying to tell me a story and you kept on talking.. and when you politely told you to "shh".. you freaked out again. The situation i am in is my decison .. so stay out of it. And dont you dare ever underestimate me. And when you thought i was talking about greg today and you just jumped in again and said "why the fuck do u obsess over him when you guys are nothing more than friends?!" Well gee heather, thanks for making me feel like shit then. I dont give a shit about him anyway. And you didnt have to say something like that in front of the whole table.. its not like everyone likes you. From what i know, everyone thinks your damn annoying. Soon enough, your gonna say something and not have enough story to cover your back. So do me a favor.. stop being a bitch and stay out of peoples business. Its annoying.

Sorry everyone for being in a bad mood. I love yah all so much!! Just one of those days today...

<3 ~c.r.h~ <3

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Still home...
Wednesday. 2.9.05 5:47 pm
still sick... but getting better. I'll definaly be in school tomorrow.

I miss him. I miss him so much. I cant wait until we can be together. And i hope he knows that... and i hope he feels the same way... because being with him is all ive ever wanted for years. I love you so much.

Anyway.. volleyball tomorrow :) Travis, Kelsey, Marcy and I hangin out after school. I love those people!

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I didnt go to school today
Tuesday. 2.8.05 4:57 pm
because im sick. Last night i felt a cold coming on... but it was only a stuffy nose... so i didnt think anything of it. Until i couldnt sleep last night. At all. It felt like someone stabbed me in the left side of my head.. by far the worst head ache ive ever had. So i stayed home today.. slept on the couch.. grandpa bought me ice cream for my throat and mom doctored me. lol they're so nice to me when im sick. I still have a head ache now.. but my parents arent home.. so i thought id get back on the computer before my mom came back with the movie that ive wanted since i saw it at the movies. Yep, the Notebook came out today. :)

Last night, i went with marcy, pat, and val to the "mall"... but we didnt quite make it there. First we went to Friendlies. Which i love... but i will never go to that one again. Me marcy and val got steak... me and marcy wanted ours medium well.. and they might as well just gave us a raw piece of meat.. it was horrible. And val asked hers to be very very well done... and it was still all red. And pat ordered this one thing.. and it had this huge piece of hair in it.. and his steak was nasty. lol so we complained.. got a discount... we were in that freaking resturant for 3 hours... and the mall was closed by then. So we just went into the wal mart so marcy could get her purse.... it was a long night...

well, i guess im gonna go.. mom should be home soon. lata

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People can truely be f***ed up!
Monday. 2.7.05 3:39 pm
well to start it off, this morning heather tells me that Zacks mom told her mom and kimble's mom that me and zack were having sex! haha yeah its a bunch of crap. First of all, how would she kno? And second of all, why the hell would she bring it up? I was so mad when she told me that this morning... and im definaly not going to his house for a long time.. thats just messed up. I swear people just simply wanna ruin my life... and give me a bad reputation. idiots.

Secondly, HE found a note in his locker... kinda a love note i guess... and he blamed it on me. Theres another idiot for yah. I guess he kept on saying "i told her i only wanted to be her friend.. i sat her down twice and told her that!"... but excuse me hunni... but who was the one who said "if i had the chance, id do it again" or.... "wanna hang out?" ... im not that stupid... if i went to "hang out" with you... you kno what would of happened... thats why i didnt go... I DIDNT WANNA MAKE THAT MISTAKE AGAIN!!! I dont care bout you like i did before.. so get the fuck over it. I got better things in life... either if i already have it.. or if its still in my future. You're nothing but a fucking IDIOT.

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this weekend....
Monday. 2.7.05 1:59 pm
This weekend was a blast! haha Well... marty, shauntel, zack, melinda, heather, and I all went to Marcys house for a "party".. we played spoons... watched movies... drank some alchololic beverages (dont worry, not enought to even give me a buzz), and we finally didnt go to bed til 5 am. I think i would of went to bed sooner but i had the worst back pain in the world. Ive had it bad in my life, but i swear , that was the worse it has ever gotten in my life. I just wish i had a normal spine like everyone else. :(. lol. Well, after we all went to bed at 5... people were already trying to wake me up at 8! Yeah, and they wondered why i was in such a bad mood. I was all day. My back still hurt.. and i really didnt feel like doing anything. So when marty, heather, and zack got this idea to go "sledding" about 2 miles away.. i wasnt up for it. And neither was melinda or marcy. So after heather bitched at us for being "lazy" and "no fun" ... they left and we all just hung out at the house. It was so much better after they left... haha i love them... but friends can just piss you off after a while.

Marcy, Melinda, and I took shauntel to radio shack to meet her mom. haha that ride home was so much fun. We cranked up music on the radio and screamed at the top of our lungs. lol... we left all the drama back at the house.

Then, me and Melinda stayed at the house all by ourselves while the rents went out for chinese and marcy took marty, zack and heather home. We babysat morgan... and i washed the dishes and cleaned up the house while they were gone. Then marcy got back and we played with the baby. We got some good footage of her on the camera. haha so cute. I hope my baby looks like her :). We watched "how to lose a guy in 10 days" .. yeah, i watched it again. lol its my fav. ;). Then by the time we knew it, the family was home and Marcys dad gave us 20 dolars for watching the kid and cleaning up the house while they were gone. So for supper (9:00pm) we went to mcdonalds. lol that was funny. And on the way home "Baby got back" was on the radio... omg you should of seen marcy and i there in the front seat of her car. lol i havent had that much fun dancing in a car in my whole life.. but hey, what are friends for?!

Anyway... got home at 10.. went to bed.

Woke up Sunday morning... put on my jersey.... ate chili for lunch with my uncle luke, mom, dad, cousin josh, aunt penny, and grandpa. We watched "Man on Fire" (which is a really good movie, i HIGHLY reccoment it) and then the superbowl was on. lol me and my cousin really get into it. We were goin for the eagles when my dad was the ony patriots fan in the house. WAY TOO MANY TUNROVERS IN THAT DAMN GAME! lol i was so mad at mcnabb. At half time, i got in the shower.. since i figured the half time show would be really stupid.. which i heard it was.... got on the computer for a while and continued watching the game. Though the eagles only lost by a field goal, i was very disappointed. haha but yah know, maybe the REDSKINS have it next year. haha hey now, dont pick on me, you never know! My mom took the aunt and cousin home and when she got back.. i went upstairs in my room... listened to music... read a few chapters in my book... i was knocked out by midnight.

Well, that was my weekend. Not too shabby, huh? Hope you had a good one! :)

8th period is all over now... maybe ill talk to yall' tonight! ADIOS!

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my wedding song... now whos the lucky guy?
Thursday. 2.3.05 8:40 pm

I guess the time was right for us to say
We'd take our time and live our lives together day by day
We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true
With love that we can share

With you I never wonder - Will you be there for me
With you I never wonder - You're the right one for me

I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart, I finally found the love of a lifetime

With every kiss our love is like brand-new
And every star up in the sky was made for me and you
Still we both know that the road is long
(But) We know that we will be together
Because our love is strong


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Sexy huh?
*Me and Shauntel*
-Everybody Hurts-

When the day is long and the night
The night is yours alone,
When you’re sure you’ve had enough of this life
Well hang on
Don’t let yourself go, everybody cries
And everybody hurts sometimes.
*Erika Amy and Me*
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