I can feel it. Building up inside of me. A kind of aggression, but good for you. Taking control. "It's my life!" he cried. "Take that!" Finally able to do what had always been planned, then sacrificed, now alive again.

Snowballing. I don't mean the process of squishing soft wet snow between your gloved fingers forming finger-printed lumps of snow. I mean...the accumulation, the slipping and sliding of things going too fast, snatching more kisses than there are left in the Hershey's bag because they're just too good and you know soon there will be none left and you can't decide if that is a good or bad thing and you keep taking them anyway because they're so good, too good to be bad so you keep eating it anyway. This accumulation just keeps going and you see the bottom of the bag but isn't empty yet and you don't know when it will be.

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Ketchup:

- Bought my first pair of boots! (Aerosole Infamous, black leather, on sale at Macy's ♥)
- I cannot believe classes are starting next week. Damn it! Where did the time go? I know, WORKING. asdfjkl;
- I'm getting pretty serious about Law School. A lot of prep. And I'm a lower freshman. Good or bad thing?
-Rebuilding of self-confidence, sense of self/identity, self-growth, and will to live is going quite well! I have come far since my days of depression. Yes, it is the first time I have mentioned it. Correct me if I am wrong?

Oops, laptop running out of battery. Toodles~

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After much writer's block, I wrote something. I had been avoiding the topic for a long time. I wrote about it in my personal statement to get into the program, but they were adamantly against discussing our previous statements. Which of course ended up making me very wishy washy about writing about that topic again. And...other stuff. Anyway, I wrote it and got second place. Whatever. How the hell am I supposed to compete with a girl who has a schizophrenic mother?

Blah. At work. I haven't had lunch and I still need to work. =(

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when it's not even an actual semester/class? we're not being graded on this. this is really just for us. but i feel like it hasn't really helped me much. >.>

ok, i have to write my final law school personal statement tonight. it's 10:31 pm and i'm officially gonna start working on it now. i still have writer's block. i'm STUCK. and i gotta give it in tomorrow. *sigh* the program's faculty will be reading it...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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I'm currently attending a week-long program called a Pre-Law Boot Camp. Today is the first day and tonight's assignment is to draft a personal statement for law school.

I don't really have a reason for going. Beyond that my skills fit. And that I kinda like to argue... Now how do I write a compelling, not run-of-the-mill personal statement? Needless to say, but here I am saying it, I'm stuck. It's due tomorrow 9am. I'm in the computer lab bc my internet is being flaky again. School closes in an hour? Less than that? I need to pretty much get it done before then.

Help.

I doubt any of you will read or respond in time. Sigh.

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This on-and-off-again thing with my internet is making me dotty. ROAR. Die, your flakiness, die. Enough of that.

Hear ye, hear ye. I have published a new poem in the reading room. Have at it if you wish.

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Why, it's almost 2010. Ulp, it's tomorrow. 0.0 And I'm not doing anything particularly fun tonight...hmm...

I would love to party somewhere. New Year's Resolutions? I don't have any.

Not that I can think of at this moment anyway. All I really know is I'm hungry and it's randomjunk's fault that I'm craving pizza right now.

Should I call for delivery? But my office is like out in the middle of nowhere.

They won't know where to deliver to...

Maybe I'll just walk up to Pizza Hut, order, wait fifteen minutes like the sign says to, then berate them for not calling me to pick up my order. As is what usually happens when I go there.

HAPPY 2010, MY FELLOW 'TANGERS

Peace.

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4:13pm - Yum Pizza. Jish pissha ish vewwy gudt. *thumb's up*

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"You know...once a girl turns twenty, it's a short ride to the big three-oh (30)."
I'm 19. Thanks, mom!

@thaitanic: =3 or :3 is an Asian thing, I suppose. It's the mouth being pursed or flattened and curved on the side. Like try to make that face, you'll kinda get what I mean. Japanese girls do it to look cute. I do it kinda as a shrug...=P

Based upon ikimashokie's advice, I have decided to use PortableApps. I don't know if I'm gonna delete U3 though...should I? Hmm...

No internet for a few days until today. Should I download PortableApps, watch BBC's Cranford online or catch up on Off Pedder?

Status: Sick
Listening to: Maerong Radio

Plugs: thaitanic, ikimashokie

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