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another week of uneventfulness
Sunday. 9.26.10 1:52 pm
After talking to Jacob for a bit, diving into my book and sleeping, I am feeling better than I did on Friday. I just kind of had to take it for what it was and deal with it. I got out of the house yesterday, ran some errands and actually ate a "healthier" meal. I got a 6" Sweet Onion Chicken Teriyaki sandwich from Subway. I added cucumbers, tomatoes and banana peppers. It's a much healthier choice than the stuff I'd been eating recently. Now I just need to motivate myself to go out in the 102 degree heat and walk for a mile or so. Eating healthier is easy. It's finding the motivation to go out in the heat that's hard.

That's why Seattle will be a much better environment. It'll be nice all the time so I'll want to go outside more often. That and Jacob and I plan on taking walks a few times a week. I just want to lose the weight before I get up to WA so that I'll be able to maintain it once I'm there. We'll see what happens. Maybe I'll get lucky and it'll start cooling off a little in the next week. Don't see that happening, though.

I don't really have much else to say. Until Jacob actually finds a job, it's just a sit-back-and-wait situation. Once he gets hired, then I'll have more to talk about because I'll be doing stuff to prepare for when he comes back down to get me. So ... keep your fingers crossed, guys, that he gets something soon. I don't want to write a blog about murdering someone because I've lost my patience or that I'm being hauled away to a loony bin from losing my sanity.

Until next time NuTang ...

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I can't stand it here anymore
Friday. 9.24.10 6:28 pm
So this weekend was supposed to be a good weekend and now it's all gone to shit. Jacob's mom and grandmother were going to be out of town for the whole weekend and I was finally going to have some peace and quiet and alone time. But then I get a phone call from his mom saying that they forgot something so they were just going to come back. That they were already on their way back.

Fuck!

I seriously started crying. I'm so pissed off right now. I need some time to myself. I can't deal with having to be present all the time. I want to be able to sleep whenever I want and not have to worry about being interrupted or questioned on why I'm so tired. I want to be able to eat when I'm hungry without having to worry if I'm going to spoil dinner, even though I never know when dinner is ever going to be. I just need a couple days to myself! Apparently that's too much to ask.

I'm already going out of my mind. It's only been two weeks. And I still have about two or three weeks left ... depending.

I just want to leave. I want to get away. I want to be left alone. I want to hole myself up in my room and ignore any calls that aren't Jacob. I want my privacy back. I can't stand it here anymore.

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one week down, a few more to go
Saturday. 9.18.10 12:03 pm
So Jacob has been gone for a week ... it feels like it's been so much longer than that. I seriously can't wait until the time comes for me to go up there. It's still not going to be for a few more weeks; I'll most likely be leaving mid-October. The dates are tentative, just simply because he hasn't gotten a job yet, but since it's still a few weeks away we'll be standing by those dates unless something changes.

My job is getting worse and worse by the day. Probably because I'm so close to leaving, the little things that were already getting to me are getting to me even more. I just have to keep telling myself to get through one day at a time and soon enough it'll be time for him to fly back out to get me.

His mom is driving me crazy. I think she misses him more than she's letting on and it's driving me nuts. I don't mind spending time with her, but I also want to do my own thing. The fact that we pretty much work the same schedule means that we're home at the same times and we're both off on the weekends. I seriously wish I could have gotten this lucky with Jacob. It would have been great to have almost the same schedule as him, but unfortunately it didn't work out that way. Hopefully in WA I'll be able to get a job and work my schedule around what his already is.

Anywho, I just wanted to give a quick update. I've made it through a week. And even though the dates for when I'm quitting and leaving NV are not set in stone yet, it's nice to have an estimated time as to when this will all be happening.

Till next time NuTang...

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I can't wait
Sunday. 9.12.10 1:46 pm
So Jacob left for Washington very, very early Saturday morning; like around 2am. Yesterday was the hardest day to get through. Today is a little better and the fact that he's almost there comforts me. I'll feel a little better once I know that he's getting settled in and is looking for work. We'll be talking to each other every day, but the one phone call I receive from him telling me to put in my two week notice will be the best phone call ever. I seriously can't wait until I'm up there with him. I have to be patient, though. I can't expect him to find work in the first couple days. That's what we're both hoping for, especially since he's got a few highly potential offerings, but we have to be realistic. Still, though, I can't wait till he flies back down and we're driving my car up there. Even though we won't be able to do much sight seeing on the way up, I'm still looking forward to the drive up there with him. It'll be the first time that the two of us has gone on any kind of lengthy drive. I don't count the five hour drive to Disneyland because someone else was in the car with us. This time it'll just be the two of us.

Anywho, I added three new pictures to my gallery. {don't ask me why the pictures are so big ... I'm not sure how to fix them} It's pictures of myself, my fiancé and me and my engagement ring. They're the most recent I have and I'll probably be adding more once we're on the road, so in about a month or so. You can view them here. I want to buy a camera before I head up there so I can use something that's better than the camera on my phone. Perhaps Best Buy will have a sale on cameras within the next month.

Alrighty, I just wanted to give an update. I'm not making any promises, but I might be updating a little more during the next month just simply because I'll be bored out of my mind just waiting for the time to come for me to leave the desert.

Till next time NuTang. . .

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I have to tell someone ...
Wednesday. 9.8.10 7:49 pm
Jacob bought me a ring! We had been talking about it for a little while and decided on something a bit cheaper than your typical engagement ring. We might or might not look at actual "engagement" rings later on, like ones with a full carat diamond or more, but for now I like what I picked out.

This is what it looks like. I think it's very pretty. With it's petite size, it doesn't overpower my small fingers.

I pick it up tomorrow. I would have it now, but I needed to have it sized down a half size. I didn't want to take the risk of buying it as-is an have it slide off my finger. I can't wait to have it on my finger.

I haven't told anyone yet and it was starting to get to me. So I figured I'd share with all my NuTang friends. I probably won't tell anyone at work, right away at least, just to see how many people notice the new, shiny ring on my finger. Since it won't be ready until tomorrow evening, I won't be wearing it to work until Friday, but still. A day is enough for at least some people to notice. Especially since I have a habit of keeping my hands up by my face.

I can't wait!

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new shift
Tuesday. 8.24.10 7:33 pm
I'm working different hours at work now. Instead of waking up at 1:30am to be at work by 3:00am, I don't have to wake up until 5:00am to be at work by 6:30am. I'm working an actual day shift: 6:30am - 3:00pm. It makes the day go by a little faster and I'm actually able to sleep at night instead of going to bed at the weird hour of 8:00pm. The only unfortunate thing is that I don't see Jacob during the day anymore. We only see each other between the time he gets home from work and the time I go to work. It's nice being able to actually sleep with him, though.

Anywho, I exercised twice since I wrote up my last entry and haven't done it since. Oh well. I'm sure I'll pick it up sooner or later. It's kind of hard when the Wii is hooked up to the only TV that we have in the house. I don't always like having an audience when I'm exercising and with someone almost always in the house, it causes an issue when it comes to me being comfortable exercising. We'll probably just buy a Wii once we're settled in WA.

Okay, I'm going to get comfortable and finish up 4th of July. Tomorrow I'll be starting 5th Horseman.

Till next time NuTang ...

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