hmm was readin my fren's fren's blog (lol i got a lot of time rite?).. she look so young, but she's actually married. omg, i only found out after readin de bottom entries..she sorta made me tink of de fun time i had during my sec sch daes. time passes wifout u noeing it.

Part 1
de dae wen i got my PSLE result..my families had real high hopes on me. esp my dad. my expectation was quite high too. cos its reali troublesome to go thru all de appealing n tying string stuffs jus to get into a gd sch.. i wen to sch, feelin nervous n excited. had 2 reali gd pal bk den (now also!), ying yun and xintian- she's reali swt in heart!

i c it as a fate, to b able to get to noe yy. cos she's somehow connected to my family. like erm, my aunt n her mum actually noes each other..kinda close ones. i treat her like my sis. n despite being in a diff sch fr yy, we kept real close contact n my first bf was introduced by her. lolx. she's now in aussie pursuing her dream course (u hav my wishes, sis).

as for xt, i knew her wen i move to my old hse at Eunos.. she moved into de same blk like few mths ltr..mine was de 12th storey, n hers de 6th. guess it was fated ba. she also transferred sch to Maha Bodhi, and we even had de same tuition teacher! her mum's reali nice. sometimes after sch, i'll jus pop by her hse n play wif her sis. heh she has 2 sis. very swt n pretty too. n they're darn intelligent. her mum's a housewife, n she nv fails to pick xintian n i up fr sch n tuition. unbelievable? but its true!

sad u mite sae, de dae tt i got my PSLE result mark de dae tt we entered diff se sch. i stil rem de stare my form teacher gave me wen she gave me de result slip. i scored a pathetic 204.. yes, 3As and1D. barely met de passing mark. unlike me, xintian was one of de top students. principal congratulated her on stage, n i felt hapi for her. she's reali bright. :) we left for diff sec sch..i got into MJR, and she wen to Dunman High. I was depressed for a moment. de '204' made me fearful of wad de future is gonna b like for me.

Part 2
i told myself not to giv up despite getting into a sch which is so well known for de most ah-bengs and ah-lians. i was afraid of mixing wif de wrong company. reali. thank god, i gt into de best class, so my parents werent too worried bout me turning bad. i manage to achieve some scholarship, which appease my parents. they felt 'safer'. well, i had both happiness n sorrow in MJR. both gd n bad.

i met nice pple such as May, Ro, Joyce, Lihe, JS, Julia, Cindy, CJ.. and i grow..and learn from dem.. we dread all de morning assembly (cos we had to read storybooks and newspapers!) but we manage to survive it de 4 yrs..lolx. n some of us r always so frighten of de discpline mistress! lolx.. i noe i was scared. wahah... scared tt she will catch my hair for being too long..belt too tight..skirt too short..blah blah..i rem i always try to run wenever i see her..lolx.

Sec 3 marks our streaming yr..im glad we pursued wad we wanted. May, Ro, CJ, Joyce, Lihe, JS and me got into de triple science stream, and cindy got into de Sub-science stream. not tt she wasnt capable of getting to de same class wif us, but rather, due to de fact tt she was more interested in Arts. nevertheless, our frenship remian strong. we met different kind of teachers..yes, reali different kind. de gd and de bad.

pigs, rem Mr Sreeni? lolx..we dislike him so much wen he taught us Physics..but eventually, he turn out to be so patient wif us and we survived. :) also Mr Naufal? he was de hot teacher in MJR! lolx..taugh us Biology..a subject which i nv seem to understand until now. hah all de chim terms.. de plant and de animals..omg. he resembles a father to us, jus tt he is younger. lolx. we wen for his wedding 2 yrs bk, i hope he's doin fine man. :) not forgetting Mrs Lim, someone whom we associate wif de word "lor-soh" cos she nv fails to repeat n repeat even wen we all understand already.. its for our own gd, but sometimes it can b a pain to de ear. i earn my distinctions in my 2 Maths to her. cheers :)

Part 3
come Sec 4, we became tense up. cos of de O Levels. yes, another major exam. everyone was chiong-ing and de mood was so stressed. Ro, Joyce and i often met up at Marine Parade's lib to study togeda. de daes whr we'll often sneak out of de lib to de mama shop n pinch on snacks den get bk to our books. oh my, how i miss tt. de study grp tt we form.. often stayin bk in sch to revise togeda.. de PIGS! i miss u all so much!

everyone made it for de 'O's! de stressful months were over. yeah finally over. de dae de result was released.. i din even realise my father actually came to my sch, until joyce told me " eh jac, ur father is here!" lolx.. my always-there-for-me father was worried for my english, thus being concern, he decided to came over. i survived! i gt a B3 for English and a total of 12 pts. :) had a dinner celebration wif my family tt nite. all felt so gd. :) de pigs did well too, and we had our own plans in gg either de JC or Poly.

Lihe, Ro, CJ and Cindy entered de JC life..while Joyce, May and i chose de Poly route..and our lucky JS brought herself to Aussie! lolx..so xing fu rite? hope she's doing well there! must jiayou wor :)

Shatec was actually on my mind, but parent wanted me to get a Diploma, so yea, i decided to get a Diploma in Biz Admin in SP.

Part 4
Over de 6mths whr i cld choose to slack at home..i chose to work instead. wahaha.. i gt myself a work as a promoter for Osh Kosh B Gosh (baby clothes) thru my 'sis', Yy.. and i reali thank her for tt. i like de exp. i love interacting wif customer. there's definitely some demanding and unreasonable customers, but de nice ones reali bring joy. wads more, i got to mit babies! lolx.. it was so crowded during de CNY period and i met so many cute chubby babies! i even wore shoes for dem.haha..sounds childish but i was reali hapi. at least i look forward to workin ya? cos i had to sacrifice my wk ends.. :P

got myself another job in March. was suppose to do some admin stuff in IRAS -- i met my darling viv! lolx..started off as strangers but now my darling, a very close gf. we clicked very well i must sae. we stayed pretty near each other too. work will nv b fun if she absent herself from work! we mit everyday to go to work togeda. had breakfast togeda. de usual BK-ing at Novena Square. I'll buy my croissant, and she purchase de finger toast sth..haha. memories man.

met cool pple there too like Ray, terence, Ismail, Kennie.. de funky grp tt spice up our life. de normal crapping n bitching session. haha guys do bitch too ok! either de usual Kopitiam, or packing away and sitting at de benches at de 5th floor. we also delcared ourself de toilet break and smokin break. lolx. of cuz we arent bad employees la. also got do our own work de. even making decision such as whether to tk half-days or full dae, viv nv fails to acc me! haha. we always end up gg out after work. buahah...had a reali gd team leader, Mrs Kamizah. she's sooo motherly! she always cover up for us wen ever we do wrong things, n she even buy snacks for us! how to find such a nice boss? i miss her loads!

Part 5
many mths pass and we said gdbyes to pursue wad we wanted in de diff Polys we chose. i met nice bunch of pple again. everyone of 1B21 :) it took time to noe each other, interact wif one another, but i nv regret noeing all of dem. each had their own flair of gd n bad. distinct personality n traits tt identify dem. usual hangouts were wif Pl, Jen, Sel and Brid. i definitely enjoyed my Yr1 life cos of their presence.

we managed to get into de Mktg stream. its actually not wad i reali reali wanted. i tink i wld prefer to have Tourism. but well, i dun regret tho. if nt i wun hav de chance to mit another bunch of gr8 frenz. i got to noe Yw, Sk, Doris n Suria. my usual lunch kakis. they were categorised as de quiet bunch, but heh everyone has a different side huh? they can actually b very bubbly too. tokin to dem made me see a diff side of life too. they constantly gave me advices n views bout diff stuff, which i nv ever tout of. de fun times we had. even wen doin projects! lolx. there's definitely disagreements, but all wen well. yeah :)

de guys in de class aint tt bad too! they showed their own persoanlity n characteristics in diff circumstances. u can see hu r de more spontaneous ones, playful ones, helpful ones. blah blah. all i can sae is, i nv regretted noeing anyone of dem! even if i only had 1 or 2 conversation wif u b4, it doesnt mean tt i dun treasure u ! sometimes its hard to express, but i treasure all my frenz. and i thank god for letting me mit someone like u. :)

Part 6
Yr2 wen we had to go for ITP (Industrial Training Prog).. i was kinda reluctant cos i was posted to some ooh lu company, and im ALONE! yes, alone! others had company..at least from other classes. but not for me. mayb u dunno tt im actually shy? buahahha...reali la, im shy. lolx.

adapting to de pple at my workplace was kinda tough..majority were of teennage age, which was gd in a wae. but de fact tt they were all in their own grps/click, made me feel kinda left out. i din noe hu to join. n i worry tt they mite nt b able to 'accept' me. de first few wks was depressing.. worst stil, some actually tout i was having some secret affair wif de manager. lolx! i din noe hu to hav lunch wif.. n i saw some 'true faces' of some pple. de usual hypocrites. back stabbers. blah blah. de ugly reality. yes, UGLY.

thankfully, de manager assigned me to b de receptionist (for de time being) n tis gave me de opportunity to communicate to pratically like everyone! being de 'first person tt everyone sees', i force myself to put on a smile despite my mood. slowly, i gt no noe pple like Steph, Gina, Sharon. they r sooo crappy! omg, they r de typical jokers! due to some politics in de company..they left not long ltr. *sob sob* imagine how sad i was!

yeah, i got to noe babe and pl, followed by zy, dennis and sammie. zy n dennis were like de only 2 straight guys in de co. lolx. they r so fun to tok to. i miss chilling out wif dem. at our usual Starbucks @ Wheelock. :) lol n i nv forget de time zy n dennis brought us to Wala-Wala @ Holland V, and we even wen bk to play pool at Orchard until 3 plus in de morn! buahaha...memorable huh?

rem our toilet-cum-smoke breaks? lolx. often caught by M***! lolx..no one was scared of her actually. cos she's not a gd role model at all. she order ppl to do stuff, n de next min, u c her chatting away wif her usual kakis. her rank aint high anywae. :(

its bcos of dem, tt i manage to survive my 2 mths attachment! thank u ppl! everyone seem so busy wif their activities. haf only been contacting babe n pl. tho ive not been catching up wif fiona, huimin, steph, zy etc. ur arent forgotten k? quick tag me, tel me wen ur free! we shall continue our bitching session. lolx. :)

Part 7
now tt im in de last yr of my Poly..i forsee some goodbyes soon..its part n parcel of life yah? to everyone hu has step into my life, at de different phases, each of u had a gr8 impact on me (in a positive way), and i hope all of u r doing fine! even the-once-strangers i met on friendster, i hope u all r doin well too. u nv noe wen we'll cross each other's path yah? thanx to de guy hu send me tis msg too. "u hav a reali nice smile. dun frown bcos u nv noe wen someone is falling in love wif ur smile.." i appreciate it.

P.S i dunno y i had an urge to write tis entry. i noe its bloody long. suddenly felt like writing. heh. sorry ar! but im glad u made it to de end of my entry!

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Saturday

had de usual breakfast wif parents. hmm. had a short tok bout my future. hah. told father bout my shatec plan. i hope all goes well. i send an email to enquire bout their programme, but they hav yet to reply me. :( lolx, father actually ask me to join de airline..buahah...can u picture me being an air stewardess? no rite? wahahha. he told me to giv it a try..haha den i told him i hear a lot of comments bout pple beiing super duper materialistic after entering their line. bleah.

suddenly tok bout r/s and my mum actually told me bout SDU! omg. my mum tellin me tt! lolz. not tt i c it as in insult la, but stil long lor, i nv tink so far, my mum already suggest tt to me! wahahah...anyone wans me? buahaha...jokes. i gonna concentrate on my work n study first. hu noes im fated to b a nun? lolx..

got home, studied a bit of my CM. shitty module. interesting, but very theoretical. not nice! din visit de sauna today. mum had tis $50 voucher so we wen out for lunch. gee im such a pig. i go out wen there's food. lolx.

took some pics b4 going out..haha..haven been out wif frenz, so de pics all my face! lolx..

wore tis top from Mhposis...


hmm my hair looks so wet and messy..


lookin at de mirror like some bai chi..lolx..


hah de books behind r my revision materials! messy means got study! whahaha...


my smile looks so fake..




omg, i tink my cheeks become very fat liao..n my teeth looks like bugs bunny...argh!


headed to PS's Lau Beijing..i din noe its so famous, there were big crowds man. we settled for a few dishes. yummy ones of cuz. wan to c? lolx..long time nv post food pic liao..so here they are..

de xiao long pau..damn nice! better than geylang's one!


de guo-tie..similar to dumpling ba..too many for 3 pple..zzz


fried toufu! tis is de nicest to me! de top is some sprinkle of seaweed! dun reali look nice, but de taste is marvellous!


de beijing duck! not bad also!


alamak..guess mum was sooo excited bout redeeming her $50 voucher (from credit card), she actually brought de wrong one! omg. so paiseh. prob of havin too many stuffs in ya wallet? bleah. so end up..had to pay de full bill..sorta defeat de purpose. den mummy said "nvm lor, tis means tt we got another reason to cum here again" lolx.. -.-"

had to digest our food, so hanged ard PS..haha. im soo happie, i bought clothes again! haha..saw tis top from Marks & Spencer, was like de ideal top i was hopping to get. lolx. so i got tt. bought 2 tops from S & K too. mum bought a jacket for bro.. not a bad deal, cos it was on 30%. lolx. wen into John Little, den i saw their counter..omg, u noe wad is written on de screen? Its: "Dun forget to smile" I dunno y, but i tout its a bit comical lor..

walk pass Giordano n i couldnt tk my eyes off tis bubbly peachy colour. bleah. its a racerback tt i bought. new colour in my wardrobe! keke.. did some grocery shopping at Carrefour.. buahah my father is always so into sales esp for grocery stuffs. de apples were selling like 7 for 2 bucks..den he gt so excited over it. lolx. *cute* den headed home after tt wif all de shopping bags..lolx..

had a light dinner due to de heavy lunch..watch my usual 7pm Channel U show.. was suppose to finish my CM revision..but errr, i failed. lolx. was online til kinda late..den wen to bed..lolx. there goes my study time.. -.-"

Sunday
was so lazy, but i wen for breakfast wif parents again. got kinda worried cos i stil had many chps. plus i haven touch my MC and EM. lazy rite?! lolx.

made myself study all de wae to late noon..wa lau, sian. i tink i studied de most today. other daes very unproductive. manage to complete my CM rev and touch on MC a little. shall read thru EM tml ba..so many chps, i wanna faint liao. i took a reali short nap - 45 mins. lolx. cant afford to slp like 2 over hrs liao..i tink i sorta waste sometime for slping..tho it helps in regaining energy..

gonna hav CM paper at 9 tml..sian..saw de past yr papers..wa lau, de questions r like all 10marks each one.. grrr...sigh.

at nite.. took a glance at my bro playin his current addicted game - Maple Story. lolx. seems like many pple playin tt now. looks kinda bo liao to me. oops. sry if i offended any1. wahah...

gotta go slp liao.. nites pple!

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grr im reali lazy to blog. i shall jus post some pics. k? was lookin at my bro's blog..den i saw some damn funny pics..i tink he was kena sabo-ed to perform as a dwarf..omg, is tt my brother, i was wonderin? now i noe de reason behind y his frenz call him a dwarf..dun wan to post tt pic..ur can c fr his blog. lolx..

was lookin thru at old albums n decided to post some pics here..haha

tis pic is taken few yrs bk @ japan..de mt fuji.. is it reali damn beautiful? they sae die die must c one..i rem it was freakin cold!!



woohoo! took my fav winnie de pooh in australia! its soooo real! lolx..i was damn young den..pardon me..buahaha..



i like tis! also in australia..wen there wif my aunt (n her family) den we took some family portrait thingy..de olden daes kinda pattern..de clothes r all provided by dem..
my cousin and brother! cool rite! lolx..



my family! wahah....i cant help but laugh at myself! lolx..but i like de 'olden daes' feelin..



my bro has grown up over de yrs! haha..look how much he change?
my father n bro..taken last yr during mother's dae..some family makeover thingy.. lolx, look like brothers? :P



tis pic caught my attention. haha. my sis n i. during my uncle's wedding. wen m i gonna wear a gown again? lolx..c my small tweeny eyes? buahah..



i miss holiday-ing! zz...

bleah..anyway, i jus realised de poll has been up for like 1.5 mths..hmm result: 43% super-duper satisfied, 14% satisfied only, 14% neutral, and 29% seriously dissatisfied wif life!

ive post up a new poll! feel free to vote yeah! :)

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Some vouchers to give away. Its all 2 for the price of 1. good deal? heh. They are valid till 30 Nov 2004. Anyone wans, jus msg me yeah? *free*

Too many to choose? I can recommend Equinox! View is simply fantastic from de 72th storey! of cuz de food also not bad la. very gd deal wor. eat until full full. lolx. wen there last yr wif him..i dun wanna waste all these vouchers (since 1 person is entitled free!), cos i noe i wun b using dem. so, feel free to tk from me! :)

1 For 1 Dinner Main Course @ Andorra El Tesoro (Robertson Quay)

1 For 1 Dinner Main Course @ Blue Potato (Merchant Court)

1 For 1 Pasta or Pizza @ 211 Roof Terrace Cafe (Holland Shopping Centre)

$30 Lunch Buffet for 2, $36 Dinner Buffet for 2 @ Cafe Brio's (Grand Copthorne Waterfront)

$23.80 Lunch Buffet for 2, $28.80 Dinner Buffet for 2 @ Cafe Vic (Carlton Hotel)

$35 High Tea Buffet for 2 @ Equinox Restaurant (Swissotel)

$40 Breakfast Till 3pm for 2 @ Oscar's Cafe & Terrace (Conrad Contennial)

$30 Dinner Buffet for 2 @ Plaza Market Cafe (Raffles The Plaza)

$34 Weekday Dinner Buffet for 2, $35.50 Weekend Dinner Buffet for 2 @ Traders Cafe (Traders Hotel)

$25 High Tea Buffet for 2 @ The Dining Room (Sheraton Towers)

shall update ltr, gotta go market liao! zzz....

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