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TODAY. Or rather yesterday.
Thursday. 5.6.10 4:45 am
Why the hell am I still up?

I'll tell you why. I just had a Facebook chat with that guy. We got to talking about serious/personal things. Leading somehow to relationships and marriage and what not...NOT about us, just in general. Strange I know.

Anyway, I relayed something technically personal about how I was more mature than others my age and yet did not have the experiences that most adults have in common (which help to define them as adults) + I think I have the olden thinking, but without the mutlitude of experience from age (which complicates things for me.)

I say technically personal because I don't really see it as that personal. This is more to me a discussion of the possible ways of being human. It's knowledge.

The stupid idiot goes and says that he has goosebumps. When I ask why, he answers that it's because I'm getting really personal. Then he says "thank you for your answers"

WTF?

So then I got my hackles up and I stopped answering as often. Like three times compared to every/every other instant message. I was...feeling a bit defensive I suppose. And also cautious. I'll be sure to rein in my tongue around this guy. I don't know when or if ever I'm going to open up and speak so freely again.

And I am completely awake. No, getting a bit sleepy now. But throughout the conversation I was awake and didn't notice the time passing. I think I'm getting too used to sleeping at 3-4am. That is so not good. Sigh. In need of rehabilitation. Again.

Feeling strange. And I don't like this feeling. I haven't been unsure of myself for a good number of days now. It's disorienting to go back.

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Oh, and I completed my presentation in an hour and a half! With 30 min left before class, I went up to the cafeteria for lunch at 4:30pm. My first meal of the day. Man, was I starving! x_x The BLT there turns out to be pretty good. Maybe I'll get another one today. It's only $2.50. Pretty sure I had the best speech out of all the people in my group and out of the two groups that went today. So I felt pretty good. Course it's also because the people here aren't exactly up to my par so... And then that guy had to shake things up for me. I'm not exactly going to be as happy as I have been for the past few days. Happy for no reason, I was. I am a bit shaken, I have to admit.

The guy isn't good looking. Oh my god, he is NOT good looking. And that totally sucks. I know I settled but oh my god, why can't I get someone who is average looking at least? Jesus fricking christ. The two times I saw him he had on a red plaid button up shirt and wire glasses. What a geek! But...but...intelligence, Silver, remember that the brain is a good thing. But why oh why couldn't he be good to look at, too?! Why do I always attract the sensitive, smart, but geeky and lame guys...

Those of you who want to know what he looks like and are friends with me on FB, let me know and I'll show you. And yes, I felt like doing some guy-bashing. You got a problem with that?

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You guys suck.
Wednesday. 5.5.10 1:57 am
No one helped me with my paper? *angry*

A lot of things happened. I want to sleep so I'll keep this short and snappy.

Met a guy. I don't like him. But he's better than all the other guys out there so far. And it's amazing how much we have in common--again, waaay more than other guys. He's also intelligent unlike the dimwits of my college. So I'll keep him. If we don't work out, at least it was an experience and he's my doorway to smarter people (and smarter guys.)

Finals coming up soon. Profs are making us do so much work all due this or next week. Hip hip hallelujah. Got a speech to do tomorrow. Remembered the wrong date and now it's due tomorrow and I haven't started. At least I have two hours in between class tomorrow. Wish me friggin crazy luck.

Was this short and snappy? I don't know. Snap, Crackle, Pop! (What?) Nothing!

G'nite

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EDITED Need help with paper
Monday. 4.26.10 10:23 pm
If you guys could just take a look for me and give your suggestions, that would be much appreciated.

The assignment had been called: Material Artifact Analysis. Basically you analyze an item important to your family or family member. Thick description Prown-style is a must. Obviously that's only helpful to those of you who have read Prown; it just means describe the object without references to what we assume it is. Objectivity = allowing the object speak for itself.

Now the assignment is being re-worked to become my final paper.

The original assignment is in my readings/writings up there. ^

I'm a good writer. But nowhere near my full potential thanks to my depression that basically prevented two years worth of self-growth and my current school of dimwits.

Help. Thanks. =)
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By the way, I need a good working draft by Wednesday. Forgot to mention that. =P

THANK YOU!!! MUCH APPRECIATED!
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Oh, I added breaks inbetween the paragraphs bc the format didn't transfer. And I don't have passion for this assignment. If I did, I'd have more to write about and it would just flow. I don't so it doesn't work the way I want it to. I'd add stuff to keep things going...

Ja, ja. Read! ^-^

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Personal Conference was a'ight. Why? Because each person only gets about 30 min, most of which he spent on my first paragraph.

Due date: May 13, 2010 or May 17, 2010

Any 'Tang help is much appreciated! Thanks.

=)

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I didn't get the 40 Percent discount.
Thursday. 4.22.10 2:45 am
Because it rained and I forgot they had a rain location. =/ I had no umbrella but trekked to the original location anyway only to find no Tapped orange truck. Ah, vell.

@zanzibar: Ahahaha! Such fun blasphemy.
@the-muffin-man: Does anyone look at yours? No. Why? Because they all look the same. BLACK. Duh.
@mockiller: Happy Earth Week to you too!
@invisible: Uh, I sent you a note? Or rather, I replied to your note from iTest?

I guess I'll just have to buy the KleanKanteen bottle full priced. http://www.kleankanteen.com/products/insulated/klean-kanteen-insulated.html

I don't know if the bread is okay, but I let my mom talk me into thinking it's okay. I ate it anyway. Then again, I DID have that god-awful stomachache this morning...it was pretty bad. Holy shit, I just ate some like an hour ago. 0.0

Wish me luck...

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Is bread supposed to feel...wet-ish and smell alcohol-y?
Tuesday. 4.20.10 4:22 am
Because that's exactly how my bread is. *wrinkles nose* Once I smelled that alcohol-ness I immediately threw the slice out into the trash. But I want to make sure before I throw out the whole loaf?

Yeah, thaitanic, this layout is wacky that way. I only liked it bc it has a picture of the station I get off at to go to dance every Saturday for the last 15-16 years.

randomjunk, you know I've coded my own layouts before. I just don't have them handy right now...what with a different laptop and all. Otherwise, I'd just whip out an old one even if it sucked.

Hmm, the-muffin-man, are you sure about this? But invisible already made one for me. (It can be seen here: iTest. If she hasn't changed it...) You're next, I promise. So actually maybe you want to get started now. Before life gets in the way. =P No Matrix or Earth theme! Actually, no, I like Earth.

IT'S EARTH WEEK! HOORAY!

I'm really hoping to be the first 100 ppl to exchange plastic bottles so I can get a FREE Klean Kanteen! =D I believe their website is www.kleankanteen.com
Copy 'n paste bc I have forgotten how to do the code link thingy. Why doesn't the javascript work in Chrome? Hmm...

I don't have to buy my own Klean Kanteen anymore~~ I hope...

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I'm getting tired of this layout.
Sunday. 4.18.10 4:01 pm
When is the new one going to be ready, invisible? =D

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Summary of Facebook posts today
Thursday. 4.15.10 6:07 pm
Sufficiently explanatory for a blog post even as a compilation.

- Changed MT3G wallpaper today! Took forever trying to track it down on Picasa and still couldn't find it. Thank goodness I saved it on my phone. Disclaimer: I did not take this picture. Therefore, I am neither responsible for its contents nor getting any benefit from it.



- Fudged up day: fell asleep while doing paper (again), woke up 9am instead of 6, scrambled to bank, ran to tax office (not my fault, finally got W2 YESTERDAY), now have less than half an hour to prep speech and no time to re-do that paper. Fcuk.

- Apparently, my speech was AMAZING!!! And my other professor said he would accept the first paper and that it was fine! Much better result than I had expected.

- What is with all my classes this week? Another one cancelled. And again, right after I finished the paper due.

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I watched jail rape for the first time. 0.0
Wednesday. 4.14.10 11:06 pm
In "American History X" for Sociology. It's a great movie. The ending was not exactly a surprise, but it's a nice heart-wrenching end for the bleeding hearts out there.

There's actual male nudity in this movie, but I'm pretty sure I averted my eyes in time. ^-^ Kudos to my good girl instincts. I wonder if the Professor even stopped to think of people like me. Who do not like exposure to nudity. Hm.

Now I'm trying to rewrite my paper with no internet. Which is impossible and thus, I have resorted to tethering my phone with PDAnet. Pro: Internet! Con: Can't access https sites = no Google account, no Google Squared, no Google Docs, no college library databases, no bank accounts. I'm only realizing now how I had taken https and, therefore, secure sites for granted. Sigh.

I can only start all over and try my best. Last time I wrote this paper, I had fallen asleep sometime between 12-2am and snapped awake at 6:30am. "Shit, my paper!" Then was late to class finishing it up only to find the class was cancelled. I was all happy I finished it. Then I realized today that I should not have changed my topic/angle because the professor wants criminals, not the victim. He also wants an analysis. How the frick do we do an analysis based on the limited (none actually) reading we've done on psychology. This is English class, fer chrissakes!

Oh, geez, I have a speech to give tomorrow, too. How am I gonna pull that off with an all-nighter with this paper? And tomorrow's tax day! Ugh...so much to do in so little time. Better get started now.

Sigh. Grrrroan.

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