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And there it is ... day 4
Friday. 1.4.13 7:21 pm
Yup, I did nothing today. I took a shower and watched a full two seasons of Scrubs. I guess it would be a season and a half because season 7 is only 11 episodes, but still. I watched all of season 7 and 8.

The complete lack of motivation is all thanks to ... my lack of will power? No. My built in procrastination? Nope, not that either. Hmm. Oh right. My innate ability to completely rationalize why I shouldn't leave the house. Never mind that the logic isn't sound and the rationalization is completely irrational.

Maybe tomorrow.

I was awake at 4 this morning; thank you bio-clock. I managed to fall back asleep sometime around 6ish and was awake again before 9. I napped again for an hour or so around noon and have been awake since. 7:30 really is too early to go to bed, but hey, I have no life and it's my day off.

Start typing, stop typing, backspace. Repeat. Three times.

I just want to feel appreciated ... you know? But even when it does happen, it passes quickly and I end up right back here.

Le sigh. At least I don't have the strong urge to run away this time.

This time.

Until tomorrow NuTang . . .

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Day 3 *yawn*
Thursday. 1.3.13 9:06 pm
Damn, I was trying to catch this before 9pm PST because then I wouldn't have to change the day, date and time. Oh well. I only missed it by 6 minutes.

The sun was out for most of the day today ... it was bright and annoying. It was supposed to rain earlier in the day, but as the day went on and the sun continued to shine bright, I was having serious doubts that it would even get cloudy. Then around 3ish, the clouds moved in and it finally started raining. It was a pleasant surprise to wake up to from my nap.

I think I may try to donate blood again tomorrow. I tried last Friday, but my nerves got the better of me and my pulse was too high for them to take blood. It probably had to do with the fact that I was at work and I knew where the cameras were pointing and who might be watching them. At the donation center, there's no chance that I'll run in to someone I know and if there are cameras, I won't have any idea where they're pointing or who might be watching them. It'll be better that way.

I need to clean my apartment again. It's amazing how quickly such a small space can get messy. I'll have to see if I have the motivation. I may just sleep the whole weekend. After I buy an armband, of course. Perhaps I may do that after I donate blood.

Nothing else to write. I think I'll watch a few episodes of Scrubs, season 8 before calling it a night. Listening to the rain outside is making me sleepy.

Until tomorrow . . .

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Day 2
Wednesday. 1.2.13 8:57 pm
The titles won't always be numbered. And it'll be slightly more challenging to keep up once we get in to the hundreds.

Today was the first day back to school. Except I wasn't there ... But I'll be getting a second job soon and I'm still looking for a different, better paying full time job so that come Spring quarter I'll be able to go back.

I ate too much food today. Luckily because of that, there's not a whole lot of food left to eat over the next few days so I'll be able to eat sparingly again. My goal for this weekend is to get an armband for my phone. Perhaps I'll get the one for the Galaxy S III so that I'll be prepared for when I actually get that phone. We'll see what happens.

My goals for this year will be staggered and probably mostly short term. All focusing on myself, though. It needs to happen. I spent last year building up to it so now I'll be working out the kinks and going forward. We'll see what happens.

Anywho, tomorrow is my Friday at work. I feel like I want to stay up much later than I should simply because I'll have two days off once I'm done with my shift. I can make up for the lack of sleep. Other than getting an armband and doing laundry, I've got nothing planned.

Alright, time to watch at least a couple more episodes of Scrubs. In an hour I'll see how I feel sleep-wise.

Until tomorrow ...

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Day: 1, year: 2013
Tuesday. 1.1.13 6:01 pm
I will be writing one post every single day of the year this year. Even if it's incredibly short and rather random, I am making a vow to publish one entry per day for the entirety of the year.

2013 will be a year of change. Hopefully this will help me document that change.

I will be writing the good, the bad, the ugly. No more hiding from myself.

There will probably be a few password entries, but you can find my password in the "shhh, it's a secret' forum.

Here's to a new year, a new me.

Until tomorrow NuTang...

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Follow me ...
Sunday. 12.30.12 8:28 pm
So I've decided that I'm going to start using Twitter, Instagram and all that other crap. I need followers/people to follow.

Twitter handle: @saboof.
Instagram: saboof5.

If there's any other social apps that you are a part of and need followers, feel free to let me know. I'm not sure how long this will last, but we'll see.

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For safety reasons {p/w}
Friday. 12.28.12 7:25 am
Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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