A few words
"When we describe the Moon as dead, we are describing the deadness in ourselves. When we find space so hideously void, we are describing our own unbearable emptiness."
~ D.H. Lawrence
"Is the meaning of life defined by its duration? Or does life have a purpose so large that it doesn't have to be prolonged at any cost to preserve its meaning?"
"Living is not good, but living well. The wise man, therefore, lives as well as he should, not as long as he can... He will always think of life in terms of quality not quantity... Dying early or late is of no relevance, dying well or ill is... even if it is true that while there is life there is hope, life is not to be bought at any cost."
"People will tell you nothing matters, the whole world's about to end soon anyway. Those people are looking at life the wrong way. I mean, things don't need to last forever to be perfect."
~ Daydream Nation
"All Bette's stories have happy endings. That's because she knows where to stop. She's realized the real problem with stories-- if you keep them going long enough, they always end in death."
~ The Sandman: Preludes & Nocturnes
"The road now stretched across open country, and it occurred to me - not by way of protest, not as a symbol, or anything like that, but merely as a novel experience - that since I had disregarded all laws of humanity, I might as well disregard the rules of traffic. So I crossed to the left side of the highway and checked the feeling, and the feeling was good. It was a pleasant diaphragmal melting, with elements of diffused tactility, all this enhanced by the thought that nothing could be nearer to the elimination of basic physical laws than deliberately driving on the wrong site of the road."
~ Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita
“It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.”
~ William Blake
Think about it
Kill that boredom!
Binder Paper Comics
Web Comics and Such
A Distant Soil (Some nudity)
The Adventures of Gyno-Star (Some explicit stuff)
Blue Milk Special
Cigarro & Cerveja
Cyanide and Happiness
dead winter (has some explicit stuff)
Devilbear: The Grimoires of Bearalzebub (PG-13?)
Eat That Toast!
Ectopiary (Some nudity)
The Fancy Adventures of Jack Cannon
For Lack of a Better Comic
Girls with Slingshots (some explicit stuff...?)
The Intrepid Girlbot
The Last Halloween
Last Train to Old Town
The League of Evil Genius
Legend of Bill
Living With Insanity (some nudity)
Love Me Nice
Married to the Sea
The Moon Prince
Moth (Some nudity)
The Non-Adventures of Wonderella
Political Cartoonists Index
Poorly Drawn Lines
The Property of Hate
Robbie and Bobby
Saturday Morning Breakfast Cereal
Scenes from a Multiverse
The Secret Knots
Stand Still. Stay Silent
Strong Female Protagonist
The Super Fogeys
Tales of Pylea
Three Word Phrase (some nudity)
Tiny Kitten Teeth
Toothpaste for Dinner
Trying Human (Some nudity)
Two Guys and Guy
Yellow Peril (PG-13)
Infrequently/No Longer Updating Web Comics
The Abominable Charles Christopher
The Adventures of Dr. McNinja
The Adventures of Ellie Connelly
Bag of Toast
Bear in Mind
The Book of Biff
Chain Bear (Some explicit stuff)
Daisy is Dead
Edmund Finney's Quest to Find the Meaning of Life
A Fine Example
Finn and Charlie are HITCHED
Hark! A Vagrant
Head Doctor Productions
Hello with Cheese
Kyle & Atticus
Lesbian Pirates from Outer Space
Letters to a Wild Boar
Lovecraft is Missing
Meat and Plastic
The Nerds of Paradise
No Reason Comics
One Swoop Fell
Pictures for Sad Children
A Redtail's Dream
Roy's Boys (PG 13?)
Run Freak Run
The Super Gay Adventures of Ross Boston
YU + ME
Pure Flash Awesomeness
Die Anstalt : Toy Psychiatry
Clients from Hell
Creatures in My Head
Damn You Auto Correct!
Jhonen Vasquez's site
Overheard in New York
Passive Aggressive Notes
Wednesday, December 18, 2013
My dad figured out what was wrong with my camera. One of the batteries in it was a dud, and the pack I opened to replace the batteries with had one dud in it as well. So nothing was really wrong with the camera after all, it was just crappy batteries.
I keep thinking about cheese crisps and I was looking at them on Amazon. You can get a 12 pack of 4.5 oz boxes for about $30 - $40. I don't want a 12 pack, though. You can also get a 22 oz bag for $11, which seems like a better deal (also, less packaging).
I wish they sold the 22 oz bags on Amazon...
Welp, I bought the cheese crisps. The ones I got were $38.99 for a 12 pack. Amazon is dumb for making you get $35 worth of stuff to get free shipping now. >:C
Me: Ugh I've been staring at this cheese crisps page forever.
Me: I feel like I should just get it.
Ex: im surprised you are still looking at those
Ex: i would think you would have either bought it or forgotten
Ex: you should probably just order them
Me: I should
Me: I should get free two day shipping with a free trial of Amazon Prime
Ex: you could get it in one day for only 3.99!
Me: Wait really?
Ex: if you have prime, yeah
Ex: to upgrade from 2 to 1 day shipping is 3.99
Ex: a while ago if you had prime you could get regular speed shpping and get free credit for MP3 downloads
Ex: im sad they stopped that promotion
Ex: since i buy pretty much everything on amazon, like deodorant and most of it i don’t are when i get it.
Me: I'm sad they upped the free shipping minimum order to $35.
Ex: order more cheese sticks
Me: The one I'm getting is $39, so I think I'll be okay there.
Me: My free trial has started and it says one day shipping is $5.99
Ex: oh, yeah, i forgot. when they upped the freee shipping to $35 they also uped one day shipping to 5.99.
Ex: it used to be 3.99 for years so i remembered it as that
Me: I don't know why they had to move up the free shipping to $35. Seems like they could have at least started with like $30.
Ex: so you would spend more, probably
Me: Ugh so dumb
Me: Come on Amazon people are still recovering from the recession
Ex: you are buying $40 worth of cheese sticks, i dont think the recession hit you that bad
For the record, buying that pack of cheese crisps was like my whole paycheck. >.>
Feeling a bit bleh
Monday, December 16, 2013
It's kind of weird having nothing to do now, after school kept me so busy the past few weeks. I feel kind of bored and disinterested in everything. Tired and yet restless in a weird way... Like I want to wander around even though there's nothing to find?
I had a dream that my mom had died a few years ago and I'd somehow forgotten. I was very confused and upset and couldn't understand why I hadn't remembered something like that.
Also, my camera is not working. :C I don't know why, but it won't turn on. I'm afraid I might have bumped it too hard or something, and it broke. I think I'll ask my dad to look at it in the morning, since he might have some idea of what to do. Otherwise, I'll probably have to take it to a repair shop. I really hope it's fixable...
Oh, um, some dude on OKC tried to offer me money to "mess around" with him. It was pretty gross. I asked "Are you suggesting I engage in prostitution?" and he backpedaled and said "Absolutely not," but uh, he didn't have a very good excuse for his behavior. He said I looked like someone who had offered it to him before. >_> Suuuuuuuuure, creepy 35 year old guy with three kids, sure...
Tuesday, December 10, 2013
Somebody called me a "beacon of comfort" this week. :3
But... he said that because he was talking about how he wanted to talk to me when he was feeling bad, and I wasn't online. So... :(
My last final is tomorrow! Awright!
I should be studying for it, but I'm... not. I'm also supposed to make like five or six dozen cookies, but... I'm not doing that either. >_>
Actually, scratch that. I'm making the cookies.
Aaaaaaand now my arms kinda hurt because I'm making a triple batch, and instead of doing it one batch at a time I just dumped all the ingredients together, and it's really hard to stir.
Man, I should really study.
Okay, I studied.
I looked at the Most Popular list on a whim and saw this:
Apparently the internet likes me this week. o_O
2:50 AM and research daydreaming
Wednesday, December 4, 2013
I've been doing a lot of research for a literature review I have due soon. I'm researching the effects of different types of medication on geriatric dysthymia.
Dysthymia is a chronic, mild form of depression. Geriatric dysthymia is just dysthymia in old people.
I've noticed that there are certain researchers whose names keep popping up in the articles I'm finding. I think it's reasonable to conclude from this that these researchers are interested in the topic, if they keep doing studies on it. Following that assumption, I keep wondering what makes these guys want to keep researching this stuff. I've half-consciously been making up backstories for them in my head.
"D.P. Devanand, why do you keep doing studies on medications for dysthymia in the elderly? Did you have a depressed grandmother who raised you, and you always wished you could help her? Are your parents dysthymic? Is it someone else close to you?"
"Markowitz, apparently you're the authority on dysthymia... Are you searching for answers because you've had to deal with it and you want to find something meaningful that will resolve your feelings about it?"
In a slightly weird way I'm starting to feel like I know these people, and these questions are burned into my mind. >_>
Apparently I didn't notice a guy hardcore staring at me today while I was talking to my friend Alex. I was waiting for my dad to come pick me up, and this guy walked past me, and Alex kept watching him until he went way past us, and I was confused about why, then Alex said the dude was creepily staring at me (and then him), so he thought it was appropriate to stare back.
...There were a lot of commas in that sentence.
Anyway, I was like "aw man, I feel like I missed out on a fulfilling experience." I don't get creepily stared at very often, so it is a bit entertaining when it happens. As long as nobody tries to touch me, it's all good fun. :P
Trying to write weekly entries just isn't working for me
Monday, December 2, 2013
I was busy with Thanksgiving and stuff, so I dunno, maybe that's an excuse...
For Thanksgiving I made my mac and cheese, as per tradition, as well as mashed potatoes and a kale and spinach pot pie.
My boyfriend is a pretty big fan of the kale and spinach pie. He said he thought it was even better than the mac and cheese. :P I was hoping I'd have leftovers from Thanksgiving to bring to school for lunch this week, but surprisingly pretty much everything got eaten up.
On Saturday night I went to a club for the first time... One of my classmates was a DJ at this event that was advertised as an EDM thing, which made it sound more like it would be a rave. It... was not very rave-like at all. It was fun to dance and hang out there with my classmates though. I don't think I would like going to clubs very often, but once in awhile seems like it would be alright.
Unfortunately, one girl's clutch purse was stolen, so she lost her car keys, ID, and $20. The security guards found her empty clutch in the men's bathroom. She only noticed this after I left, but the people in our group who were still there stayed with her until her parents came and picked her up/sorted things out. She doesn't seem too upset by the experience at least, so that's good...
More homework, ugh. Finals are next week and I've got a couple of assignments to do before then. Really ready for this quarter to end.
Reverse rain cloud
Saturday, November 23, 2013
NAGGHH NOT AGAIN
Thursday, November 21, 2013
Oh no it has been more than a week
Wednesday, November 13, 2013
School is crazy hectic. :\ I can see the people around me in class starting to crack.
Everyone was studying at lunch today because we had a test in the next class. I didn't feel like studying (what good was it going to do me at that point anyway?), so I was just eating my lunch and trying to chat with anybody who felt like talking. I went and sat next to a couple girls I sometimes hang out with during lunch (I still don't know which people in the class are my friends... I guess we are probably school friends though?)... One was studying, so she didn't talk. The other just had a vacant, tired expression, and she just kept staring into space. She looked like someone who had been through a traumatic event. >_<
The guy who sits behind me on Mondays and Wednesdays, who is possibly my friend, hides his emotional state much better. He was peppy and smiling, but he was talking about how he wasn't sure if he was going to pass one of our classes.
And me... I'm just worried that I'll get something below an A in one of my classes. I have a borderline A in two classes. 95%. If it gets any lower it's an A-... So that's what's stressing me out, I guess. I feel like I don't really have a right to be as stressed out by that as I am, since there are people worried about failing. I don't know. I guess we have different standards. I know I want to go to grad school, and I want to have the highest grades I possibly can for that.
To be honest, I don't think the work we have this quarter is really that hard, it's just that it's all been piling up around the same time. This week we had an eight page paper due for one class, a seven to nine page research paper for another class, a math test, and there's another test tomorrow. It's open book, at least.
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