Feeling safe, accepted, and cared for is really nice.

:)

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Ehhh, so a few days ago we sort of went hiking (I say "sort of" because we barely hiked at all) and a cloud of bugs descended upon us and bit us. I got something around 120 bites, which is more than I've ever gotten at once in my life, and also more than I've gotten in the last... I don't know, five, ten?? years put together. The bites are healing now (slowly) but they still look awful. It was a terrible mistake to wear shorts and a tank top there. >_>

My mom just came in to ask me about what I was thinking in my last relationship... Kind of lecturing me about the choices I made I guess. She asked if I was even going to talk to my parents about getting more serious with my ex. I kind of did talk to them about it, albeit not as blatantly as she seemed to want me to. I asked them a lot if they liked him and stuff. Apparently my mom feels like I lied to them because I wasn't as open as I could've been... Meaning I didn't tell them about every bad thing that happened? I minimized a lot of it or just didn't mention it.

She also wanted to know how things were going for me now. They're good, I guess. I don't have much else to say to her about it. Kinda wish she'd just leave me alone about some of this stuff. I know she means well but she comes off as really condescending and aggressive sometimes and it's stressful to deal with. I think I can usually be pretty patient but because of the way things are with my mom (tense, or on the edge of tense), dealing with her can aggravate me almost immediately. Even just hearing her use a certain tone can irritate me...

I'm riding up to Washington on August 1st and coming back on the 5th. Not sure what I'll do there, but we might stop in Portland on the way, so that could be fun.

Lots of things to look forward to next month. :D

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Ugh I kind of hate the OKC app. I keep looking at my visitors list on my tablet and when I try to scroll sometimes it just clicks on people and then I end up on their profile accidentally. -__-

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I find this song amusing.

Also energizing. I've been listening to a fair amount of MSI to pump myself up I guess. Keep up that upbeat mood.

Going to the Boardwalk later today. I'm excitedddd. It's been so long since I've been there... Time to make new memories? :3 Gotta finish cleaning out my room first though, so we can paint. Agh. It's 3 AM now and I still have a lot to do. :T

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"Stuff" looks weirder the more I stare at it...

On Friday I volunteered at the crisis hotline and then had to take public transit back. On the way to the bus station I saw this:

Lazy people, couldn't even clean up the like twenty beer cans on the lawn.

I have to clean out my room so we can paint it and redo the carpet... Buuuuuuut it's over 90 degrees today and the heat is making me feel sleepy and lazy.

I think I have enough money to buy that hat I want now! I'm not feeling as into it though. Maybe I'll go to the mall and try it on again and see how I feel...

Oh also I found this song that I like, although this version isn't the best one.


I'm trying to think of things to do in Hawaii... Definitely hiking, but what else... Maybe visit that vegetarian restaurant thing again? I really liked it last year. I hope my uncle isn't sick of it. He's kinda like me and will just eat one thing over and over again until he never wants to eat it again. Solidarity! I guess walking around Waikiki at night is sort of nice, since you can see all the street performers.

I feel like I should at least try to do something besides watch TV this year...

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I need to write ten pages today. Then I'll finally be done with this quarter. Aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh.

I procrastinated so terribly and there's really not a great excuse for it. (Well, unless you consider "I was too distracted being happy" a good excuse I guess)

No willpower. :(

And yet I still don't feel too stressed out about this. It's crunch time! Why am I not in panic mode?

All these good feelings are totally ruining my productivity. XD No regrets though.

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