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Maybe being sick has made me let down my guard.

I talked to this guy briefly on OKC and then let him add me on Skype, thinking he was a harmless dude... Not a good decision, I think.

First off, he sent me his resume for some reason?? I have no idea why. And then he started talking about how he'll be single forever because he doesn't care enough to pursue girls.

And THEN he mentioned that his life goals are to make a lot of money from ad revenue and sleep and lucid dream about girls. >_> Later on in the conversation he said he was content to admire beautiful women "like you" from afar.

I feel like the implication is that he wants to have lucid dreams about me?

Oh also he said he was contemplating making his own dating site where you could find porn with people who look like the people on the site in case you had no luck with dates. I think he was joking but I don't know him well enough to be sure.

Welp.

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I think I lost my earmuffs somewhere in transit between Portland and here. Maybe they fell out of my bag on the airplane, or maybe they got left in the hotel room... I don't know. All I know is that I can't find them.

This didn't bother me too much until I realized I lost my walrus button with the earmuffs. :\ I don't know if I can get another one, but I was really pleased when I found that because the walrus had a WTF expression and it just felt very... serendipitous to find it.

Serendipity isn't a word I really use (ever) but it's something I like a lot. Well, as opposed to things that are intentionally good, I mean. The word just makes me think of Mary Poppins though.

I bought Choice of the Deathless on Google Play for $2.99 and have been playing it the past day or so... I'm kind of falling into the same pattern with it as I fall into with the Sims, though. I have trouble deviating from what I think is the best path, so I end up playing almost the same way over and over again. You can pick a romantic partner in the story, and the first maybe five playthroughs I picked the same guy. After that, I picked a different guy. There wasn't as much exciting tension with the second guy, but he's more committed and romantic. :P The romance thing isn't that big a part of the story, though. It's kind of just a fun side thing I guess. Maybe I should try playing the story as a lesbian and seeing how that goes.

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"Why not join the military like me, or don't, or sit in a ditch and slowly transmogrify into peat"

I should play Middens again.

I've been trying to figure out the lyrics to "Borrowed Time" by Night Beds. Something about this song is deeply satisfying me right now, but the lyrics are incredibly hard to understand. It's been almost two hours now that I've been listening to it, and I've got most of the lyrics I think, but there are certain bits that just elude me.

This version is easier to understand than the album version, although it doesn't sound as good...


And these are the lyrics I have so far:

I know I've sought forgotten dreams
I till and pined for you to listen [Not sure about this line]
No stone unturned is left to keep
I give you now my own admission

I'm living on some borrowed time
And I never understood why
Paltry signs led me from my homestead state
Now I'm racing west in some ???

Morning light breaks as I tow this throat
Driving through these lonesome country roads
Forest lake[?] hidden[?] by tethered trees [REALLY not sure about this one]
Timber breaking as I weep[?]
But it's all forbidden, it's all forbidden
It's all forbidden, I know, I know

Oh God, I've forgotten how to pray
Make me a man like you did with ape [The last word sounds like "Abe" to me but that doesn't make sense, so I thought it might be "ape"]
Faith can carry a man to his grave
Would you bury my bones by the garden gate?
'Cause it's all forbidden, it's all forbidden
It's all forbidden, I know, I know

Heaven's in the corner 'bout[by?] now, let's face it
Heaven's in the corner, somehow we'll make it
Heaven's in the corner 'bout now
Heaven's in the corner somehow

Now the sky unfolds its blackened robe
Life as it was will never know
Go on, sing your pardon, see this through
And maybe, maybe it might move you
And it's all forbidden, it's all forbidden
It's all forbidden, it's all forbidden

Heaven's in the corner 'bout now, let's make it
Heaven's in the corner, somehow we'll face it
Heaven's in the corner 'bout now
Heaven's in the corner somehow

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Any ideas?

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My dad figured out what was wrong with my camera. One of the batteries in it was a dud, and the pack I opened to replace the batteries with had one dud in it as well. So nothing was really wrong with the camera after all, it was just crappy batteries.

Yay!

I keep thinking about cheese crisps and I was looking at them on Amazon. You can get a 12 pack of 4.5 oz boxes for about $30 - $40. I don't want a 12 pack, though. You can also get a 22 oz bag for $11, which seems like a better deal (also, less packaging).

I wish they sold the 22 oz bags on Amazon...

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Welp, I bought the cheese crisps. The ones I got were $38.99 for a 12 pack. Amazon is dumb for making you get $35 worth of stuff to get free shipping now. >:C

Me: Ugh I've been staring at this cheese crisps page forever.
Me: I feel like I should just get it.
Ex: im surprised you are still looking at those
Ex: i would think you would have either bought it or forgotten
Ex: you should probably just order them
Me: I should
Me: I should get free two day shipping with a free trial of Amazon Prime
Ex: you could get it in one day for only 3.99!
Me: Wait really?
Ex: if you have prime, yeah
Ex: to upgrade from 2 to 1 day shipping is 3.99
Me: Oh
Me: Ehhh
Ex: a while ago if you had prime you could get regular speed shpping and get free credit for MP3 downloads
Ex: im sad they stopped that promotion
Ex: since i buy pretty much everything on amazon, like deodorant and most of it i don’t are when i get it.
Me: I'm sad they upped the free shipping minimum order to $35.
Ex: order more cheese sticks
Me: The one I'm getting is $39, so I think I'll be okay there.
Me: My free trial has started and it says one day shipping is $5.99
Ex: oh, yeah, i forgot. when they upped the freee shipping to $35 they also uped one day shipping to 5.99.
Ex: it used to be 3.99 for years so i remembered it as that
Me: I don't know why they had to move up the free shipping to $35. Seems like they could have at least started with like $30.
Ex: so you would spend more, probably
Me: Ugh so dumb
Me: Come on Amazon people are still recovering from the recession
Ex: you are buying $40 worth of cheese sticks, i dont think the recession hit you that bad
Me: ...Touché.

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For the record, buying that pack of cheese crisps was like my whole paycheck. >.>

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