Packing for my trip to Florida (again) started today. I'd told Kyle that he shouldn't come over because packing days tend to be horrifying around her. This was stupid beyond reason because...

Mom was at work until almost 6 and the only chores I had to take care of turned out to be finishing the lawn.

By the time I realized that the day might be salvaged, he was leaving for a friend's house.

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I would ask directly why coming over after 6 is a bad thing, but that's a bad idea. So I'm going to do my best to leave my memory of it right. here.
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Ratatat's Classics album has never sounded so good. They use a phrase JUST to the point of being annoying, and then dump it for something new. Everything is better than the last. It accumulates win.

There, I'm not a complete pessimist anymore. I'm close, but by jove, at least I can still make it freaking funny.

YES!

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Do you ever go to bed, lie down, and realize just how tense you are? I got in bed last night, and all of a sudden I noticed that I'd been chewing my bottom lip out of frustration for at least half an hour. My jaws were tense and the space between my eye and ear on both sides was tight.

I had to force myself to relax. I closed my eyes, sank into the mattress, and let an expression of stupidity (the easiest to maintain) slip over my face.

And then I passed out.

Last night a lot of my personal issues came to mind again. I can be a poisonous little creature...malicious, spiteful, sarcastic...

I wonder why everyone likes groups of three so much. It has a kind of ring to it that nobody can resist. Hmm.

Stephen King...awaits.

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I feel very unsatisfied. With people. With girls. With YOU. And your mom.

grumble grumble.

Seriously, though, I feel kind of lonely this week. Not because my life sucks or anything. My life is pretty good, and I'm thankful for it. I just want to SHARE it with someone. Someone I can talk to without TRYING. If I have to put forth effort to talk to someone, that's kind of dumb. And it's not just you, Katie. FYI. :3

I haven't created anything in a long time. Inspiration=zero. My grades have dropped because I haven't been doing homework or studying. I've been on Deviant Art a lot, actually. I haven't even been posting here, lately. Doesn't feel like it, anyway.

This cursed flash drive will not connect with my computer. CRAP IT.

There goes my night.

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Books have always been my friend. I used to read more than was healthy. So, in my time of loneliness, it's a good thing I finally got my hands on that last Dark Tower book.

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I know far too many Katies. I can name six off the top of my head. Meeting new people is fun, but when they're named Katie it's almost like a buzz kill.

Haha, not really. But there ARE a ton of them. And the word "romantic" is going to catch my attention in an unpleasant way for a while to come. Curse it all.

Bonclarken retreat was fun, but not especially inspiring. Ah, well. I hung out some with a Katie there, actually. She's fun. I think she has a scary smile on purpose. Just to frighten people. Hahaha

Mmm. Government class.

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