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- Kid at heart.
- Indecisive.
- Stubborn.
- Adventurous.
- Movie junkie.
- Sarcastic.
- Spontaneous.
- Friendly.
- Fun.
- Selective hearing.
- Easily amused.
- Insomniac.

NuTangmember since July 15, 2003

Mercedes Lim
09/25/17 - 11/28/08
I love you grandma.
Anberlin - Dismantle.Repair.
"Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more."

"Forgive and forget. That's what they say. It's good advice, but it's not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled, old wombs never heal, and the most we can hope for is that one day we'll be lucky enough to forget."
Thursday. 8.2.07 11:45 pm
So today was my day off, I decided it was about time to fix my schedule so I can get into a math class. I guess that from dropping my math classes a bunch of times, I screwed myself over. This time I am determined to finish and make up for it. Seriously! Haha.

I went to Ventura College at 2. I was a bit confused what to do since I had never seen a counselor before and plus I'm still not totally familiar with that school since I barely started going there this summer. Uh, eventually I figured out what to do. I ended up waiting for about 40 minutes for a counselor to be free. Eventually, I got some guy who was less enthusiastic than I had wanted. He seemed like he just wanted to hurry up, get out, and leave. So I made things quick and explained to him about getting into a math class. I also wanted to go and talk about majors and transferring as well, but I had a feeling I wouldn't get much out of him and that it'd be best I go to another counselor another time. He was such a drag.. oh well! After going back and forth to counselor's office to admissions and some other building, I got everything done. My schedule is so hectic. Ugh, but that's what I get for messing up all my other semesters. /= Fortunately I am learning from my mistakes, I just wish I had realized it sooner.

So I got out around 4ish. I went to the mall a bit just cause I felt I deserved something. Haha, I didn't get anything though. Hmm, I went home after and did laundry since I haven't been doing it for a while. I took a 30 minute nap and here I am still doing laundry. I think I started at 7? Haha. My last load is in the dryer. Thank God.

Why is that when I have my phone on me, I get no calls whatsoever. The moment I decide to leave it someplace and end up forgetting about it I go back to check that I have a bunch of missed calls and messages. SERIOUSLY. It always happens to me. I didn't even bother to return any only cause I'm consumed with chores around the house and also cause I don't like returning phone calls all late.

My brother and dad are going fishing tomorrow morning! My dad never took me when I was a kid. /= I guess it's that whole father and son thing. Hmph. I work tomorrow anyways, but they're probably going to cut my hours anyway. [: I seriously don't mind. I won't be working much anyways when FALL semester starts. Agh. No more spending.. more saving.

This entry got long enough.. GOOD NIGHT!

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AUGUST! Holla! [:
Wednesay. 8.1.07 11:06 pm
It's AUGUST! So there are 10 more days until my birthday and I'll be the big 2-0. Yikes!

I've been behind on the updating trail AGAIN. ]: It's been about three weeks since I last updated. Gah, damn!

So let's see what's been happening. In the last few three weeks I hung out with friends. [: I even watched The Simpsons the night it came out with Rae, Jon, and Ronald. Saw Cheng, Mario, and Barry there. Another time I watched Harry Potter with Angela and Jesus. Those movies were awesome. [: I loved em. Hahah. Hm, I also finished up summer school just last week! Thank goodness. Besides that, the only other thing I've been doing was just work. Oh yeah, my dad's birthday also passed. We just had family time. It's refreshing when there's no arguing going on. Haha. That's pretty much all I can really think of.

Everything has been good lately. You know what I realized today at work?! Why waste time being angry at stupid stuff? A certain someone I work with has a temper and it made me think about it. It's such a waste of energy. /= You keep a grudge and for what? It doesn't benefit you in any way, you just stay mad, talk shit, and waste time. People should just learn to let things go. If they need answers then by all means go get it.. but once you have it.. there's nothing else you can do but move on. Things happen for a reason and not only by chance, but mostly by choice. So choose wisely.

And I will end it with this quote from a show that I'm currently watching..
"Sometimes you have to go to your darkest places before you can emerge with some light."

Yeah, it may not be relevant to what I've been talking about, but still it makes sense! Good night!

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