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- Kid at heart.
- Indecisive.
- Stubborn.
- Adventurous.
- Movie junkie.
- Sarcastic.
- Spontaneous.
- Friendly.
- Fun.
- Selective hearing.
- Easily amused.
- Insomniac.

NuTangmember since July 15, 2003

Mercedes Lim
09/25/17 - 11/28/08
I love you grandma.
Anberlin - Dismantle.Repair.
"Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more."

"Forgive and forget. That's what they say. It's good advice, but it's not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled, old wombs never heal, and the most we can hope for is that one day we'll be lucky enough to forget."
ALMOST 20...!!!!!!!
Friday. 8.10.07 9:20 pm
A couple hours left and it's MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm sooooo tired. /=

Wednesday, I woke up at 9 and got ready to go to Canoga with my mom to go order my cake. Yeah, that's a good 45 minute drive. Luckily we weren't stuck in any traffic cause we didn't leave the house till 11. We ended up shopping all over the place for supplies and food and didn't get home until 6PM. Not to mention my mom made me do all the driving since she doesn't drive to far away places. HA! I think I went to bed around 2 because I did some cleaning.

Thursday, I had work at 2:30 to close. So I got enough sleep. I felt really tired, but for some reason time went by quick. As soon as I got home, I had to do more cleaning and some laundry. Like rugs and stuff around the house. I didn't sleep till 1 or 2.

And TODAY I opened at work and went in at 9. I was kinda tired, but whatevs. I asked to go home early since I've still got a lot of shit to do. So they let me go home at 2:30 instead of 5. [: I did a little last minute shopping and my mom did a ton of grocery shopping as well. I cleaned a lot today, but with not much effort. My mom won't stop cooking. Gaaaahhh. There's so much to do tomorrow. I don't even see the point! I didn't even want anything in the first place, but my mom made me have friends come over cause she wanted to cook stuff. Now it's like she's trying really hard. Yeah, I'm pretty much thankful. I just didn't plan it to be this way. /=

So yeah, I'm really tired. I also had time to play basketball with my brother in our backyard. Ha! It made me miss playing basketball games A LOT in junior high. I kinda wish I stuck with it in high school. Oh well!

So I'm taking this quick break and then I'm back to cleaning or helping my cook. I keep trying to make myself look busy so I won't have to really do anything. HAHA.

Tomorrow I've got to go back to Canoga around 11 to pick up my cake! [: Then buy ice and pick up other food orders we made later on in the day. I'm going to be driving all over the place. I seriously need to save up all my energy!

Ok, back to work! BYE!!!!! [:

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Work work work.. blah blah blah.
Friday. 8.3.07 10:16 pm
Yeah, went into work at 12. I was supposed to get out at 5, but the other closer for the night called in sick so they made me stay till 8. At least it's more money. [: Plus, I had no other plans this evening. Uhh, I do work tomorrow from 2:30 to close, but I close with Rafa, so it shouldn't be that bad. I hope. /=

I'm sleepy...

Man, I just wish things were back to what they used to be. Meaning, friends. I know change is inevitable and the outcomes may or may not be good, but it sucks when that change is instantaneous. In a blink of an eye, you just move from one end to the other without have that brief break in the middle to take the time to notice. Or maybe it was gradual and you just didn't give time to take notice. Who knows? Change is change. It's amazing what choices you make that can make a certain impact on people especially.

Life is incomprehensible.. and I guess it has to be difficult. Cause if it weren't, then why are we here in the first place? We need challenges. We need barriers to break. If everything was done for us, we have no reason to live.

So here I am complaining about how I wish things would be how they used to.. then contradicting myself. I don't know. I guess this is my test. Something I need to find a solution to and then move on. I can't dwell on things I can't bring back. I guess that's why we have memories. To remember what was good, and to continue finding better. There will always be better, until we reach that stage of contentment with ourselves. I don't know.. not all of us may get to that, but along the way we will face more struggles and in the end we just have to keep trying (even if it means complaining along the way [:).

Yeeeahh, it all makes sense up in my noggin. I don't think I did it much justice here on my entry though. Gooood night all you lovely people.

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