I'm beginning to realise that I do not remember what I do at work.. It is as if I went through it like a zombie. If I do that thing quite often, I'd remember the procedure but if I do it once or twice before, zilch. I think it is bad since I am doing pretty much the same things over and over again and yet I cannot remember. It's like I go there eight hours of sleepwalking and then I come home, and continue sleeping.

I'm beginning to feel like this ain't that much different from when I am studying. I prefer studying because it is more challenging. This isn't much of a challenge and I am not taking this seriously. Which is bad because I tend to do mistakes like a dumbfuck.

As much as I want life to change dramatically, I don't know how to change my life dramatically.

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