Ever had that gut feeling that you will regret doing something but you did it anyway?

I don't really know what I actually want to do but I know that if I were to be called for interview with an accounting firm, I will feel more at ease than how I am feeling today. The funny part about management trainee is that it is very subjective to the company. Usually it is you being trained in different departments and being put into a department that best suits you. This management trainee, on the other than trains you to sell loans to SMEs.. I mean yes, you're a bank and all but aren't that why you hire sales personnels? If I want to sell a company something, why won't I just go into sales and marketing dept? The perks are better anyway. I live with sales persons, I know how it is like having to chase after sales and I don't want to. By the way, the interviewer asked me if I don't find it a waste of my education since I applied to be a credit management trainee.... I mean after she said that we need to meticulously go through and evaluate the ability of the potential client to pay the loan, don't you think that it is important to be able to know interpret the financial data correctly? or are you implying that anyone off the sidewalk can do it?

To be honest, all I wanted to do ever since I knew I got an interview is to fuck it up anyway. Even today I wanted to walk that straight but long road to a shopping mall and forget about it. Tho I will know by Monday if I get selected for round 2 or not. I don't know what to hope for, I just know that I feel bad about this.

On a side note, he's such a sweetheart. Because none of those I live with actually wished me good luck today, I told him to wish me luck and he did without knowing what I am up to today and a little later, he asked if I'm having my exams. Lol. A sweetheart, as always

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