If my some of classmates didn't say anything, I would've been fine now, being able to accomplish what I need to do with ease but now, I'm feeling things that I am rather unprepared to feel and being home alone doesn't help at all. I don't like the thoughts running through my head.

Why should did they decide to tease me?
Why did they have to say that?
Why won't they apply "not making things more awkward than it is right now" to me too?

Thanks to them, I'm being very aware of what might be happening to me and I don't know what I should do, how I should feel and I am totally lost on how to stop it.

OMG! I hate pretending that everything's fine.

u don't have to pretend. just be yourself. nothing is fine in this world.
» renaye on 2009-10-18 12:30:47

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