Just came back from wedding dinner.. si eh seh now.. drank quite a bit.. 3 hennessey on the rocks.. 3 with coke added.. wa lan.. on the verge of puking? lol.. must control cos its a fren's wedding.. cannot anyhow.. CONFIRM i am under the influence of alcohol.. otherwise i wun be a nosey parker again.. sigh.. broke the promise i made to myself.. y ah y... haiz.. Hope everything turns well.. I wanna not care.. but seems like something is always urging me forward...

Was playing bowling today with alvin laoda ken... got back the spin but couldnt control it well... oh well.. Ken played well today...170++ pts.. wooters.... argh ! fail my evaluation as expected.. went to the practise today thu.. hope the evaluation next wk, can pass!! forget to pray today also.. hahaha.. sian diao...

feeling damn slpy now... must be those alcohol.. but i cant help feeling stupif again.. y am i subjecting myself to this... haiz... nvm.. zhi zhuo zhi shou.... oh well.. think i had better go rest... cant even type properly leh... today i will snooze like a pig.. no more dreams or wadeva...

Oh damn it.. just rmb the wedding scene.. the bridegroom was singing to his wife.. my fren.. so sweet.. i looked at her.. she was smiling so radiantly.. cant help but think wad would it be like at my wedding.. is i do get married... to whom? tt's is a question i long wanna noe the ans.. had great r/s last time but it was my fault i guess tt it didnt last... shall look forward and anticipate my future wife.. Guess age is catching up and i really wanna commit to a gal of my dreams... hope someday somehow it would happen...

On this note.. i shall go slp, feeling sad all over again... and wished time could just reverse itself...

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Tot this was a nice song.. put up the lyrics for ppl to enjoy its meaning.. Cheers..

"To Where You Are"

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be
That you are my
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

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*Breathing in deep* Well, just came home after 4 hours of bball... legs are aching but its all worth it.. It was great bball today.. Few Ah Bengs... More pros down.. Play until its life and death.. perspire like a nv ending waterfall... Finally got back the ball sense.. Made a few silly mistakes here and there.. But its like... 3 weeks since i played such bball.. Werner and Wynn came down too.. Unfortunately i had to join my friends to form one team cos they called me down earlier on... the 2 other Ws went to the next court and play... Wynn came back like he was splashed with 100 litres of water.. Yeeeww... hahaha... But shiok lah.. at least all got play... Hm.. they commented that they didnt wanna join the SBlympics if any le.. think their skills and stamina all deproved a whole lot... haha.. I for one also cant play properly.. Sustained bruises and scratch marks.. the one tt hurts is the right knee cap.. tt bruising is terrible.. cant work properly home just now.. haiz..

Tried doing online booking for practical lessons.. But wad the hell, the pw cannot work.. must go check it out man.. shucks... Tmr having riding theory test! argh.. read thru the book once.. Since its free.. Guess i can take a number of times i guess.. HAHAHA... Peeps!! Wish me LUCK!! i need hell loads of it man..

Feelings more.. cheerful these few days.. obsessed at finding the right 2B bike ard.. Got hook on this Honda Nsr150SP... either this or the Kawasaki KRR150... Both could be bought quite cheaply on second hand.. Sicne gg army.. mite as well just get a so-so bike.. Get my class 2 License be4 i buy my R1 !!! Chio bike.. So chio.. Guess I've learnt a thing or 2 from the conversation with the guys on msn ytd... Nicholas was bitching abt gals.. hahaha.. didnt noe y lah but.. he said something abt maturing and stop being childish.. Half agree half disagree.. Situations differ, and i guess for my case, i think i tried and did my best.. to "grow up".. Think its best for me to keep my ears and eyes shut for the time being.... There goes the grad nite plan!!! hahahah gek sim.. Plan so hard now no nd do.. ah nvm.. hopefully i can ride my bike to the grad nite destination!!! den can one on one with wynn's car! ok.. day dreaming is over.. time for the real thing..

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Sian, now in the midst of BD BSG game thingy.. lalalila.. sore throat still not feeling as gd.. think i am gg to die any moment.. hahaha.. kaoz.. i stop smoking liao still hurts till like that.. argh.. most prob gg to see doc tmr liao...

Hm... tmr gg to have the rider test liao.. gg to pray to the god statue in my hse, let me pasS!!!!! Ytd researched abt bikes.. guess the one tt caught my eye was the honda nsr150sp... the rest of the 2B bikes were either looked retro or just look like phantoms.. smaller nia.. a big no no.. Hope i could get on for like... 3k 2nd hand? Nvm.. better pass 1st den talk abt bike.. or die die just get the honda wave lor.. Heard that go JB mod can do it until damn chio.. hahaha.. but scare leh.. JB!!! all the dig soil/giao tor/yalam... scary place...

Cher's gg to start lesson le.. shld get some shud eye also.. later playing bball with the mr fit aka xiong and wenrong..

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YippiE! embarking on a new journey.. Finally i pop over to BBDC for the bike registration.. I need to work liao.. for $$$!!! Financing this whole thing my myself.. better pass the 1st time.. aint gg to be cheap.. Well.. as usuall.. register liao.. book theory test.. blah blah.. hao lei ah..
Met an old friend whom i havent seen for 2 years? told me he was at Australia studying electronics... Hm.. he kena the same thing as me also.. hahahah!!! Haiyo.. now i am thinking.. issit a trend? or is it just the way of life? sian diao man.. Buck up my fellow species..
Alvin enlighted me just now.. about time i think straight.. heal... and walk the path of sanity.. oh well... No one wants to call me by wid also.. hahaha..
Well i better go study for my CAs and rider theory test.. argh.. heng its free.. so i can book and book if i fail.. wahhahaa..

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Its been a usual day.. finally got to wake up late on a tuesday.. Throat still wasnt gd yet, had to pop by the poly clinic.. Wasting lots of time there.. was suppose to get my lazy ass to bbdc.. hope there's nth to do tmr noon.. den i can go over there..

Nth special went on.. just tt it seems.. lao da is in the same predicament as me.. Kinda pity him, nth had prepared him for that man.. Well NS shld be strong right.. Hope his coping it better than i am.. But seeing his msn nick right now.. i hope he dun change from sadness to hatred.. But i wonder if having decided on something is better than hanging in the air.. like me? lolz... aiyah.. dun wish to be bothered with it.. head too pain now to think also..

Tmr shall be a better day..

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