i love rj with all my heart. and i miss him very very much.

alright kiddos. have a great day.

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new semester. one new class. that would be physical education. people in that class are hella out-of-shape. i like to laugh at them. my grades were alot better this quarter, but my semester grades are gonna suck. oh well. HMM. i have an essay to write in english. first essay of the ehffing school year. the rough drafts were due, and the final should be due sometime next week. haven't bothered to start them yet, but it's all good. neither has anyone else in the class. anyways.

happy birthday to saffia! it's tomorrow. er, that's what i was told.

UM, i'm broke. had to buy stuff for class, pay my dad 20 bucks cuz i went over my minutes, AND i've been spending money on junk food at school, when i've been trying to save it. i anger myself. wish i had a job. and a license. and a car. and a life. okay, no more to say. just wanted to type something in here, i guess. adios.

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thank you, or rather your x-chromosome-carrying-sperm, for swimming into my mother's fallopian tube; and fertilizing the ovum before the 3 million remaining had the chance fifteen-or-so, years ago. oh yes. i now get to live through this hellhole you've created for me. thanks, i appreciate it.

anyways. you suck, big time. talking shit about your own sister. tsk, tsk. she and her husband raised me for ten fucking years, and they did a pretty damn good job, if i do say so myself. you should be grateful. you also ought to stop these little arguments you start on the phone. always money-related, pointless, and unreasonable. this family's already dysfunctional. no need to make it any worse, you selfish mother fucker, you. i'm here now, what more do you want?

whatever. i want a divorce. heh. don't worry, i'm just saying that. although i do kinda mean it. HOWEVER, i keep that psychological question of kindergarten teachers in mind, "how would you feel?". and well, if my future child wanted a divorce from me, i'd feel awful - as if i failed at being a mother. therefore, i choose not to say anything. you don't want to hear what i have to say anyways. it'd get you mad. and make you start throwing things. well maybe i should try to piss you off. if i get lucky, you might throw something at my head, and while i lie on the floor, unconscious, you finally realize what an ass you're being. but darn, i'm not lucky. i know you'd never hurt me - physically, at least. you've already killed my soul. hah .. hahahahha. no that's too dramatic. um, well you've sunken my happiness. it's now at the bottom of my broken heart. HAHAHA. i joke, i joke. but dude, wake up and slap yourself. that's all.

LOVE,
your darling daughter, April


P.S. you need anger management.

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listening to: BOYZ II MEN - in the still of the night

grading day for teachers at my school. therefore, a non-student day. i'm in silverdale right now. the plan was to go to ridgetop for the day, but it was ruined by the parentals. said i'd be a "distraction". the other reason is that i'm not trusted. sucks, but oh well. i'll just sigh it off, like always =(. ahkk, i miss my friends tho. oh so very much. they're my happy pills. i'm gonna turn into a depressed if i don't see them soon. i don't stay in contact with anyone except rj. and misha, of course. we've got that special "stank breath/pepsi pal/arm/ghetto neighborhood/etc .." bond. haha. and um yeah. i don't call brian up that much anymore. no offense, but he seems too caught up in his little "love triangle". and then stefanie .. i don't talk to her anymore either. wahh. everything sucks when everyone's gone.

oh well. guess it's time for me to move on, and really, really try to make new friends. this whole moving situation isn't gonna get better. there's only like a 2% chance on me moving back. and until i can drive legally and earn back the p-units trust, i can't visit anyone that often. poo.

anyways. yesterday, i walked around the neighborhood with keoni and erika. we took this one table thingy with wheels in front of someone's house, cuz it said "free". and they yeahh .. they pushed me on it =). it was fun. hmm, i'm taking the 4:15 ferry back to seattle. and when i get there, i'm gonna have to wait an hour before someone picks me up cuz everyone's working. eh durr. stupid fuckers. i'm bored. here's a picture of my nephew from like 2 years ago in hawaii. it's cute tho. i duno who the girl is .. but she's hawaiian. haha.



oh yeahh .. you guys can comment now. you're literate enough! bwahaha. lata.

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happy birthday. HAHAHAHA. oh man .. he's old.

hmm. finals are kinda over. i feel smart. i KNOW i aced my science and english test. i studied =). but yeahh. dun't know about math. the whole test was funking MULTIPLE CHOICE. but yano. i'm bad with numbers .. even if i did study for an hour last night and the night before. dahh .. yeah oh well. i want my report card. my grades, excpet math, are gonna be hella up there. bwahahaha.i'm just kidding .. like jason. but i did alot better this quarter than last. okay yeah. i have a huge packet for history. later days.

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well uh, it was early release today. went home, watched driven on vh1. it was on N*SYNC. woo, represent! um. did some homework. and then after that i went to this place and got my backne medicine. i still have it stefanie! and its worse than before =(. hahhhh. yeah. uh then mi padre dropped me off at the library. and when i got inside, i realized i forgot my library card. so i couldn't do anything cuz i needed my card to go online. and so i just stayed there for an hour and did homework. ehm yeah. then i left and walked to the bus stop. i had to walk in the rain. it was fun tho. the raindrops were falling on my face, and it felt nice =). reminded me of the philippines .. cuz this summer while i was there, i played in the rain alot. it was great =). dahh i wanna go back!

ehm, yes. i went home. and did some more homework. and watched trl. haven't watched that in forver. they had erika christensen on it. haha, you know, SWIMFAN?! yes. and they said she was from seattle .. and she graduated at 16 with a 4.0 GPA. ahkk thats crazy. she's my idol! hahahahaha .. just kidding. hm. they showed britney spear's new video too. toxic. i like it. and the video cracks me up cuz .. i duno. it's just funny. HMM. i have nothing else to type. oh yeah, misha's comic is famous. cuz of the link that was on my info. my friend from school saw it and showed all her friends. and they thought it was "toite". haha k yeah. lata.

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