I hurt my back a few weeks ago, hurt the disc. It was in a bit of pain for about a week.
It made me realise that it's not good to abuse our bodies and yet we do until something goes wrong. We have to look after ourselves...
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Taming a wild animal - This one made me teary
Friday. 8.1.08 4:31pm
I don't post the youtube links, very often.
But, this one got me thinking about Dan talking to me about owning a tiger cub and raising it into an adult and having it as a pet in our household and also to protect us...and well, I still think it would tear us apart, literally.
So apparently, you CAN tame a wild animal...who ever thought it was true. ;]
listening to: Paul Van Dyk - In between mood: chipper
Time seems timeless to me now.
Time is just a number to me now.
I have all the time in the world to do what I want. Most of the time, I just think about it and wonder....
I feel as if there should be something more that I should be doing, but I am just doing what I am doing to exist.
I feel as if there should be something more that I should be achieving. I'm not sure yet of what it is.
Maybe, time will unfold it for me.
Soon approaching August.
I was really hoping to have a fulltime job by now.
So far, I've only had 2 job interviews. The biggest problem seem to be too many bloody people applying for the position. The last job interview that I went too had over 300 people apply...
I didn't even get a call back from it.
That's why I have been thinking about going back to study to be doing something; yet, I can't really afford to either. So here's another post to ponder my thoughts on.
I'm not letting this get me down again, I have a casual job that I don't mind, even though it was the same as what I was doing in Western Australia and I was starting to hate it. I like the working environment. It's because, I'm not there all the time, it doesn't bother me so much.
My attitude has changed towards customer service, that's what has changed within me. If I don't try my hardest for the customer then I haven't really done my job, now have I? And it has to be the same for every customer.
Another thing was my living conditions were getting down also. I am alot more stable since living with Dan. Drama, very rare occurs and I'd rather it stay that way.
watching: scrubs listening to: flyleaf - tiny hearts mood: worried
There is a secret about me, that isn't really secret...
I suffer Trichotillomania - it's a compulsive behavior, where the sufferer repeatedly pulls hair from the scalp, eyebrows and/or eyelashes. I happen to scratch at this spot in my head. It's not something that I am proud of either... It started during year 9 exams and I haven't really stopped doing it since. I don't even notice that I am doing it half the time. Lately, it has been getting worse and worse. It's because, I am bored. I am no longer working fulltime...since I've been living in Geelong. Boredom is one of the keys that drives me to do it. But, stress also does it. Either way, it feels like I can't win against it. I've tried a few ways to stop, wearing a hat/beanie helps a little. Mostly if I become aware that I am doing it, I stop. It's will power that will help me beat it.
