Today was a mixed day. My friend whose been having relationship problems with his girlfriend for quite some time, often told me he wanted to marry her. But it seemed the truth of thematter was she didn't love him and only saw him as a friend. But what was weird was that she kept on hinting to me she liked me and was more compatible to me. Him being one of the most popular guys around gets rejected in favour of me? And she one of the most attractive girls around favours me? I mean I've been rejected by girls a lot uglier than her, yet she seemed to like me.

If she wasn't my friends girlfriend I would have no doubt dated her ,but as things go, I am never going to date a girl my friend loved. She was an extremely nice person to me which made the situation a lot worse. Thats the ironies of life, Mr I can get any girl in sydney, couldnt get the heart of someone of the girl he wanted most, and mr I can't get anyone in sydney got the heart of a girl he couldn't have.

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listening to: banana rama
mood: missing , lost , empty



Love in the first degree- banana rama

Last night I was dreaming I was locked in a prison cell
When I woke up I was screaming, calling out your name
Whoa, and the judge and the jury, they all put the blame on me
They wouldn't go for my story, they wouldn't hear my plea

Someday I believe it, you will come to my rescue
Unchain my heart you're keeping and let me start anew
The hours pass so slowly
Since they've thrown away the key
Can't you see that I'm lonely
Won't you help me please

Guilty of love, guilty of love in
Guilty of love, guilty of love in
Guilty, of love in the first degree

And the judge and the jury, they all put the blame on me
They wouldn't hear my story, they wouldn't hear my plea

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There was a girl that's been working in a hello kitty store that I've admired for awhile. She reminds me of my ex when I first met her, except if anything shes prettier. Having no courage to walk up to her, I went to the store TWICE to buy goods that I dont need. Can anyone say HI to my mashimaro pen?

I was going to ask her for a casual date..tommorow, when I walked past the store and I NOTICED there was a sign saying CLOSING DOWN LAST DAY TODAY.
ARGHHHHHHHHHH I WILL NEVER SEE HER AGAIN.

Anyway went to karaoke with a few business associates of mine, and I could only say they were dating some of the hottest chicks Ive ever seen in sydney.
I guess they must be doing something right with the influence/power they have, something which I am obviously not doing.

Oh well, I can afford to wait, since I only deserve the best.

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Been busy the last 2days helping my koreanfriends find houses to move into. One has his lease agreement coming to an end, and another whose looking for a new house in sydney. Rental properties in sydney has dramastically dropped. You can get 2bed in sydney city for $350 now.

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Went to japanese class at Tafe. LOVED it. Felt like a little kid again being treated like one. Repeating after the teacher and putting your hands up. Breathed excitment back into my life. WOOHOOO:)

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Friend just arrived back from korea with his new wife. Yes you heard me , "Wife". It seems shocking that people my age are getting married and when I come to think about it, my parents had me at my age as well. Ah to be a kid again, oh well I wish I could be young forever.

Spent all day reading naruto comics online, well worth the read.

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