listening to: Lynyrd Skynyrd - Free Bird
mood: Pretty Happy
Well I came out and talked to Marc and told him I didn't think I wanted to buy this house. I mean the land and the house were gorgeous but I didn't want to be outside the city. I also told him I don't think I want to buy a house for awhile. I want to stay where we are at until our lease is up and then move back downtown and stay there until we can buy a permanent home downtown. In a year or 2 we'll be making more money and our credit will be almost back to perfect and it will just be easier.
On another note..
I still havent mentioned to Marc's family that my mom and step-dad are coming up here for thanksgiving. I don't even know how we are going to work this. I'm worried his family will be upset bc my family always gets christmas and his gets thanksgiving and now my family will get both kind of. Plus I don't know how well our families will get along. Our parents have met but it was brief. Plus who knows if his parents will even still be together thn seeing as they are teetering on divorce anyhow. Oh well no need in stirring things up this early anyhow.
On the last note of this blog...
I miss writing. I used to write poetry, songs and short stories all the time but I somehow have let that slip away. Its probably bc i'm not near as depressed anymore and I have other things going on in my life but it was always a favorite hobby of mine. Then again so was my painting and photography but I've seen them slipping as well. Stupendous.

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mood: Content
So the house was AWESOME! Even more than the pics would lead you to believe! It was huge and had a huge patio with a 2 car garage and all kinds of other goodies! We're in the process of trying to buy it as I type this! Hopefully we will get our offer sent this week! I dread the thought of moving again but I know it will be worth it because the place is so awesome and we wont be moving for a long time there after.

I had a really fun weekend! We got the group together and went to this new bar opening out on the river and it was HUGE! The tiki bar was gigantic and it had a stage outside for live music for the people on both patios and at the tiki bar. Downstairs was the dance bar and it was super fun. I bought blow job shots for everyone but they were stronger than I remembered so it took me about 3 tries to finish it lol! We didnt make it to the rock/country bar upstairs but it looked like fun too.

Well I hope to write again soon!

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I know I haven't been updating this much but work has been a little busier than normal and Marc and I have been looking into buying a house. I had my heart set on this adorable 2-story brick townhouse in a small town right outside the city but this evening we're going to look at this gigantic old farm house on around an acre of land about 3 or 4 miles from the ky river! Its only like 14 miles from town when the ferry is in season (which is all the time except during winter or floods) and only like 25 when you have to take the interstate. I am so excited to go check it out. Here are the pics I have access to as of now.





I'll update tomorrow on how the house as a whole turned out! Wish me luck!

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mood: blah
No seriously..I think I do. I have decided I would be better off having no self-esteem at all instead of this really bad self esteem. And I hate how people say stupid things without realizing what they are saying. I have been putting alot of effort into losing weight and getting in better shape but Im doing it the right way. I am trying to improve the way I eat as a whole. Like trying to take in less of the things that arent good for me and more of what is. Just common sense things like having organic wheat thins instead of ritz cheez-ums. But while doing it this way is better in the long run it doesnt have the immediate results of the crappy diets and temporary life changes that people around me seem to be diving into. And I know in the long run I will be better off and healthier and keep more off but while everyone is losing weight and looking great quicly im doing it so slowly you can hardly notice. Plus my mom said she was proud that i've gotten down to 155 (my ideal body weight is between 110 - 125 bc im 5'5 and have a very small build naturally) but that when i was at her wedding I must have weighed more bc I was the biggest she'd ever seen me..which was true but still who says that? Anyhow just trying to make it through this whole not feeling cute at all thing....

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listening to: lame spa music
mood: kinda spacey
And Im not sure why...O joy. Lets hope it's gas. ANYHOW..... I've been really busy lately and I feel like Im neglecting my nutang. It makes me kinda sad. This is my little haven to drop off some of the load of crazy I always carry with me and it seems like lately I've had more crazy than I can handle. Oh well. Hope to be back soon with a longer entry...and a more comfortable butt.

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listening to: Stupid spa cd at work
mood: Happy
It was rainy here yesterday so we had to have some indoor activities... Here is my tribute to america for the 4th



And this was supposed to be a duck but mostly I just found it funny lol

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