'long sigh of relief'

Alright! This is the time for me to post everything that's been going on. Living life on the fast lane, a lot happens within a couple of days. Well, to start off. I was about to hang out with Johnny on Friday night, Halloween. He never called since we talked all night Thursday. So he didn't wake up to call me ahead of time for me to get ready. I got ready anyway and hitched a ride with my sis. to her B.F.'s birthday bash. Stayed there and hung out at the restaraunt for about 3 hours. She dropped me off at Club Benjamin's at about 10:45 PM. When I got there, I was suppose to meet up with James to hang out. He had me waiting until 1 AM. I got really mad and wanted to leave. After James showed up, we went to Jesse's house party. I was tired, cold, cranky, and annoyed. James was not doing anything right ever since but I'll get to that later.

While we were at Jesse's, he kept on annoying me; asking me am I still mad at him, making stupid ass remarks, and talking too much stupid shit! So I tried to avoid him and went outside to hang out with Kim. Her husband's homies came by and I got hooked up with Bryan's number. o0o0oo0o!!! He was KeeEeeeYYyYyyOOoooOOttTTttEEEe!!! HAHA..

Anyways! Right when things seem to get better. The party was over and Jame's cousin took off with my belongings in his car. So I got furious and even more mad at James. He knew that his cousin was taking off and my bag was in the car, but he didn't tell me shit! From that moment on, all I tried to do was get my belongings back. Hoping that no one 'misplaced' or 'lost' anything. Jesse and I had to take the loser, James, to his work in Ontario. That was about a 35 minutes drive. Supposably, we were picking up my stuff there too. When we got there, his cousin was "supposably" on his way back from LA. That's an hour away. Since Jesse and I had that much time. I just had Jesse take me home to get some more stuff to stay at Jesse's for the weekend since I wanted to go to CAN on Sunday. It took us about half an hour to get to my house and another half an hour to drive back to where James was at. My belongings were still NOT there. Then he suggested that he'll drop it off at Jesse's on Sunday. So I agreed. That didn't happen. I waited the whole day and it was just, URGH!! So I had Jesse call James house and his cousin's number to leave him a message telling him to drop it off at Club Can.

Then Jesse, Gabriel, and I went out to a PC cafe and stayed there for an hour surfing the web and doing whatevers online. After that hour passed, we took Gabriel to Santa Ana River to go ghost hunting. He had NO IDEA. We walked about 2 miles away from the car. Withing those two miles, we took pictures and walked under a dark bridge with a strong presence of a restless soul. We reviewed the pictures while walking and after the whole thing. We, of course, saw the souls that were there. It's just a white transparent looking dot in the picture somewhere. Those are the ghosts. Gabriel took the whole expedition pretty well. We got back home and got some rest.

On Sunday. Jesse, his older sis. and her family, and I went to a Fire Department Appreciation carnival. It was pretty cool. That lasted until 8 PM. We went back to Jesse's house and got ready for Club Can. Gabriel came home from work and got ready too. We left to Can and it was pretty boring. We had to chill anyways cause Jesse works there. I got my stuff back from James, he left it with Randy. I was missing a sandle. ARGH!!! Once it started to happen at the club, I was dancing like there was no tomorrow! I met some guys that ended up being Kim's friend. Kim works there too. Well, I didn't really want to get to know those guys. I found out after the club that they were Kim's husband's homies. Kim, her husband's homies, and I went to eat. After we got to know each other better, we went to go sing karaoke. I thought Young was FOOOoOOoiIIIIiiiNNNnnNEEEE!!!! 'chuckels' But his homie Bao was trying to get at me. So Young didn't want to interfere. I drove Kim's car after that back to Jesse's house cause she was drunk. HAHA.. Then she sobered up on the way to Jesse's. I got back there at about 5:11 AM. Fell asleep in the living room. HAHA!!

I woke up today, Monday, and it was cold as hell!!! I talked to Jesse here and there and then hopped online. Talked to some people, friends, online and then Johnny came to pick me up. I chilled with him for about 3 hours. Crazy shit happened when I was chilling with him but I'm not going to mention it. 'smirks' He took me home and I talked to Mommy a little bit and hopped back online.

It was a pretty stress-free, fun, and happy weekend. I had fun! Thanks Jesse for this weekend. You were the best!!! Oh yeh, just for referrence, Jesse's like a brother to me. He dated my older sister. Well, that's what's been happening. Until my next post, thanks you guys for being there!! .-*MUAHZ*-.

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Well, I'm leaving to Hawaii on December 1. Time to get ready for a new beginning. It's getting really cold over here too. BuuUUUrrRRrRR!!! Anyhow, that's all I have to post for now. It's been a very stress-free weekend!! I'll post all about it when I have the time to sit down and actually give it some thought of what to post. Until then, BYE! (^_')

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While sitting here in a room with my friend Daniel, I think of how great life is beginning to get. All of the better and all of the best. I'll never know how at ease I can get until I put myself to rest. I'm pretty sure that it's going to be the most beautiful sleep in a long while. Daniel's playing his guitar, singing a little song. It's funny how things get better when you do wrong. He's talking about how he's not able to write a poem off of the top of his head. My suggestion is that, "You should pray for that talent right before you go to bed." 'wink's

HAHAHA.. Just off of the top of my head... nothing too creative...

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Well, it hasn't been that long, at all, since the last time I was hurt and blinded by the meanings and feelings of love. I spoke to, the many few, friends that I've had for the longest years of life and they brought a smirk, here, and a smile, there, to my face. I gave their words and support some thought and it helped me a lot. They've proven, to me, that they care an enormous amount. It seems as if I didn't, already, know all those things. I knew and know a great amount of knowledge on life. I just haven't ever put them to use. My changes in the near future will be hard to accomplish but it'll bring me tremendous joy and happiness. It'll all be worth the effort and time that I'm going to put towards those ambitions. Unlike all the effort, cares, love, and how I've tried the many times before. It was all a waste of time and brought me to the results of hurt and sorrow. I'm strong and everyone knows that. I can be the biggest, most fucked up, person in the world and not give a fuck about anything or anyone. All of the so-called "friends", "homies" and "lovers" that I've had in my past and recent pasts weren't worth any of my time. I've always learned to move on and hold and hide those pains deep down inside of me. Where no one can ever bring it back around to see the sorrow and sadness I've had for it, them.

I've picked myself back up, once again, and living like there's no tomorrow. Hopefully, I can receive the happiness that I was suppose to receive a long time ago. Everyone that truely cares and cared, I love you guys so much. Thanks you guys!

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