Oh my god... I'm still a virgin.
There had a talk about sexual harrassment at my school this morning.
She told us what sexual harrassment was and some examples of it.
And I'm disagree with some of the points.

The first point was, touching of skin between boys and girls. Hey man, I have a touch with a person who is opposite sex with me, I hold her hand, I pat her arm and want to say a hi OR I accidently knocked into a girl... Does that consider sexual harrassment then? If yes, please, kill me, because my classmate always do that on me, so I was no more a virgin NOW.

The second point, starring at someone who has different sex with someone. She said, this is sexual harrassment, next gave us two examples. "That girl is stunning. What a handsome guy." Oh my god... I know Malaysian is kind of conservative, but that has already beyonded the limit! If her saying is true, many people out there has become a pervert and over million of people on the earth has unconsciously become a sexual victim, I believe.

These are the points for as long as I can remember. I think it is unreasonable, very. There's no point to say it's sexual harrassment just by touching the opposite sex's skin. To my astonishment, the second point is just rubbish. You don't say it's sexual harrassment, it's how a normal person would say if they see a nice-looking person. We are human... aren't we? She alien!

And she showed us some videos too - some videos about people abandoned their babies. They abandoned their baby under a tree, beside the road and let him/her face the cold wind and heavy rain. I have a question, why do people like to give birth to a baby who they don't want to take care of? I understand, especially teenagers, like me, the majority of them are curious about sex and they would have sexual urge. However, do they think about those miserable, abandoned babies? NO! They just want to do it when they feel they want to and I've hated this kind of unresponsible bastard so much, I can't explain how much in a few words... I really can't!

I'd like to say,
Don't damage people' life,
Don't harm the ladies,
Don't kill the babies.
Condoms, birth control pills are used to control birth.
So make use of them, don't abuse them.

Last but not least, I really don't understand, why do people expect sex so much?
They can have sex with their wife/husband once they get married over hundreds times in their whole life and nobody could catch them. Just let go of the unmarried.

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Oh... It was the first day of April today.
Did you notice what day is it today?
I actually forgot it was April fools' day.
Unexpectedly... I was cheated!

IMPOSSIBLE!!!

Guess what???

"Hey Kev... Your bag is unzip." Said a bad egg.

"You didn't zip up your pants." Whispered another bad egg.

Naturally, as a human I would certainly take a look to see if it was true.
They laughed at me.
It was so bad but I felt better after I did the same thing at my friends XD

"Hao, Mr. Azhar call you, you'd better go and see him right now."

Haha! They believed!
How funny!
Do you know why?
Because I've never cheated any body,
I'm an honest person, hehe!

Happy April Fools' Day!!!

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Mountain of homework is pushing me out of breath. Lots of notes and exercises to do with my studies. Especially Maths and Addmaths, they are driving me crazy...!

In fact, I heaped the all my homework since last week, now this week I can see a huge mountain on my table. I would have my right hand torn off if I don't do them least today. Just a book of homework could suck half of my blood of my right hand, 10 objective questions and 6 subjectives - my right hand is turning dark purple now... ... :)

Oh... I still have many of them not done yet. Well... Homework is endless, and there are so many projects and co-curricular activities - I understand. Will you say yes to it? Yes, I know you will.

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Yeah! I'd finally done my oral English today. To be honest, my heart beated double times faster before I went through the oral. But still, I finished it completely, and asked my teacher's opinion how I did just now, she said it was not excellent but good. Excellent brings 6 marks while 4-5 marks for good. I don't really know how does she calculate our marks, but probably included pronunciation, tone, fluency, brightness and etc.

For the dialogues of my oral English, as I'd told you, I wrote it by my own in about 2 hours. So basically you can find some grammer mistakes on it of course, since I'm weak in grammer. Now, I've corrected for myself, hopefully I'm not making anymore grammer mistake, I reckon it's right... sort of...

The new link - Oral English - My dad is kind of superstitious :D

Please correct it for me, if you could. Thanks.

Oh my god... My homework is still wating for me!

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Just downloaded the latest version of Live Messenger. It's wicked!
Latest Live have beautiful scenes, different types of sounds, categories, etc..
They added a Favorites tab, too.
You must update it!

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I've been listening to Taylor Swift lately - her latest albumd, Fearless.
I like all the tracks, because most of them are written by her own. She's a fanstatic Country songwriter.

She's so beautiful!

I especially like Love Story the music video.
Don't you think the scenes are very beautiful? The sun shine, the palace and their clothes!
I think I love Country music more and more now. :D

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Yes... My Erican class started last week. Today was my second day in Level 4 Stage 2. As usual, I carried a bag behind my back and a fail together with another two books walked from my house to the bus station in centre of the town. Although it was no more than 10 minutes, I saw people who were familiar to me. We smiled to each other - this was the basic manners. I smiled, it wasn't a big deal; they smiled to me, I thought it contained other meaning...

Well, my extra class is in Erican, it's an English lesson. But to get there, I spend nearly RM 10 on the bus fare and the way take less than one hour by bus. For a normal student outside the city, it is quite expensive and not necessary.

Perhaps I want to start from saying how and why I would go Erican. I one day said to my mum, I want to learn English! I suddenly had a special thought go study in Erican.

Peopl asked me why did I want to go so far to learn English, weren't there English tuition centres in the town? People asked me about the fee of the lesson and their expressions showed me that thinking I was nuts. People also asked me the timetable, how long did I spend a day there and how many lessons I would have after I paid for that much. For last, does it good / worth to study in Erican? Now, let me tell you, I won't spend my parents' hard earned money on a field I think that's no use. Definitely not - not even on the clothes.

If you want to say it's same class / level / environment as the UK, no - of course. But if you compare Erican with tuition centres in my Tapah dead town under a magnifying glass, I'll certainly say Erican is far better. You know... What I achieve in Erican isn't only the English lessons, as well as tons of extra knowledge outside the world - I learnt how to give a public speech completely in front of audiences, I learnt how to communicate with people in English, I learnt how should I do when I'm meeting new friends - eye-contact, smile, say a Hi...

But still, I'm not a perfect man. I still have to improve myself. A language centre wouldn't make you into a know-it-all, it would only guide you to a certain level and of course, you must put in the efforts yourself - no one has ever achieve greatness by merely sitting at home, waiting for success to knock on their doors. This quote truly explained everything.

I decided to write down this feeling which was deeply unexpressed in my heart two years ago. This write wouldn't help much actually, it wouldn't make people understand why I go Erican, but I just wanted to say it out loud! To tell you I AM NOT WASTING MY TIME AS WELL AS MY PSARENTS' TIME, I AM VERY CLEAR WHAT I AM DOING AT THE MOMENT, NEED NOT YOU TO WORRY ABOUT, AND I DON'T NEED YOUR LAUGHS BEHIND ME, BUT STILL I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO YOU BECAUSE YOU MAKE ME A STRONG, INSISTENT MAN EVER.

*To make it more obvious, listen, I'm not defaming any body, I'm trying to prove that I'm not what you're thinking now. This is what I want to say. Thank you for reading.

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I hate that!
I told them to do this and I told them not to do that.
But still they do that.
I'm not going to tell you what is that because it strongly disappointed me.

It's usually hard to tell others to do what I want them to do.
I know that is not just belong to me, it's belong to all of us.
But it's actually annoying when you couldn't do what you do expect.

God, that is just an uncomfortable feeling!
You can't understand how do I feel unless you experience it.

So next time, you'd better have spoken to them before you want to do something.
Second, you don't need to put so much hope in it when you're going to do something.
Third, be prepared to endure the pains of failure before and when you're doing something.

That are my points of view.

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