I realized a couple days ago that certain places I'm used to blogging wasn't safe anymore. That certain prying eyes were finding their way to my written word and those whom I had trusted prior were now compromised. I hate it when shit like this goes down. You figure you can trust certain people, then you come to find out you can't trust them anymore and all your personal thoughts you may have shared with them potentially become ammo. It was a very sad though.

A friend of mine told me that due to my financial standing, their other half didn't deem me worthy enough to associate with. It made me realize that sometimes you can't tell the shallow ones from the sincere. The whole thing saddened me.

But that wasn't the only thing either.

I've realized that some of my ties to others have prompted some to read into me. Some I've also realized have created mock accounts to look into my stuff. Makes me wonder what they're after.

The beauty of this is that no one in my life knows about this one yet. I say yet because you never know what's going to happen. This one is safe for the time being.

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And no, I'm not talking about the stuff you buy at the movie theater. Popcorn is a nickname I gave to this guy who's head of hair reminds me of an already popped popcorn kernal.

I found out a few days ago that he was talking to a friend of mine behind my back, talking badly of me, and then trying to shake my friend down for money. To be honest, I don't like popcorn very much. He has admitted to enjoying ticking me off, has tried to shake me down for money, and with the added insult for being nice to my face and talking behind my back, Popcorn found himself off my myspace top friends list, and unbenounced to him, blocked on my IM list.

He called me twice yesterday. Once I didn't bother picking up, and he didn't bother leaving me a message. The second time as a courtesy to see if he had any work for me (because in truth, I'd prefer to keep our association strictly business), he called me to tell me about the Heroes episode. When we were on better terms, him and I would watch the Heroes episodes and then during commercial breaks, IM about what we just saw. Then he went on about Smallville (which I am not a fan of- and he knows this), and them he started jabbering about Kyle FX (another show I had no interest about - and he knows this). I pretty much 'uh huh" him to death until I finally told him I had to get back to work. Yeah, Popcorn did ask me why I hadn't been online lately. I explained to him I'd been working. Which has been true.

I know Popcorn has a crush on me. He's already told me he has a rather popular photo of me as the background to his laptop. Personally I don't really care. Popcorn went behind my back and started bad mouthing me saying I couldn't sing, which I knew he said in spite bc I utterly refused to kiss his ass.

Here's to Popcorn. May he finally get the hint and get over himself. *clink*

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Since Monday my week has been all but normal. Three odd psychic/metaphysical phenomenon and I'm still kinda left wondering wtf?! O.o

The breakdown...

Monday I was taking a bath (for some odd reason they all seem to happen in the bath) when the green prayer candle that I have burning at the side broke off in one whole chunk and dropped into my bathwater. I retrieved it and any stray glass pieces and wondered what happened. Knowing strange things happen when stuff goes down like this, I decided to let it slide and figure it out later. However about ten minutes later I get a text message from a friend of mine telling me that the gig I did for him during the weekend, the client's card was declined. Very interesting.

Then the following day I got this feeling to say something to my roommate. "Time's Up". She was having issues with a guy she's been talking to and he has been MIA for a while. Not an hour after I said these words did she finally get an email from him. Then that same night I took another bath and suddenly I had this itch that started on the knuckle of my right index finger. Then my middle and pinkie finger on the same hand started itching as well. Then the joints for those fingers began to itch. It felt like I might have hit something, but there were no open wounds. I also had this unnerved feeling that I wanted to get out of the bath as soon as possible.

The next day I found out that a friend of mine punched a lamppost out of frustration during the Ohio state football game "massacre".

As for today, it wasn't a day of predictions, instead it was a very odd day that started with an IM from an old high school buddy of mine who is also a performer. Found out that Amber (the dance music diva) put a video I taped of him singing one of her songs on to her myspace blog. After I commented that I was the one who taped the footage, she posted a comment on my myspace page acknowledging that she read the comment and I posted on her comments. The whole thing was just unexpected.

I just wonder how the rest of the week is going to pan out.

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A couple days to go til the ball drops and right now all I'm thinking about is what's going to happen.

I've already made my prediction to the upcoming year, it will be one to remember. I can tell you this, after 2007, nothing will ever be the same again. On the numerology standpoint 2007 breaks down to the number 9 (2 + 0 + 0 + 7 = 9) and "9" usually means stands for endings. So a lot is going to finally end this coming year for a lot of people.

Then again, if you really want to get this individually, you have to take the new year, add those numbers to your month and your day of birth, and you get what your year is going to be like. Since my month and day adds up to "11", it's almost a set up for master numbers to pop up. (A whole nother topic for another time)

But yeah, this coming year is going to be a year not many will forget. You mark my words. After this year is done, nothing will ever be the same again.

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Justin Timberlake, SNL, December 2006

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