i wish i can have a chance to start all over again..
for all the things i have regretted doing..
i wish i can start over.

1 day seems short.
but 1 day of waiting seems forever.

my heart aches so much..
longing for you to be beside me..

will you love me again?
will you give us a chance again?

you said you will walk thru it with me before..
no matter how tough the going is going to be..

dont let go of my hands now..
they just got loose a little..
pull me back in..
hold me back...

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Do you know that..

You make me...

love yet hate you so much.

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weee~~~
everybody i'm back in SINGAPORE!!
missed me? hahas!!

many thanks to the sweet farewell messsages i received
before taking off to SDYNEY that very night itself..
you guys are so thoughtful!!!
anyway next time i've decided to pack before hand.
and to pack efficiently! haha.. no more procrastination.

thanks sis for coming all the way down to T3 to fetch me!
since yesterday touching down around 10pm..
i haven really gotten ample rest thou..
short trip. tight schedule. working today.
i so want to sleep!!!

interesting experience over @ SDYNEY thou..
and i can tell how liberal it is over there..

imagine a street busker performing balloon tricks
@ Darling Harbour *resembling SG Clarke Quay only tons larger in area*
with a huge audience around him..
suddenly out hops a butt-naked aussie guy *i presume so*
with pants down till his mid tighs and topless!!!

*gasp X 1000000000*

yes yes! you can see EVERYTHING including his aa-hem..
amazing huh? try doing it in Singapore...
see what happen to you dude..

OOO! and my hotel was somewhere near Sdyney's Chinatown.
so i did a lot of walking to
Paddy's market *resembling a spaceous SG Bugis street*
Darling Harbour..took a criuse there which was called
Captain Cook Cruise..

lunch was on the cruise and enjoyed every moment of it!
especially with the wind blowing in my hair
on the top deck outdoor!

Blue Mountains have very very beautiful sceneries!
as if painted live right in front of your eyes!

so sorry Kunda.. I din manage to kidnap any live kangaroos
for you at Featherdale Wildlife Reserve.. they look as if
they will kill me with a kick if i try doing it...
haha~! and koalas are always sleeping.. -.-

Sdyney's Aquarium was interesting too!
the largest underwater world i've ever seen in my life!!!
AWESOME!!!!
picture the largest stingray they have is around
2 times of my height!!!! OMG...

weather was on our side..
windy.. cloudy.. sunny..
not as humid as Singapore thou..
:> i wanna go back there again...
this time..
with better company of people!! >.<

haha! pictures are not collated yet!
but dun worry! cuz i will post them asap when i am done!
argh! how exciting!!!

PS: just to quench everybody's photo-desire thirst.. just
a peep on one of my favourite photo!! TADAaAAAa!!!!









and it looks as if i've wavy hair~ SWEET

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sigh. i feel so emotional right now.
my company is organising a company trip overseas to Australia.
sdyney i guess. everybody seems excited.
but not me. everybody is so earnestly involved in conversations.
discussing places to visit. but not me.

why is it that i feel so out of place?
why is it that i feel so unwanted?
why is it that i feel so unimportant?

nobody cares a pieces of shit about my opinion.
nobody even asked about what i think.
PS: leave out Jai.

sad. broken. unwanted. left out. loser. melancholy.

dislike my bosses who treat me this way.
no way can i find any attachment for this company.
and why am i staying put?

killing time? flexibility? to be a junior all my life?
to let them look down on me? to be trampled on?
to be an unpolished gem? to be ostracise?

anyone out there to really listen to me.. to listen from your heart?
i cant wait to relieve myself from discrimination.. >

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