I know you all are telling me to go and I should. The only reservation I have is Eric. I know he is going through some rough times and I don't want to leave him to deal with it by himself.

For me, this isn't the opportunity of a lifetime. My aunt travels all the time and has asked me to tagalong on several trips (which I went). So, it's not like I wouldn't get this chance again.

I just don't want to leave him to fend for himself. Right now, he's my only ally in teenageland. I wish I could bring him with us, but my aunt will only pay for my trip.

I'm going to have do a lot of thinking on this one.


S.

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I've been waiting for the last two days to find out what this so called deal is. A deal I couldn't refuse. Well, I'm not so sure about that.

My Aunt Mary showed up around supper time tonight (no surprise). I'm sitting there making an unrecognizable mess out of my food as she goes tells us about her trip to Italy. We went there a couple of Summers ago though I think she forgot that.

Anyways, I waiting patiently or rather impatiently for reveal this grand deal she has for me, but instead, she goes on and on and on about that stupid trip. Finally, I grew tired of the waiting and asked her about it.

It seems that my Aunt Mary has to go to Amsterdam for at least month out of the Summer. It has to do with her job. She's a photographer and she wants me to be her assistant. She wants me to spend the majority of my Summer around hookers and drug addicts. Yeah, I'm sure there are other things to do there, but lets be real. Most Americans, especially around my age, only go there for the hookers and drugs.

I know it would get me out of this town for a while. Considering what has been going on lately, it does look like a good deal. However, I don't think Amsterdam would be my first chose of vacations (well more of a job than a vacation). Basically, I have until the end of this month to decide. I don't know if I want to go or not.


S.

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Bluetopaz: Thanks! I'm not sure if he knew that or not but I'm sure he knows he would need an alibi and his stupid friends would definitely give him one.

lyndeep: I agree. Too bad we don't have any.

Silver-dot-: Thanks! So do I!

money4blogging: After everything was said and done, I thought that I should have done that, but I figure that could cause more damage on my Range Rover without even denting his monster truck. So, I don't think it would have been worth it. Thanks for the hugs. I can't wait until my aunt gets here tomorrow.

ikimashokie: A good idea, but at the time, I was too scared to even think about doing that. As far as I know we don't have any cameras in the intersections. The town can't afford it. You think we could considering how many rich people live here, but I guess since there aren't a lot of traffic accidents they don't see it as an important issue.

My stupid mom thinks the whole thing was no big deal well except for the damage on my car. I guess my mere existence is no big deal. We had a huge fight but ultimately, she let me stay home from school today. Eric called me around lunchtime. Someone spray painted "Bitch" across mine and surrounding lockers. The situation went from bad to worse.


S.

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I'm not stupid. After Josh tried to kill me, I called the cops. That was a waste of time. They took a report and then went talked to Josh. It seems some of his flunky friends said that he was with them all day yesterday. Same with Tina. I wish I could say I was surprised.

No witnesses have come forward and there is little to no evidence. So, basically, I not only was almost killed yesterday, I got screwed in the end. Gotta love the judicial system, right?

My Aunt Mary called last night. She's going to be visiting this weekend. She said she has a deal for me that I couldn't refuse. The way this week has been going, she better deliever on that.


S.

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You know how I said that I thought everything was getting better at school? Well, I was wrong. Big time wrong. It seems the actions of my fellow outcast were blamed on me. Josh and Tina think I'm the only one who could humiliate them like that.

So, the reward they gave me was scaring the hell out of me. School was let out early because of some teacher thing. I was on my way home when it happened. I was sitting at the Reston and Danders intersection when Josh pulled up behind me in that ugly ass truck of his.

I didn't really think anything about it until he slammed his foot on the gas, slowly pushing my car in the middle of the intersection. At first, I paniced and tried to stop him. But then I put my foot on the gas and just went through.

THE GUY COULD HAVE KILLED ME!!!

Thank God there wasn't any traffic. I'm sitting in my room shaking as I type this. I just don't know what to do.


S.

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I don't feel like doing a post today. So, instead, I did a Blogthings quiz:

Your Psyche is Blue

You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you. By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go. While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side. When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding

What Color Is Your Psyche?

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