My grandpa has cancer again.

I dont want to talk about it with people because then i start getting upset. He went into the doctors office a week and a half ago to get a check up and some blood work done. He had been cancer free for about five years. The blood test came back really bad so they did a bone scan and a CT and they found out that the cancer never really went away five years ago and now it has spread to his pelvic area his spine and his shoulder. They cant treat him anymore its too late its already in his bones so they are going to try to slow the cancer down to give him as much time as possible but they arent sure how he will respond to the medication used to slow it down so he could have anywhere from six months to a few years.

What makes me the most upset though is the fact that he cant leave his house because he is so tired and hurting. And my grandpa is a very active man he owns two boats and has a dock in his backyard he goes out all the time and he hunts and fishes and all sorts of outdoor stuff. And hes been stuck inside too tired to even clean.

i need sleep.

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Today i started a farm on farmville!!





lol


yep most exciting thing this week



im starting to think im pathetic



peace!!

oh if anyone can give me the basics of farmville i would be very thankful :]

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HARRY POTTER PWNS TWILIGHT!






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Hey





so last night i went and saw the chevelle convert up in charlotte and it was really awesome!!! it was crazy crowded tho and the pushing part was not so cool. but all the bands where good. It was so loud that when i got home and tried to sleep my ears wouldnt stop ringing.


hope everyone has a good weekend!

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so i walked into the bookstore and on the nice shiny shelf that usually has great new mystery books.. or old hidden classics or a new amazingly writting fiction book..... MORE THAT HALF OF THE TITLES EITHER HAD VAMPIRE, BLOOD, FANGS, OR OTHER VAMPIRE RELATED TOPICS ON THEM!!. i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


its driving me crazy!!! i love new books by fresh new authors and even better great new fiction or fantasy fiction that actually is good. but wtf is going on?!?!?!?!



i know everyone got brainwashed to believe it cant be fiction without a love triangle with vampires that dont really attack ppl and who dont really have any story line. They are just glamorous people who go to parties and have everything and end up HAPPY EVER AFTER.



no thanks ill pass




i like something with more substance to it



oh read a great book a few weeks ago


its called "life expectancy" by dean koontz


great book if you want a mystery/thriller/comedy kind of thing

he has a great way of adding humor to the most tragic and serious situations

and his characters have great story lines and substance to them.



PEACE!!

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