It's so hot. & I'm losing my mind.

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What's up with Owen Wilson?

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Have you ever felt happy and sad both at the same time? For me it feels like mit's for the same reason, but all different reasons. When I listen to music...It makes me feel sad & bitter really quick, then I feel beautiful an happy and it goes on over and over again. I really wish that would stop.

It feels so nice to talk about it...with my friends, but mostly my cousins like Ate Jhoelle & everyone else. That's why I like watching scary movies. Because none of them can relate to my life & make me feel like saying Aww I remember feeling like that or Man I wish that happened to me or I wish I loved someone who loves me back for me and blah blah blah complain complain complain. Plus I get scared and so in the moment that it's impossible for me to think about other things while I'm watching like comedy, drama, or romance flicks.

So I'm listening to Umbrella Acoustic by Marie Digby. & at the same time I'm sad and happy & bitter but sweet. Sound confusing? It's okay. I don't expect much others to understand. So I guess I'll be quiet now...

Now that it's raining more than ever...

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Yes! I'm over my "Emo-Heartbreak for 1 Week" stage now! I feel pretty free. But whenever I feel like I'm over something...It always comes back 3 times harder & bites me back in the butt. Gosh....!!!

So yeah nothing much going on. I'm procrastinationg in my Health class assignments [tell us something new]. I might be a little busy today. Maybe I can...oh nevermind. I left my scratch papers for my book at home & I'm a thousanf miles away & now I can't continue typing it. Crap! I promised myself to actually finish this book because I always end up not finishing a book I write!!! Damn I'm soooo behind!

Ugh whatever, at least I get to shop today...probably while moping in my head. Sire I have money...but no love...SEE!!! It always comes back! AGGGGGHHHH!!!!

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You may think this is you. It probably is you. I hope you read this. But you most likely wont. I won't say who you are. But I hope you know it's you. And I hope you read it.

I was too blind not to see you because I had someone elses heart when you offered me yours. But whene I finally let go of his, you didn't want to give me yours. You were afraid that I would keep it, but you wouldn't keep mine. I thought I didn't want your heart, but know that I know you're walking away with something that may never be mine anymore, I realized i wan't it more than anything.

Can I have it, please? I'm the one who wants it the most. Give me your heart, I now know that I love you. Please don't leave. Not yet. I lost my chance, I learned my lesson. Too long I've been empty and not knowing what I wanted. I know for sure It's you.



I Love You, I Love You Now. Do You Still Love Me? Or Are You Really Leaving Me?

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I'm a little slow with my book. Even if it's vacation. I'm wither lazy or I haven't got the time....nice. I have a new blog to post for:[NNINAKAJR]

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Okay, well If you're conservative and think homosexuals don't belong in the world and call them faggots and all that type of shit...then don't even bother.

IF YOU'RE GONNA READ THEN PLEASE HELP ME THINK OF A TITLE

It's about this girl [Lana] that thinks she's always tough and doesn't show week emotions like Love, Sadness, and Pain. She gets caught drinking and smoking by her Mom so her Mom sends her to a Journalism club as a punishment. When Lana gets there, she expects that everyone is a professional writer and were professional even before joining the club. But it turns out that everyone's first day was the first day of writing ever.


Except for Matt. He is an assistant for the club. Matt & Lana disagree in the beginning about writing. But once they get to know eachother, Lana feels a week emotion she thought she would never feel, and that is Love. But for someone who has the first chance, her Love becomes impossible. Matt is gay, and confesses to Lana that nothing about his sexuality can change. Lana has her own personal complications in life which conflict which make her Love Matt even more.Although Lana tries hard to prove that her Love is stronger than enyone else who has felt a lifetime of Love, he feels bad for he has nothing to offer her. But Matt has a secret that might turn Lana's feelings stronger & gives her hope. But in the end, nothing has changed and they can never be together.

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Currently writing a new book. I have no idea what the title is.

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