mood: feeling much better
watching: rove

I need to get out of my head...Stop over thinking, it's what is leading to me to becoming depressed and possibly sick. I developed a weird cough due to stress. Went to the doctors last week to have it checked out .

I really believe it's part of the reason why I haven't been feeling so well lately.
Friday night, I had a head ache.
I woke up with a headache this morning - due to leaving the electric blanket up too high. I couldn't wake up this morning either.

I should give myself a break.

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mood: sick and being negative

Note to self: I shouldn't spend my weekends at home, because it's not healthy for me at the moment, considering the amount of time during the week that I spend at home, (Haven't got much of a choice either with a limit amount of money - perhaps learn to be more constructive with my time, e.g. take up a new hobby or get more into photography.)
I seem to lash out at myself, these days and no body else's fault. I shouldn't be putting myself down or being so hard on myself. Maybe, I should learn to careless about the small things and deal with the cards that I am giving - that's what I planned to do when I moved here. But, this whole 'finding another job' issue is fucking me up inside. It's made me depressed when I first moved here, then I got used to it, now I hate it and I am growing tired of it. I feel like there are no answering for me. I feel like such a downer to myself and to Dan for what I've got. It's better than no job. A lot better feeling when I can say that I have A job.

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listening to: The fray - How to save a life
watching: scrubs
mood: tipsy

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mood: relaxed

I'm having a quite weekend with Dan this weekend, (I have to work tomorrow for a few hours)
I haven't made the cuptails (cupcakes with alcohol/supposed to be like a cocktail*) yet. I have all the ingredients - just need to make time to make and bake them.

There are two types I can make: Cosmo cuptails or Margarita cuptails. I might mkae the cosmo cuptails today. I will post photos when they are done.

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