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This week's been kind of, (what's a good word that an intelligent college student would use...), um, SUCKY. Hm. That works. First with the whole tuition bill thing yesterday; financial aid advisors really need to learn how to respond to their emails. I'm on a serious guilt trip, brought to me by my... lovely mother. I had to ask for $662 to pay for part of my tuition. It's for my education! Isn't it worth it?? Hah. I don't even believe myself.

But seriously, I felt really bad about asking her for the money; I was so bummed.. I could barely study for my math midterm. I think I was subconsciously punishing myself all yesterday. I didn't drink as much water as I normally do (so now my throat is hurting and on the verge of getting sick), and I didn't eat anything ALL day! I just didn't feel hungry, but my mom made me food later in the night. Weird.. I didn't know I could subconsciously punish myself. I guess because I'm at that age when I shouldn't be dependent on my parents to pay for everything. I'm 19.. I should get a job! Really though, I do.

Even after I tried my hardest to get over the whole guilt trip, I still couldn't study. I kept putting it off. I ended up studying at 11:00ish.. until 4:00. I wake up at 6:30.. that's not a good night's sleep, that's a NAP! And I wake up this morning with my throat hurting.. I hate that feeling; it's hard to swallow and I keep having to go to the bathroom because I keep drinking a lot of water.

Sigh.
My weekly complaint is over.
Thanks for listening.
Hope you're all having a better week.
Adios!
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