so basically this week was awsome!!! spent sum time with ray and bogie! FRIKKING AWSOME!!! got to see my Fantastic 3 and THEN sum!!!!!!! wine and cheese...awsomeness... chocolate dipped fruits.. EVEEEEEN BETTER!!!! rum.... BLEAHG!! but yeah, got xmas gifts.. im still tryin to figure out what im gonna get you bogie.. but im gettin there! i choked the life out of a chicken...

MERRY FRIKKING CHRISTMAS PPL!

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and it goes a lil sumthin liek this:



sometimes, you cant really trust the ppl who you thought you trusted... because that person that you thought you knew, turns out to be a totally different person than you thought they were... its like.. the more you know them.. the more your disgusted by their ways and the more you begin to hate them. Though someone might treat you sweetly.. im pretty sure they're treating someone else like shit...someone who doesn't deserve that... but thats alright... cause karma's a bitch...and X3 is a frikkin buzzkill... so lets ride this one out and see what happens...

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"sigh"

You would think that after meghan ppl would kind of think about the things they do.. you would think maybe, JUST maybe ppl might learn, but unfortunately not. 2 more kids died last monday bc of drunk driving. A junior and a sophomore. Some ppl just dont think b4 they do and its really sad bc then they have to learn the hard way. thats 3 deaths in less than 2 weeks... 3 funerals... 3 less students... i dont think i will be doing anything drastic in a while after this... and i cant help but think wut if someone close to me is next... wut if I'M next??? We were talking at lunch that day about how you could see someone one day and the next day they could be gone... its these dumb ass choices ppl make sumtimes and dont bother thinking about what could happen or the conscequences (however you spell it).....sum ppl say that a freshman is next.... i hope not.

anyways..
turkey day was a blast. My god parents and aunt and them came over.. it was like we were sorta a family again. And for a moment in time things were bliss because we were together, bringing a temporary serenity that we hadn't had since clara died... i miss that... i miss them... Me and nena talked about getting rich and buying a complex that our whole family would live in; Burroughs Creek... now theres a new day..

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this is such a cute pic:

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