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simplythi
Age. 40
Gender. Male
Ethnicity. Vietnamese
Location Arlington, TX
School. UT at Arlington
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Wednesday, 7/9/03 - 4:31 pm
blackmail hahaha yah hear me? well yesterday i woke up and realized that someone had drawn on my face with a marker, and i had make up all over myself. fucked up aint it? i had a whole unibrown thing going on and they were thick as hell. dont worry, i got all week, dont let me catch you slipping. hahaha

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stuff
Wednesday, 7/9/03 - 4:03 am
ok like really though, do people actually read about what other people do each day? im thinking twice about it as im writting, the nosey people read to catch up on their shit talk, and the surfers go because their bored. so what about the rest? hahaha there is no category. anyway i found out what i did yesterday night and i certainly didnt remember jack shit. haha sorry amy, didnt realize it. i dont even remember it, thats how bad it was. if someone did that to me id be annoyed as fuck. hahaha my bad, we all have our moments. i got pictures to prove it, fun, bad, fucked up, all that shit hahhaa.


another thing that happened last night was something i was not expecting. but expect the unexpected. at the last moment when you think everything is good, that everything will mend, it breaks and shatters 10 times worse then the first time shit happens. but when things happen like this, its like life trying to snap you back into reality. cant live in a dream forever. atleast we try to live it. we can try, but it has to end somewhere. well it can be a dream or a total nightmare. either way it ends. where will you end up then? picking up the little bits and pieces and some how put it back together. but sometimes its impossible. so we give up. throw it away. words sometimes cannot express how we all feel. no words can exactly describe how i feel. things should have been left alone from the start. because turning back and changing your mind, having second doubts about your actions would get you know where. when you just dont give a fuck and just focus on what you want to do, how you want to live and enjoy life. thats when you realize what was once needed is no longer needed. what was once there, can be replaced. its a chain, never ending cycle.

enough about that shit, now about my trip to st luis and chicago. well st luis could have been fun, except i held myself back. a promise made is a promise kept. as for chicago, it was quite nice. sort of like houston. lake michigan is HUGE i tried to look to the other side and well i couldnt scope a damn thing. hahaha. the beach was nice too but i was too scared to get dark. most of my time was spent eating, and sleeping. play cards with gay dj's. hahaha atleast my friend made money off them, she threw a party in chicago, i missed it because i fell asleep. haha fucked up aint it. i was waiting for the party to start and i just knocked out and never woke up. what i hated most was the car ride home. from chicago to st luis, then from st luis to dallas was a total of 17 mother fucking gay hours. thats like amost a whole day. wow been a few days since i updated nutang, and i hooked this shit up big time. haha enough here. like any of u gay fuckers are gonna read it anyway.

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home
Monday, 7/7/03 - 11:21 am
i just got home, sat in the car from chicago to st luis, then from st luis to dallas. a total of 18 hours in the car, not a wink of sleep but fuck it. haha tired, yet dont want to waste a day, have to catch up on things. thinking of what should be done, dont know yet exactly. bout to take a cold ass long shower to wake me up, then head out somewhere. coffee? food? who knows where i might end up. gotta go up to school and take the test because im finally going back to college. i just fuckin hope that the courses wont be full or ill be fuckin screwed, im so crossing my fingers and hoping that i will be able to start on the 9th because this is driving me nutts. life sucks as is, might as well try n go somewhere.

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asdf
Friday, 7/4/03 - 10:00 am
shut the fuck up, E V E R Y O N E !

erase me

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iono what day it is
Wednesday, 7/2/03 - 4:30am
... 4:30 i feel bad, i think i caused something horrible today. my friend did something just to prove to me that what i did was not good. they did it so that i would see that its horrible and that it gets you no where. i see the point, and i know i should have listened to you YEARS ago, yet i didnt. you made your point now im only hoping that you would read this. I AM SORRY, on other note, i got home about an hour ago. had a convo about things and well yea i should just do what i wish, eventhough most of my choices are wrong, i am starting to make some right ones. live life with no regrets, dont regret your past, just correct the future. well i am doing that now. correct and learn from my mistakes. thats the only way, we all make mistakes, just try to learn from them. im not the best and brightest person in the world, sometimes i can be the meanest and most horrible person, but i guess we all have our moments. things are changing, im changing, not for anyone but for myself. i had a reality check, seeing how someone would do what they would never do just to prove a point sort of changed my whole perspective on things. as for st luis, im going for sure. either that if i dont go to st luis then im off to houston for the july 4th weekend, much fun planned ahead. after july 4th im going to san antonio with everyone, we are flying to sea world hahaha i havent been there in a long time, ever since i was a kid. kinda exciting and i cant wait!

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so so
Tuesday, 7/1/03 - 8:58 pm
so ive been thinking if i should go to st luis and chicago this weekend or not. i dont know, staying back when no one is around i would probably go mad. a trip out of town does sound fun, it would relieve everything that ive been stressed out on lately. come back from the trip and i start school, horray for me huh hahaha. i never imagined the day that i would walk into a college, here i am making my first step torwards some type of education. take basics first, probably 2 classes and then once fall comes, ill be a full time student. so might as well enjoy what little time i have left of the summer.

life is becoming quite boring, daily routine is really getting to me. i need an adventure, a risk a daring attempt to spice things up. what was once fun is now fucking BORING, everyday i drink my life away, alcohol doesnt even seem to have any effect on me anymore. what else is there to do, i guess im just trying to kill time, to put things aside and try to enjoy the little things that i have left.

and so i try to enjoy my days, or whats left of it to enjoy.
why not!

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